This is personal, but I need help.

[Gst_1909]

I apologize for asking advice about subjects like these, I have nowhere else to tell this.
I’m a teenager and I have never been a very stable individue mentally. Things get better sometimes, but just less worse.

As a kid, I was diagnosed with depression and therapist after therapist, it is still said i’m a very intelligent person, even tho my school situation wasn’t good at that time, neither is now. In the last 2 years, somehow, i’ve been one of the best students my school could ever have. The class example. It was good while it lasted. Amazing grades, friends (a thing I barely had throughout my childhood) and an almost stable mental health, what a dream! But, due to financial issues and other reasons, my family and I had to move to a different country again. First weeks here went OK, i’ve been here before, but when it comes to school, I feel miserable. It’s not the amount of time we spend there, which is significantly more than my native country, but I feel like I should been doing more than what I currently am. If should make more effort and I don’t have the motivation or will to. Due to the “being more intelligent than average”, all I’m hearing recently is: “I expected more from you”. My last school’s teachers and some members of my family were/are too harsh on me, as if i’m a robot. I am exhausted of everything, of life and I fear this is starting to affect my spiritual journey here. Or maybe that the Gods will think i’m not worth it. I am a very insecure individue and this probably will look like something dumb for another person. I just need a bit of reassurance on everything. Thank you.

 

[DarkPagan666]

I remember how it was growing up as a teenager. It was hard, no question about it. I know how it feels to be met with certain expectations and not be able to live up to them. This can happen for various reasons, but the important thing is to push through. Things will get better as time goes on.

Moving to a different country due to difficult circumstances would challenge even the most stable person, especially when you’re young and still discovering who you are. Your reaction is perfectly valid.

It's okay to need reassurance. In fact, it shows that you value yourself and that you care about your future. You're showing strength by being honest about where you’re at. I would encourage you to let go, as best you can, of the need to meet every expectation. Because that is just unrealistic.

The Gods guided you to this path for a reason. Your worth is inherent. The Gods do not abandon us. They see the whole journey, from our beginnings to our destinations. They know our potential even when we feel lost or uncertain. They recognize the heart that reaches out, that wants to keep going even when it feels hard.

Remember, you don’t have to carry the weight of others’ expectations. Your path is your own, and every step you take, even if it feels small or insignificant, is a step in the right direction. It’s a step toward healing, toward understanding yourself better, and toward growing into the person you’re meant to be. You have purpose. You have value. And no setback, no difficult circumstances, can take that away from you. Hold onto that truth, and know that, just like seasons change, so too will this time of struggle.

You're not alone in this journey. Keep going. Keep trusting. And believe that better days are on their way, even if you can’t see them just yet. The Gods are right there by your side.

Hail Satan!

 

[syrex666]

Due to the “being more intelligent than average”, all I’m hearing recently is: “I expected more from you”. My last school’s teachers and some members of my family were/are too harsh on me, as if i’m a robot.

Think of it like this:
An engine of a car has limits when it comes to RPM
In context of some of your relatives and teachers, they expect you to drive that car past it's limits, leaving it with a blown engine.
In your case; you're a fast car that also has limits how many RPMs you can achieve in a single gear.
Being better than average doesn't entirely mean that you have to excel in everything, that's not how that works.
There is a difference between pushing yourself and doing past your limits.
It seems to me that your teachers' and family members' have unhealthy expectations. Please talk to your parent's about your situation and how you feel about it or your therapist if you currently have one - communication helps.
Try doing things at your own pace, not at someone's pace.

I am exhausted of everything, of life and I fear this is starting to affect my spiritual journey here.

What do you think might help you feel better? How about taking more time for yourself? You could do something that you like doing, talking to someone you can trust all the time, try doing basic void meditation, you could ask Father Satan for guidance while you're meditating (doesn't have to be out loud of course, you can say it in your head, he'll hear you.)

Thank you for trusting us to express yourself here, that's no easy task. You can always reach out to us if you ever feel the need to.

Take care .

 

[SomewhatCoherent]

Most school Curricula are designed to create people who are "smart" in the sense the they can output what is expected of them without really thinking for themselves. The fact that you are hear shows that there is something inside, that understand the importance of cultivating the intrinsic intangible self. I think you would benefit more from studying mastery programs that teach both skills and the personal side of things either directly or indirectly. For example there are speed reading programs that not only teach you how to read faster, also focus recall and comprehension. Being great at reading will help you to grow as person, speed reading is surprising easily to learn because its just unlearning bad habits taught in public schools. Being young and especially if you are a male, playing a sport or hitting the gym is extremely important for mental health. Physical activity is a big part of mental/physical health. Its normal to feel angst, its a evolutionary motivating pressure for you to become your own person.

 

[Ol argedco luciftias]

The Gods guided you to this path for a reason. Your worth is inherent. The Gods do not abandon us. They see the whole journey, from our beginnings to our destinations. They know our potential even when we feel lost or uncertain. They recognize the heart that reaches out, that wants to keep going even when it feels hard.

Remember, you don’t have to carry the weight of others’ expectations. Your path is your own, and every step you take, even if it feels small or insignificant, is a step in the right direction. It’s a step toward healing, toward understanding yourself better, and toward growing into the person you’re meant to be. You have purpose. You have value. And no setback, no difficult circumstances, can take that away from you. Hold onto that truth, and know that, just like seasons change, so too will this time of struggle.

You're not alone in this journey. Keep going. Keep trusting. And believe that better days are on their way, even if you can’t see them just yet. The Gods are right there by your side.

Hail Satan!

This is one of the most important messages I've ever seen.

 

[Gst_1909]

I remember how it was growing up as a teenager. It was hard, no question about it. I know how it feels to be met with certain expectations and not be able to live up to them. This can happen for various reasons, but the important thing is to push through. Things will get better as time goes on.

Moving to a different country due to difficult circumstances would challenge even the most stable person, especially when you’re young and still discovering who you are. Your reaction is perfectly valid.

It's okay to need reassurance. In fact, it shows that you value yourself and that you care about your future. You're showing strength by being honest about where you’re at. I would encourage you to let go, as best you can, of the need to meet every expectation. Because that is just unrealistic.

The Gods guided you to this path for a reason. Your worth is inherent. The Gods do not abandon us. They see the whole journey, from our beginnings to our destinations. They know our potential even when we feel lost or uncertain. They recognize the heart that reaches out, that wants to keep going even when it feels hard.

Remember, you don’t have to carry the weight of others’ expectations. Your path is your own, and every step you take, even if it feels small or insignificant, is a step in the right direction. It’s a step toward healing, toward understanding yourself better, and toward growing into the person you’re meant to be. You have purpose. You have value. And no setback, no difficult circumstances, can take that away from you. Hold onto that truth, and know that, just like seasons change, so too will this time of struggle.

You're not alone in this journey. Keep going. Keep trusting. And believe that better days are on their way, even if you can’t see them just yet. The Gods are right there by your side.

Hail Satan!

Thank you! Writing that text itself already made me feel better, but I needed to hear it from someone else. I don’t know much how to thank people but i’ll be eternally grateful for reading your message!

 

[Gst_1909]

Think of it like this:
An engine of a car has limits when it comes to RPM
In context of some of your relatives and teachers, they expect you to drive that car past it's limits, leaving it with a blown engine.
In your case; you're a fast car that also has limits how many RPMs you can achieve in a single gear.
Being better than average doesn't entirely mean that you have to excel in everything, that's not how that works.
There is a difference between pushing yourself and doing past your limits.
It seems to me that your teachers' and family members' have unhealthy expectations. Please talk to your parent's about your situation and how you feel about it or your therapist if you currently have one - communication helps.
Try doing things at your own pace, not at someone's pace.



What do you think might help you feel better? How about taking more time for yourself? You could do something that you like doing, talking to someone you can trust all the time, try doing basic void meditation, you could ask Father Satan for guidance while you're meditating (doesn't have to be out loud of course, you can say it in your head, he'll hear you.)

Thank you for trusting us to express yourself here, that's no easy task. You can always reach out to us if you ever feel the need to.

Take care .

Thanks

Think of it like this:
An engine of a car has limits when it comes to RPM
In context of some of your relatives and teachers, they expect you to drive that car past it's limits, leaving it with a blown engine.
In your case; you're a fast car that also has limits how many RPMs you can achieve in a single gear.
Being better than average doesn't entirely mean that you have to excel in everything, that's not how that works.
There is a difference between pushing yourself and doing past your limits.
It seems to me that your teachers' and family members' have unhealthy expectations. Please talk to your parent's about your situation and how you feel about it or your therapist if you currently have one - communication helps.
Try doing things at your own pace, not at someone's pace.



What do you think might help you feel better? How about taking more time for yourself? You could do something that you like doing, talking to someone you can trust all the time, try doing basic void meditation, you could ask Father Satan for guidance while you're meditating (doesn't have to be out loud of course, you can say it in your head, he'll hear you.)

Thank you for trusting us to express yourself here, that's no easy task. You can always reach out to us if you ever feel the need to.

Take care .

Thank you for replying too, friend! Your example is amazing. People here are so kind and I assumed it would be a good place to talk about that.

 

[septiannor]

I remember how it was growing up as a teenager. It was hard, no question about it. I know how it feels to be met with certain expectations and not be able to live up to them. This can happen for various reasons, but the important thing is to push through. Things will get better as time goes on.

Moving to a different country due to difficult circumstances would challenge even the most stable person, especially when you’re young and still discovering who you are. Your reaction is perfectly valid.

It's okay to need reassurance. In fact, it shows that you value yourself and that you care about your future. You're showing strength by being honest about where you’re at. I would encourage you to let go, as best you can, of the need to meet every expectation. Because that is just unrealistic.

The Gods guided you to this path for a reason. Your worth is inherent. The Gods do not abandon us. They see the whole journey, from our beginnings to our destinations. They know our potential even when we feel lost or uncertain. They recognize the heart that reaches out, that wants to keep going even when it feels hard.

Remember, you don’t have to carry the weight of others’ expectations. Your path is your own, and every step you take, even if it feels small or insignificant, is a step in the right direction. It’s a step toward healing, toward understanding yourself better, and toward growing into the person you’re meant to be. You have purpose. You have value. And no setback, no difficult circumstances, can take that away from you. Hold onto that truth, and know that, just like seasons change, so too will this time of struggle.

You're not alone in this journey. Keep going. Keep trusting. And believe that better days are on their way, even if you can’t see them just yet. The Gods are right there by your side.

Hail Satan!

Hail Satan! Thank you for helping new members like and others, and especially teenagers like who have just found a good direction that is calming and can make themselves stronger, bad English sorry