Shadowcat
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So here it is. the past several nights during meditation and especially last night i have been seeing the othal rune during mediation and yoga. this occured last weekend too as well. this has happed to me now and then in the past months but now it got so prominent that i almost posted about it here last night. At first i thought it was because of the race awakening rituals or something else. Next thing i know earlier this evening my brother texts me with the below.
He said he was looking up at the moon trying to take in energy and asking for wisdom...this was his answer. just popped out at him. right after that he suddenly sees this: the ingwaz rune. he didnt even know what it was as this version he could not find in the elder furthark sources. he had to draw it to show me what he meant. when i snapshotted the link about it from JOS he freaked..especially when he saw it looked like Azazels sigil as stated. He was like "remember i told you i knew that name" this was when Abraxas came to him in a dream one night. This happened shortly after i asked for him to be protected. And i asked Abraxas specifically. At the end of the dream he said he heard Azazels name( this dream was back in october)...i told him "but i told you his name i think right?" i told him about some of the Gods months back. he said "if you did i never registered it."
he told me he saw the raidho rune in the shape of an earthworm recently. He for the past months has always been accompanied by ravens either one or 2. watching him always appearing out of nowhere. and each time it happens he gets what he calls a chill down his spine. he describes it as positive and when he sees the ravens and feels this he feels happy and feels immediately that someone is watching him and protecting him. Today there was a huge flock of ravens that flew past him. We were just on the phone a bit ago talking for a while. He tells me he feels very drawn to paganism and very deeply rooted. i told him the Gods are calling him. When we were talking about our xtian uprbringing and our partial ancient phonecian ancestry from our dad he was like "i just now got that chill down my spine again" he has a star in his chart that is named after one of the phonecian Gods.
he describes this as a positive feeling. I call it a kundalini surge. I feel like the Gods are calling him to them but he still has alot of xtian programming. Despite this he has already come to reject alot of xtian elements and is drawn more and more to the Gods. He is very open. Ravens are Odins animals. Odin is Satan. Birds in general however are also the familiars of Abraxas who i am close to. When he told me about the ravens i told him about the birds that are in my shop alot lately. one is always staring down at me as if watching. i looked up at him the other day and affectionately went "birdy dodooo" lol
. then i hear a playful voice say, "ill show you birdy do do" and the bird instantly turns around and craps all over my pangborn. i laughed so hard for the next 5 minutes. i didnt even know the critter was going to crap :lol:
I Feel like the Gods want us to do something together. I feel like it is a call to deep awareness. It would be awesome if he dedicated. My whole family has always been open. I feel like they want me to Guide him. i just don't want to do that and end up scaring him away. Gunna try to start off small.
Wonder if anyone else has had exp's like this?
He said he was looking up at the moon trying to take in energy and asking for wisdom...this was his answer. just popped out at him. right after that he suddenly sees this: the ingwaz rune. he didnt even know what it was as this version he could not find in the elder furthark sources. he had to draw it to show me what he meant. when i snapshotted the link about it from JOS he freaked..especially when he saw it looked like Azazels sigil as stated. He was like "remember i told you i knew that name" this was when Abraxas came to him in a dream one night. This happened shortly after i asked for him to be protected. And i asked Abraxas specifically. At the end of the dream he said he heard Azazels name( this dream was back in october)...i told him "but i told you his name i think right?" i told him about some of the Gods months back. he said "if you did i never registered it."
he told me he saw the raidho rune in the shape of an earthworm recently. He for the past months has always been accompanied by ravens either one or 2. watching him always appearing out of nowhere. and each time it happens he gets what he calls a chill down his spine. he describes it as positive and when he sees the ravens and feels this he feels happy and feels immediately that someone is watching him and protecting him. Today there was a huge flock of ravens that flew past him. We were just on the phone a bit ago talking for a while. He tells me he feels very drawn to paganism and very deeply rooted. i told him the Gods are calling him. When we were talking about our xtian uprbringing and our partial ancient phonecian ancestry from our dad he was like "i just now got that chill down my spine again" he has a star in his chart that is named after one of the phonecian Gods.
he describes this as a positive feeling. I call it a kundalini surge. I feel like the Gods are calling him to them but he still has alot of xtian programming. Despite this he has already come to reject alot of xtian elements and is drawn more and more to the Gods. He is very open. Ravens are Odins animals. Odin is Satan. Birds in general however are also the familiars of Abraxas who i am close to. When he told me about the ravens i told him about the birds that are in my shop alot lately. one is always staring down at me as if watching. i looked up at him the other day and affectionately went "birdy dodooo" lol
. then i hear a playful voice say, "ill show you birdy do do" and the bird instantly turns around and craps all over my pangborn. i laughed so hard for the next 5 minutes. i didnt even know the critter was going to crap :lol: I Feel like the Gods want us to do something together. I feel like it is a call to deep awareness. It would be awesome if he dedicated. My whole family has always been open. I feel like they want me to Guide him. i just don't want to do that and end up scaring him away. Gunna try to start off small.
Wonder if anyone else has had exp's like this?
