axebeardmcbeardaxe
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My name is Anthony. I'm 14 years old, and currently I am technically Lutheran. However, my curiosity has brought me to Satan, and I have seriously considering joining him. First off, I know there is a group for teens, but I wanted some more matured Satanists answers for this, as this is possibly one of the biggest decisions I could ever make. I also wants to state I'm a bit scared for the following reasons: a) what if Satan IS like he is described in the bible, and will jut turn his back on me in the end? Now, I don' really expect any answer to this, because no matter who's point of view I get on the matter, there really can be nothing anyone can say to without a doubt sway me one way or the other, I just have to decide what I believe and stick with it. I'm also scared because you supposedly can't back out once you're a Satanist. Is that true? Not that I'm planning to join and back out, per se, but that seems to be locking you in against your will, and I find that a bit... Well, frightening. b) Magick, rituals, and summonings. Now, I understand all of this is NOT something to be played with, and is all very real, and I also understand abusing it is absolutely bad, but I'm just scared I could mess something up and royal fuck myself over for the rest of eternity. c) my entire family would be furious with me for being a Satanist, as they're Christian and I know they'd refuse to even try to understand, but I'm not just going to wait until I can move out and disown them like some others, because they're still my family and I still love them, even if they wouldn't understand me. SO, any thing you would like to say to me about anything? Because I really would like some feedback. So thank you for taking the time to read my giant wall of text,Anthony