The modern mindset about advancing is really wrong in my opinion.

[SeguaceDiSatanas]

Last night I realized for myself one thing that will remain with me for life.

The day before I had only slept three/four hours and yesterday I trained for several hours. The fact is that I finished martial arts training very late. When I got back, I was very sleepy and wanted to go to bed.

But I still had to meditate, do Yoga, do RTRs, donate my energy to the Gods and perform my spells. I told myself that I would meditate only a little, just so as not to lose progress, I would perform the spells and maybe I would skip the part of the work for the Gods for just one day.

But then I remembered that just before I was doing martial arts and my Master had told me to look in the mirror while I was performing the techniques and training on the mat. Then he added that our biggest opponent is ourselves, that we reflect in the mirror.

So at that moment I thought martial arts are for war, unlike combat sports which are only for sports competitions, but cannot be applied in street defense or warfare. But with the term war, we can mean any contrasting event. That is when there is something to do and an opposite that prevents it. For example I had to meditate and do RTR, and on the other hand I was very tired.

We must therefore fight our inner wars, this I must know how to do because I am a martial artist, but even more, because the martial arts come from Satan, I am a Satanist.

There are usually a lot of reasons why others say they can't do something, but the correct mentality is not: "then I give up, I don't do it, my opponent has won, that is the obstacle". the correct mentality is not even: "I do my best to advance meditating and doing RTR" because the correct mentality is not so much in doing one's best to resist the obstacles placed by our ego, but in being really so intent and eager to advance rather than saying to yourself: "I do my best to advance", I said to myself: "I advance and nothing will prevent me!".

By advancing we mean both meditating and obtaining one's desires with both RTR and spells.

Basically I am saying that we should not focus on our obstacles, but on moving forward. The obstacles will be a background noise that we will turn off to hear the melody. Those who really want to move forward really want it and those who really want something do it. And whoever does something he really desires does not try to avoid obstacles as if they have some importance that they must be considered and avoided, but for him the obstacles are as if they did not exist.

Finally, yesterday I did meditations and RTRs for a lot longer than usual and went to sleep a little later, but I also woke up a little later, and today is Sunday, so I could afford it. This suggests that often our excuses are also empty and meaningless things.

 

[Sunny]

Good boy, don't deprive yourself of sleep though.

 

[Lunar Dance 666]

, I said to myself: "I advance and nothing will prevent me!".

By advancing we mean both meditating and obtaining one's desires with both RTR and spells.

Basically I am saying that we should not focus on our obstacles, but on moving forward. The obstacles will be a background noise that we will turn off to hear the melody. Those who really want to move forward really want it and those who really want something do it. And whoever does something he really desires does not try to avoid obstacles as if they have some importance that they must be considered and avoided, but for him the obstacles are as if they did not exist.

Finally, yesterday I did meditations and RTRs for a lot longer than usual and went to sleep a little later, but I also woke up a little later, and today is Sunday, so I could afford it. This suggests that often our excuses are also empty and meaningless things.

I have a tendency to do things before I sleep and on multiple occasions I ended up being so tired to meditate that I couldnt concentrate at all and it took me 1-2 hours to finish something thatd only take 15 min, not even, otherwise.

Lately a lot of things have happened and Ive tried to catch my breath and rest but I find myself awake most nights from all the tension.

I am thinking now: How do I get myself to rest completely? Its been about 3 weeks since I had a good break from it all.

And also: "How do I / can I achieve everything that I want to achieve, without burning myself into the ground?"

 

[Alexandros Iowno [JG]]

This is very true and necessary to hear for some people who lack this conscientization.

This pursuit along with growing a solidified and powerful willpower, creating also momentum by discipline..determines the degree of "winning" against an obstacle.

You can also think of a concept in this. How much do you win against something? What is the degree of success. Understanding the obstacle also, makes it less of an obstacle.

 

[F_For_Flamingo]

Wonderfull post Brother!

It is really well written and easy to understand!

Thank you! Cheers!