I have become quite familiar with the 40 day mediation guide and have been doing well on staying consistent. But I feel a little lost in terms of how to really move forward in Satanism. I am aware the library has a lot of knowledge and literally everything I need to know. But I have a hard time just learning from one piece of text. I want to be around other satanist but i am completely lost for how to so. I’m 18 and have experienced more than the average 18 year old and I like to think I’m far more mature then a lot my age. But I just feel alone sometimes and I wish I had people in person who I can talk to about this and listen to all their knowledge. So my question is how do I get into contact with others ? I would love to have people whom I know believe and think like me, so whenever I may have a question I can hear their knowledge. And yes I’m typing this on a forum for other satanist to ask questions but I’m looking for More personal connections then simply on a forum. Nevertheless I have love for all of you and grateful for all the resources I have been provided.