Survey

[Siatris]

Don mentioned doing something like this, and I think it would be a good idea. So, I wanted to get why everyone left christianity. What was your breaking point?

This way we can make more effect videos and stuff against the enemy.

I know my next video is going to be aimed at people who feel trapped by christianity, because that was my thing, I was sick of feeling like a slave.

 

[dragonmage777]

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Siatris" <rammesses666@... wrote:

Don mentioned doing something like this, and I think it would be a good idea. So, I wanted to get why everyone left christianity. What was your breaking point?

This way we can make more effect videos and stuff against the enemy.

I know my next video is going to be aimed at people who feel trapped by christianity, because that was my thing, I was sick of feeling like a slave.

Dragonmage here

13th of March 1996. Dunblane, Scotland ( i am from Galsgow). 16 children and their teacher killed by a mad man.. If Jehovah existed he could have just made the lowlife drop dead in the street. I had been searching for 10 years before this, witchcraft and wicca mostly. but always came back to the bible. This tragic and terrible event killed Jehovah and his lies for me for good. From witchcraft and wicca to dark meditations then to the church of Satan then to the wonderful Joy of Satan website. It has been a long and eventful journey, but its good to be home at last. Hail Satan

 

[Allyson Ford]

I gave up on the Christian religion when I was ten years old. I had grown up with exposure to the religion mainly through my sister. My basic partake on the religion at that point was because I was told to pray. I had a strong feeling overcome me at 10 that there is no one that's going to make my life better and that this is worthless. Ten years later, I've struggled with defining my spirituality until I found Satanism. Mostly All the thoughts I had for years were there. You can say it made me feel a part-of, that others had the same conception of life that I do. Recently,  I have been on my way to embracing Satan into my life. Nothing ever made more sense. Hail Satan!  

-Allyson Ford 

On Jun 27, 2011, at 10:49 PM, "Siatris" <rammesses666@... wrote:

  Don mentioned doing something like this, and I think it would be a good idea. So, I wanted to get why everyone left christianity. What was your breaking point?

This way we can make more effect videos and stuff against the enemy.

I know my next video is going to be aimed at people who feel trapped by christianity, because that was my thing, I was sick of feeling like a slave.

 

[Florian Baur]

I was always something of a romantic. Got into anime at the penultimate year of middle school, started watching lots of Romance, and eventually stumbled across a show called Strawberry Panic that dealt with girl-girl relationships.

About the last episode of the anime (right before Sunday mass), I realized that not only did I think that my favorite characters belonged together in the anime, I also thought anyone IRL who had those feelings should be together. Which was HERESY! LOL

This was a key turning point that lead to me dumping the xtian-"catholic" cult.

I found the JOS soon thereafter, although I didn't accept it. It took years of research into Hitler/National Socialism, the occult, ancient history —then finally an incredible series of events involving my soul mate— to bring me in for good. By junior year of highschool I was a tentative Satanist, and by senior year I was 100% sure.

Hail SATAN!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Siatris" <rammesses666@... wrote:

Don mentioned doing something like this, and I think it would be a good idea. So, I wanted to get why everyone left christianity. What was your breaking point?

This way we can make more effect videos and stuff against the enemy.

I know my next video is going to be aimed at people who feel trapped by christianity, because that was my thing, I was sick of feeling like a slave.

 

[lydia_n_666]

I was born to a Catholic father and Protestant mother, but fortunately neither were religious, although my Dad believed in the lie and made me read the bible so I wouldn't go to hell, and we went to church once or twice a year. I always knew it was BS. Nothing made sense, but for a while I tried making myself believe, as I didn't know there were other "options". As a teenager, when the internet came around (late 90's) I did a lot of research, and discovered Paganism. It just made sense. I looked into Wicca, but the fact that it was so new didn't make it believable. Paganism was the original religion. I just didn't realize at the time that Spiritual Satanism was the true Paganism. But at least I was on my way

Hail Satan!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Siatris" <rammesses666@... wrote:

Don mentioned doing something like this, and I think it would be a good idea. So, I wanted to get why everyone left christianity. What was your breaking point?

This way we can make more effect videos and stuff against the enemy.

I know my next video is going to be aimed at people who feel trapped by christianity, because that was my thing, I was sick of feeling like a slave.

 

[darrklady13]

My earliest memories in church were a bit fearful. One time when I was about 6 yrs old they had a guy dressed as Jewsus come in and bow....I was terrified.

I never really cared about church. My mother didn't either. Mostly I was forced to go by loving people who cared for me.

I discovered witchcraft again, in my late teens.

I practiced a bit, but gave it up, as I wasn't willing to do all the work it required. But I did have excellent results, when I wasn't even trying hard.

In my late 20's I was a single mother, and pregnant again. I joined a local sect of the LA church of *douchebag. They helped me, took care of me, offered me assistance, etc......

After my son was born, I realized that they were liers. Corrupt. They told me to get rid of my second son's father, which I did....and later regretted it.

The last straw for me....was when I was in a relationship with a Pastor, (though he wasn't much of a pastor) and he was corrupt. He married a Vietnamese woman, and brought her into the apt I shared with him. He said I was to be his second wife.

I told him to fuck himself. And promptly moved out.

I was heartbroken at the time though. Frustrated. All the praying and shit....and the Jewhovah never answered my prayers. I was told to WAIT by this piece of shit being.

That was it. I forever turned my back on christianity, its people, its religion.
I began to study Wicca again. And later dedicated myself to Hecate. I am a dark witch, never gravitated toward the light of Wicca. I am just a witch.
But when I came home to witchcraft, it was the most beautiful and inspiring time of my life....up till then.

I gravitated more and more to Satan. In 2007 I found this, the JOS. And its been love at first site ever since.

So glad to know I am home, home to my Father, my Creator, where my soul takes flight when this body is dead.

HAIL OUR LOVING FATHER!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Siatris" <rammesses666@... wrote:

Don mentioned doing something like this, and I think it would be a good idea. So, I wanted to get why everyone left christianity. What was your breaking point?

This way we can make more effect videos and stuff against the enemy.

I know my next video is going to be aimed at people who feel trapped by christianity, because that was my thing, I was sick of feeling like a slave.

 

[siguarddraconis]

Why I left xianity… okay, when I was once at the Corpus Christi procession I tried to understand the xian mysteries, the mystery of jewsus’ death – guess what I felt? Misery, sorrow, and all this shit stuff they thump in to our heads. But this is a minor episode.

Back in 2008 I learned about an occult order, called Dragon Rouge (http://dragonrouge.net/). While it may be unknown in USA, they have their lodges in Europe, and at that time, there was one in my country. I was fascinated with their philosophy and was dying to learn much about them, about their philosophy and basically about everything I could. The thing is, I didn’t particularly like their idea about renouncing every piece of morality.

I began to think this way – if the god is such a sonuvabitch, Satan cannot be worse – in fact, HE CAN BE MY SAVIOUR! By finding the dark divinity and turning myself into a God via the qliphotic tree, Typhonian alchemy, vama cara Tantra and odinistic runosophy, I could finally be free and have the daemons help me. The thing is, the idea that I’d have to FORCE the daemons to do my will I didn’t like at all. I was thinking – they are the force to be reckoned with, ancient and uncontrollable (though Dragon Rouge claimed they had their ways), so why to make ENEMIES out of the dark forces? And maybe they are real and not some archetypes? These were my thoughts. So I didn’t like the bits and pieces of Dragon Rouge, which as for now indicates WHY I had these thoughts.

Anyway, despite the long list of authors the site recommends, I was still lost, since being thrown in the sea of knowledge may be perilous. I started to surf the net like never before as my hunger for Divinity and Sophia grew. One day I found JoS. ‘duh, another website about Satanism, LaVeyanism and stuff… ah, no, they are not of LaVey. Anyway, I’ll check it later.’

At that time, xianity in me was dying, but not the jewish qliphah :/ I still studied much about them, was fascinated with the topic. Two months after finding JoS I started to study the page… I began to like it with every word read. It was like ‘this is it, when I dedicate, I’m home’. And there was this (paraphrase): ‘the Demons are not some empty shells, they are not the qliphoth, they are luminous beings’.

Whereas the teachings of Dragon Rouge in regards to the qliphoth are for me no more, I still value some (SOME) of their teachings concerning LHP philosophy and the dark in broad understanding of the term.

I turned my hatred towards the kosher vomit, serving under Father Satan’s banner, for evermore.

Siguard Draconis.

HAIL LUCIFER AND THE ELDER GODS!!
DEATH TO THE RIGHT HAND PATH!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Siatris" <rammesses666@... wrote:

Don mentioned doing something like this, and I think it would be a good idea. So, I wanted to get why everyone left christianity. What was your breaking point?

This way we can make more effect videos and stuff against the enemy.

I know my next video is going to be aimed at people who feel trapped by christianity, because that was my thing, I was sick of feeling like a slave.

 

[[email protected]]

I came from a catholic athiest mixed family. My mother a bit of a witch (in both senses lol). She bought me a book when I was a child. I always had an interest in magick but never really did anything than the odd herbal useage cos I didn't know much. I found the book my mother gave me as a child by then I was 15. I read it it had stories of wizards king Arthur and info on tarot cards and palm reading and summoning daemons. I shared it with my friends and searching online about demons one of them found the Jos site. About a month later we dedicated. ------------------From: "Siatris" <rammesses666@... Sender: [email protected] Date: Tue, 28 Jun 2011 05:49:16 -0000To: <[email protected]ReplyTo: [email protected] Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Survey
  Don mentioned doing something like this, and I think it would be a good idea. So, I wanted to get why everyone left christianity. What was your breaking point?

This way we can make more effect videos and stuff against the enemy.

I know my next video is going to be aimed at people who feel trapped by christianity, because that was my thing, I was sick of feeling like a slave.

 

[trevorbledsoe]

It was the June of 2006, I was at my graduation. They asked us to bow our heads(I live deep in the bible belt). The Damn "prayer" lasted for about 8 min. and and it covered it all, the war, femine, disease, unrest, all that. And it hit me that if I and thousands of other xians were "praying" everyday and absolutly nothing had changed, then something was wrong. I was an athiest up unitl I discovered the Love ad Power of our TRUE FATHER.

HAIL SATAN

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Siatris" <rammesses666@... wrote:

Don mentioned doing something like this, and I think it would be a good idea. So, I wanted to get why everyone left christianity. What was your breaking point?

This way we can make more effect videos and stuff against the enemy.

I know my next video is going to be aimed at people who feel trapped by christianity, because that was my thing, I was sick of feeling like a slave.

 

[joyofenki_mishka]

Hi everybody. I'm relatively new, just dedicated during the cross over between Sunday and Monday. I figured that would be the perfect time, to slap the false day in the face and join Enki on his day. I was forced to go to church every day from age 7-13. I never wanted to go. I never believe the crap they were spewing thanks to a wonderful organ known as the brain that logically contradicts everything in their, bunny ear quotes, bible. All my life I have studied paranormal and supernatural concepts and in my teen years up till recently I studied various other religions and beliefs. All had a few concepts that logically worked and messages that made for a positive way of life but nothing concrete enough for me to believe, until now. Due to some happenings with my ex, who I still love so very much, my thoughts on Satanism were confirmed. I have sworn my allegiance to Enki and Enlil.

ALL HAIL ENKI!!!
ALL HAIL ENLIL!!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Siatris" <rammesses666@... wrote:

Don mentioned doing something like this, and I think it would be a good idea. So, I wanted to get why everyone left christianity. What was your breaking point?

This way we can make more effect videos and stuff against the enemy.

I know my next video is going to be aimed at people who feel trapped by christianity, because that was my thing, I was sick of feeling like a slave.

 

[Ash Shadow]

My background may a bit different from others. I was a Seventh Day Adventist before coming to Christianity; was a Christian for two years. Before becoming a Christian though, I had come from an occult background. Started out in Wicca for two years, could not find the answers that I sought. (I was looking for explanations for some things, as well as illustrations/pictures for said explanations. Since coming to Father Satan, I have found those answers. ^.^)Dabbled in the occult path, looking, searching. Even joined a Temple. Left.Found nothing but Judaeo-Christian BULLSHIT and nothing on True Spiritual Satanism.
I left Christianity because I was psychic, and those gifts were frowned upon, unless the "holy shitthing" gave it to you.  There was something spiritual lacking in that path. I would ask questions, for elaboration, and clarification, and would be reprimanded. For not having blind faith, for daring to ask.I left because it felt empty. Because it was constricting. Too many rules, I was not allowed to be myself: in the way I dressed, for laughing too loud, for not being "pure" or whatever. It was slowly killing my spirit.And because even though all those Christians would crow about the "Devil" and "Evil" I never, not once, had anything against Father Satan. Anything I could read about Him, anywhere, made me very happy.
And I was guided to the Joy of Satan website, and the rest is history.
HAIL SATAN FOREVER!HAIL ALL THE TRUE GODS OF HELL!

From: Siatris <rammesses666@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Tuesday, June 28, 2011 1:49:16 AM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Survey

  Don mentioned doing something like this, and I think it would be a good idea. So, I wanted to get why everyone left christianity. What was your breaking point?

This way we can make more effect videos and stuff against the enemy.

I know my next video is going to be aimed at people who feel trapped by christianity, because that was my thing, I was sick of feeling like a slave.

 

[Allison P]

Well, I was never raised xian. Neither of my parents are religious,
though they do cling to the stigma that our loving, wonderful Father
Satan is evil. Amazing how, even if you are not xian, the stigma is
still there? I'd been interested in magick and psychic stuff for a
while, since I was young. My dad is kind of into that stuff, though
really his philosophy runs more toward the newage crap, sadly. But
whatever...anyways, I was flitting from religion to religion. Well, I
only really tried one, buddhism, but that fell flat pretty quick. I
hated the whole ascetic, life is suffering bullshit. Then I became
interested in wicca; it sounded cool. Never made a formal commitment
to it or anything, but I did study and read about it online. Then,
seemingly from out of the blue (although I know, looking back on it,
that it was really Father guiding me), I stumbled upon the Jos site.
From then on, I was hooked. I fell in love with Satan..who he was and
what he stood for, and I dedicated myself to him on Beltane eve of
2008. The rest, as they say, is history. Hail Father Satan forever!
Hail the true Gods of Hell!

On 6/28/11, **Vovin Luciftian** <kung_fukistas_real@... wrote:


--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Siatris" <rammesses666@... wrote:

Don mentioned doing something like this, and I think it would be a good
idea. So, I wanted to get why everyone left christianity. What was your
breaking point?

This way we can make more effect videos and stuff against the enemy.

I know my next video is going to be aimed at people who feel trapped by
christianity, because that was my thing, I was sick of feeling like a
slave.

Oh by the way when as a xian I tried to open My 3rd eye , I was attacked by
the enemy so much that I basically was scared for like 60 days . To begin
with I thought it was "demonic forces" but I asked Myself "if meditation is
of the Devil , why would Demons attack Me at all ? " then I started figuring
out the dross of xianity and the dirtyness , I refused to see its vile face
and then I heared "Satan Truth" in My head , I googled it and found the JoS.
I felt amazed , at home and I basically didn't think much , I did the
dedication ritual to Father Satan .

-Vovin Luciftian

HAIL SATAN!

Hail Maat ! Hail Volac !
Hail Horus ! Hail Paimon !

www.joyofsatan.org
www.666blacksun.org
www.vovin-luciftian.co.cc (Under construction , Personal website. )

 

[Brian Gibbons]

<td val[/IMG]Got a good laugh about your unfortunate sheep leader,that you mistakenly got involved with.I would tell him to fuck himself too. LOL But the reason I am responding to your post is,don't feel lonely darklady.I was part of the leadership of a church for many years,and was "advised" that I was not to live with anyone,as it looks bad to the other sheep.So consequently I was forced to marry 4 woman,when they should have only been long dates.Part of the reason for my anger,when I found Satan and JoS.The thought of how they controlled a large part of my life sickens me to this day.
Hail Satan!
Brian

--- On Tue, 6/28/11, darrklady13 <darkladyschild@... wrote:

From: darrklady13 <darkladyschild@...
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Survey
To: [email protected]
Date: Tuesday, June 28, 2011, 5:08 PM

  My earliest memories in church were a bit fearful. One time when I was about 6 yrs old they had a guy dressed as Jewsus come in and bow....I was terrified.

I never really cared about church. My mother didn't either. Mostly I was forced to go by loving people who cared for me.

I discovered witchcraft again, in my late teens.

I practiced a bit, but gave it up, as I wasn't willing to do all the work it required. But I did have excellent results, when I wasn't even trying hard.

In my late 20's I was a single mother, and pregnant again. I joined a local sect of the LA church of *douchebag. They helped me, took care of me, offered me assistance, etc......

After my son was born, I realized that they were liers. Corrupt. They told me to get rid of my second son's father, which I did....and later regretted it.

The last straw for me....was when I was in a relationship with a Pastor, (though he wasn't much of a pastor) and he was corrupt. He married a Vietnamese woman, and brought her into the apt I shared with him. He said I was to be his second wife.

I told him to fuck himself. And promptly moved out.

I was heartbroken at the time though. Frustrated. All the praying and shit....and the Jewhovah never answered my prayers. I was told to WAIT by this piece of shit being.

That was it. I forever turned my back on christianity, its people, its religion.
I began to study Wicca again. And later dedicated myself to Hecate. I am a dark witch, never gravitated toward the light of Wicca. I am just a witch.
But when I came home to witchcraft, it was the most beautiful and inspiring time of my life....up till then.

I gravitated more and more to Satan. In 2007 I found this, the JOS. And its been love at first site ever since.

So glad to know I am home, home to my Father, my Creator, where my soul takes flight when this body is dead.

HAIL OUR LOVING FATHER!

--- [/IMG][email protected], "Siatris" <rammesses666@... wrote:

Don mentioned doing something like this, and I think it would be a good idea. So, I wanted to get why everyone left christianity. What was your breaking point?

This way we can make more effect videos and stuff against the enemy.

I know my next video is going to be aimed at people who feel trapped by christianity, because that was my thing, I was sick of feeling like a slave.

[/TD]

 

[Lauren]

<td val[/IMG]For me, it was when I was at my lowest point in life. Job shut down. Grandfather in the hospital from a fall with brain damage and I had to watch over him constantly. Grandmother being a selfish whore and not doing dialysis at the same time. And dad freaking out because my grandad and he ran a business together that depending on grandad to survive. My cat had JUST die from liver failure and I was in constant depression, even thinking of killing myself.

It was Friday 13th and I decided I was going to try and summon a demon (out of some crazy fantasy I sunk into). So I googled demon summoning and found the JOS website. It literally felt like all that weight and depression was lifted off me. Even now, I cry when I remember that feeling of finding that lost part of me.

I've never given any serious thought to xianity. I found it never helped me to "pray" or go to church. At times, I would even feel fearful in churches. But after finding JOS, I find myself weeping in happiness at all that I've been given, the big and the small. Not just a new chance at life, but true strength. Strength to fight my weaknesses and overcome any of life's obstacles. I threw away a large portion of what I was. Parts of me that only encouraged laziness and depression. In it's place, I found a solid future and the inspiration to unleash my talents.

Hail Father Enki!!
Hail Lord Dagon!!

--- On Tue, 6/28/11, **Vovin Luciftian** <kung_fukistas_real@... wrote:

From: **Vovin Luciftian** <kung_fukistas_real@...
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Survey
To: [email protected]
Date: Tuesday, June 28, 2011, 12:25 PM

 

--- [/IMG][email protected], "Siatris" <rammesses666@... wrote:

Don mentioned doing something like this, and I think it would be a good idea. So, I wanted to get why everyone left christianity. What was your breaking point?

This way we can make more effect videos and stuff against the enemy.

I know my next video is going to be aimed at people who feel trapped by christianity, because that was my thing, I was sick of feeling like a slave.

Oh by the way when as a xian I tried to open My 3rd eye , I was attacked by the enemy so much that I basically was scared for like 60 days . To begin with I thought it was "demonic forces" but I asked Myself "if meditation is of the Devil , why would Demons attack Me at all ? " then I started figuring out the dross of xianity and the dirtyness , I refused to see its vile face and then I heared "Satan Truth" in My head , I googled it and found the JoS. I felt amazed , at home and I basically didn't think much , I did the dedication ritual to Father Satan .

-Vovin Luciftian

HAIL SATAN!

Hail Maat ! Hail Volac !
Hail Horus ! Hail Paimon !

www.joyofsatan.org
www.666blacksun.org
www.vovin-luciftian.co.cc (Under construction , Personal website. )

[/TD]

 

[tanya.azazel]

Well for me it started by I always felt that I didn't belong to any religion. When I was younger I questioned about what religion did I belong to. My mom said well I guess you can call us christians. I guess even my mom is unsure. She likes occult things too, but xian/kike crap got a hold on her. Anyways, I didn't never feel right about it. Some of my family members are Jewhovah witnesses and they would do bible study with me and my sister and brothers. I question it and couldn't understand it. Why would there god let these things happen and why was Satan bad. I actually felt bad for Satan and his Demons because they told me they would be destroyed. I had went to church when I was 2 to 4 years old that stopped then every once or so in a while I had attended that kingdom hall. It never felt right neither one. Actually also when I was young I had saw things my parents always thought it was my imagination. I even would always have this dream the same one of 3-4 dark figures coming after me, but they never hurted me. I was scared yet confused. I always liked norse Gods, greek Gods, gargolyes, magic and all that stuff. I found it interesting. Anyways, when I became a teenager I took a liking to demons, well Satan first. I don't know I just was attracted to them. My family thought there was something wrong with me. They told me it was bad and prayed over me and made me study the buybull, not my parents about the bible part. My aunt really. Still I couldn't let go about my found interest in demons. So I searched online. I thought about wiccan and laveyan satanism. Still it didn't feel right. Later on in 2002 I found JoS and look it over, but I guess from all that teaching and programing about how they are evil and all. I stopped looking over it. Some years passed and still I was looking for answers and trying to fill that empty space. Found the JoS site again and that's when I read it and read it. It all made sense and felt right. It's like I was home and Satan wasn't what that stupid book or xians claim him to be nor the Demons. Afterwards I went from there I ended up dedicating 2 years later. I know it took awhile but I wanted to be sure (xian programing does that) and besides I couldn't because someone was always around. I wanted to do it outly instead of astrally, but one day was perfect because I was left alone in the house all to myself. I dedicated and plan to stay with Father Satan aways. End up finding my guardian too. Good ol Lord Azazel.
Sorry it was so long but that's my story.

Hail Satan! Hail Azazel! Hail the Gods of Duat!

 

[Priestess Atheron]

[/IMG]</var>   Sincerely,

High Priestess Atheron of the Joy of Satan Ministries
www.JoyOfSatan.com
wwww.exposingchristianity.com

HAIL SATAN!
HAIL ALL THE GODS OF DUAT!
HAIL ASTAROTH!
From: Ash Shadow <shadowspeck@...
To: "[email protected]" <[email protected]
Sent: Tuesday, June 28, 2011 11:42 AM
Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Survey

  My background may a bit different from others. I was a Seventh Day Adventist before coming to Christianity; was a Christian for two years.  Before becoming a Christian though, I had come from an occult background. Started out in Wicca for two years, could not find the answers that I sought. (I was looking for explanations for some things, as well as illustrations/pictures for said explanations. Since coming to Father Satan, I have found those answers. ^.^) Dabbled in the occult path, looking, searching. Even joined a Temple. Left. Found nothing but Judaeo-Christian BULLSHIT and nothing on True Spiritual Satanism.
I left Christianity because I was psychic, and those gifts were frowned upon, unless the "holy shitthing" gave it to you.  There was something spiritual lacking in that path. I would ask questions, for elaboration, and clarification, and would be reprimanded. For not having blind faith, for daring to ask. I left because it felt empty. Because it was constricting. Too many rules, I was not allowed to be myself: in the way I dressed, for laughing too loud, for not being "pure" or whatever.  It was slowly killing my spirit. And because even though all those Christians would crow about the "Devil" and "Evil" I never, not once, had anything against Father Satan. Anything I could read about Him, anywhere, made me very happy.
And I was guided to the Joy of Satan website, and the rest is history.
HAIL SATAN FOREVER! HAIL ALL THE TRUE GODS OF HELL!

From: Siatris <rammesses666@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Tuesday, June 28, 2011 1:49:16 AM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Survey

  Don mentioned doing something like this, and I think it would be a good idea. So, I wanted to get why everyone left christianity. What was your breaking point?

This way we can make more effect videos and stuff against the enemy.

I know my next video is going to be aimed at people who feel trapped by christianity, because that was my thing, I was sick of feeling like a slave.

 

[artifergolem1]

Well, the only real reason I ever went to church was to play with the other kids. Mom would go her korean services; and I go up with the other kids to the english services in the other part of the church. I remember sunday school being... well, boring and useless.

I quit going to church regularly when I got Tomb Raider for Sega Saturn. I was ten(?)at the time? Frankly, it turned into me having better things to do than worship god. Like sleeping in and playing video games. And doing homework.

A few years later I got David Icke's "Children of the Matrix." A blasphemous book towards father Satan; but it did turn me away from christianity. Frankly, it was a matter of "Oh? It's not a real religion? Screw that!"

Middle school, high school. Exploration of the auras and energy workings. A lot of loneliness. In my senior year of high school, I was bored and googling things. I googled Satan and the JOS website came up. I was skeptical. So decided, y'know what. Take the info. If it's legit, then delve deeper. A year later, I was Satanist. Another year, I dedicated. 2011 arrives. Here I am.

I left christianity because I saw that it had... nothing in it. A big pile of putrid nothing. Like eating empty-barf -- all stink and no substance.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Siatris" <rammesses666@... wrote:

Don mentioned doing something like this, and I think it would be a good idea. So, I wanted to get why everyone left christianity. What was your breaking point?

This way we can make more effect videos and stuff against the enemy.

I know my next video is going to be aimed at people who feel trapped by christianity, because that was my thing, I was sick of feeling like a slave.

 

[High Priestess Maxine Dietrich]

I never fit in. It was forced on me alright, but that was about it. I remember even as young as six years old, when forced to attend that shit hole every Sunday, I would go off to the ladies' room and unravel all of the toilet paper into the toilet until it was totally clogged. A couple of other times, as young as 9 or 10, me and some of my friends broke the basement window to the church and put a garden hose that was hooked up nearby and turned it on. Another time, we broke into the sacresty and found a sack of communion wafers and threw them all over the street in front of the church, and watched the cars run over them. I did other things too that I can't remember right now.

The very last few times I was dragged off to church as a very young adult, I felt so intensly ashamed and actually horrified that anyone I knew might see me, then I turned to atheism. In addition to the above, I used to act up in the church so bad all of the time, my mother was at her wit's end. I remember I was elated when some kids set the church on fire when I was around 11 years old, as I then thought I would no longer have to be dragged there every single Sunday, but unfortunately, my mother then went to another church nearby.
To sum the entire thing up, it got so very sickening that I turned to atheism.

High Priestess Maxine Dietrich
http://www.joyofsatan.org

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Siatris" <rammesses666@... wrote:

Don mentioned doing something like this, and I think it would be a good idea. So, I wanted to get why everyone left christianity. What was your breaking point?

This way we can make more effect videos and stuff against the enemy.

I know my next video is going to be aimed at people who feel trapped by christianity, because that was my thing, I was sick of feeling like a slave.

 

[lydia_n_666]

I tried buddhism for a while, it screwed me over hard. I'm still dealing with the repercussions of choices I made, by not taking control of my life. We NEED our anger/frustrations/etc, to guide us to where we WANT to go in life. We need to use our "negative" emotions to fuel us, not repress them. I'm still face-palming myself over what I did, or rather, didn't do.

Hail Satan!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Allison P <apocalypseofjon@... wrote:

Well, I was never raised xian. Neither of my parents are religious,
though they do cling to the stigma that our loving, wonderful Father
Satan is evil. Amazing how, even if you are not xian, the stigma is
still there? I'd been interested in magick and psychic stuff for a
while, since I was young. My dad is kind of into that stuff, though
really his philosophy runs more toward the newage crap, sadly. But
whatever...anyways, I was flitting from religion to religion. Well, I
only really tried one, buddhism, but that fell flat pretty quick. I
hated the whole ascetic, life is suffering bullshit. Then I became
interested in wicca; it sounded cool. Never made a formal commitment
to it or anything, but I did study and read about it online. Then,
seemingly from out of the blue (although I know, looking back on it,
that it was really Father guiding me), I stumbled upon the Jos site.
From then on, I was hooked. I fell in love with Satan..who he was and
what he stood for, and I dedicated myself to him on Beltane eve of
2008. The rest, as they say, is history. Hail Father Satan forever!
Hail the true Gods of Hell!

 

[dan Mwendwa]

For me i was born in a christian family but since my childhood i knew that xtian will never work for me. My mother pushed the whole thing into me but when i moved out i started the journey to find the truth. I tried joining freemasons but the first dude i approached wasn't as receptive as they claim to be. I was pissed off and i decided to go direct to my father satan without any mediator. All that i needed was guidance on how to worship. I searched 'how to dedicate my soul to satan' and the first result was JOS.. The kind of joy i experienced cannot be compared to any other. Thank you H.P Maxine. HAIL FATHER SATAN.

 

[[email protected]]

I was pretty much the same about never fitting in. like strange things would happen when we would go to the church my mother still belongs to. The scratching on the floors or walls where everyone could hear it or the power going off. so then they would make me sit with the child *which stayed in a different room* and there would be one adult who liked little girls. the time he got his hands on me was the last time i was forced to go to the church. so growing up after that was pretty much i parented myself because my mother kept trusting men who were never true on what they wanted. When i was about ten this 30 year old married man tried to force me into being his whore in which he promised to teach me of our father satan because Satan was something i have been drawn to since i could remember, but he never did and i lost myself to an x who completely owned me and he used it to his advantage and was like a drug to me until i put my everything into our father.

 

[Mark Jory]

After The Faggot Pastor Said got wants you to be a slave. i was done with that fucking bullshit.           im glad i know the truth.   HAIL SATAN!

From: High Priestess Maxine Dietrich <maxine.dietrich@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Tue, June 28, 2011 6:58:03 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Survey

 
I never fit in. It was forced on me alright, but that was about it. I remember even as young as six years old, when forced to attend that shit hole every Sunday, I would go off to the ladies' room and unravel all of the toilet paper into the toilet until it was totally clogged. A couple of other times, as young as 9 or 10, me and some of my friends broke the basement window to the church and put a garden hose that was hooked up nearby and turned it on. Another time, we broke into the sacresty and found a sack of communion wafers and threw them all over the street in front of the church, and watched the cars run over them. I did other things too that I can't remember right now.

The very last few times I was dragged off to church as a very young adult, I felt so intensly ashamed and actually horrified that anyone I knew might see me, then I turned to atheism. In addition to the above, I used to act up in the church so bad all of the time, my mother was at her wit's end. I remember I was elated when some kids set the church on fire when I was around 11 years old, as I then thought I would no longer have to be dragged there every single Sunday, but unfortunately, my mother then went to another church nearby.
To sum the entire thing up, it got so very sickening that I turned to atheism.

High Priestess Maxine Dietrich
http://www.joyofsatan.org

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Siatris" <rammesses666@... wrote:

Don mentioned doing something like this, and I think it would be a good idea. So, I wanted to get why everyone left christianity. What was your breaking point?

This way we can make more effect videos and stuff against the enemy.

I know my next video is going to be aimed at people who feel trapped by christianity, because that was my thing, I was sick of feeling like a slave.

 

[Siatris]

Thanks for the feedback everyone, from that, I've got 9...maybe more videos I can work out of the information you guys gave me.

You guys shared a little more than I did, so I think it's only fair to share a bit more of why I left; Like a lot of you, I hated going to church even when I was a christian, I just got a horrific feeling whenever I was in there. I knew this was a lie, but I didn't know anything else. So, I went along with it for a while, then when I was 13 my dad flipped out because I failed bible class. After he choked me with every fiber of his "loving" christian being (that was the only time he's flipped out that bad), that's when I really started to hate christianity. Then one day I was sitting in youth group of all places, and started thinking, "what am I doing? I'm wasting my life....and for what? So I can die and be more of a slave for all of eternity? I'd rather be tortured in Hell forever and die with honor."
(I even had dead serious plans to try and drag yhwh to Hell with me when I died.)

From there I was a self proclaimed Satanist, but I didn't actually start to take it seriously until I was 18, after my friend got me The Satanic Bible for my birthday. From there I did my own research on Satan and His Demons because I knew they were real and I was trying to put together my own information to basically say that Demons aren't evil. Then, I came across a website actually talking shit about JoS, so I thought, "ok, I'll never be apart of that group"lol. That was until I started doing rituals and getting attacked. Since I skimmed over some of the stuff on JoS, I knew there was a protection meditation, I did that and it went surprisingly well. So, then I was more open to the stuff on JoS, which was in accordance with the little bit of research I was doing.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], dan Mwendwa <mwendwa_dan@... wrote:

For me i was born in a christian family but since my childhood i knew that xtian will never work for me. My mother pushed the whole thing into me but when i moved out i started the journey to find the truth. I tried joining freemasons but the first dude i approached wasn't as receptive as they claim to be. I was pissed off and i decided to go direct to my father satan without any mediator. All that i needed was guidance on how to worship. I searched 'how to dedicate my soul to satan' and the first result was JOS.. The kind of joy i experienced cannot be compared to any other. Thank you H.P Maxine. HAIL FATHER SATAN.

 

[Lexibtyr Kaiser]

Haha, I'm viewing this on web and someone posted this as a separate topic so I didnt know the exact question. Basically, during my breaking point I was listening to a lot of Ozzy Osbourne. Some lyrics were "I'm running fast but getting no where, I see the light but I never get there, I hope I wake when the morning gets here, your love is like a nightmare." that particular song , with other lyrics like it, "all you are is just synthetic paradise, promise me the truth and I'm your slave" made me realize xianity had me in a death grip when I wanted spirituality. I tried Neo-Shamanism, but it was slave like as well. So my gf led me to joyofsatan. For the rest, please read my other post.

P.S. I know Ozzy isn't really a satanist, I'm not THAT stupid lol.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Siatris" <rammesses666@... wrote:

Don mentioned doing something like this, and I think it would be a good idea. So, I wanted to get why everyone left christianity. What was your breaking point?

This way we can make more effect videos and stuff against the enemy.

I know my next video is going to be aimed at people who feel trapped by christianity, because that was my thing, I was sick of feeling like a slave.

 

[Sarah1]

I contemplated not replying to this, because I got off lucky when it came to having xianity shoved down my throat. I mean, I went to a Catholic school until 2nd grade, but we (my brother and I) had to change school systems due to some of his inabilities to learn (he's older than me, and I changed schools as well because I didn't want to be by myself in a school system. I was a very shy little girl up until I became a teenager. Naturally introverted, though I grew a rebellious side). When we left the school, we kind of left Catholicism along with it. At my mum's insistence, we switched to be Episcopalian. But the fact of the mater is that most of my family is rather scientific and believes in free choice. My brother and I complied to things like Confirmation in the Episcopal church, only because we knew it would make her happy (well, such was the case for me, anyways. Mum and I didn't have a good relationship, so I tried not to cause waves). When in church, I'd often ask "Huhh, why am I in this place?" and busied myself with more interesting thoughts, completely unashamed. I don't know where my brother stands on the matter, but me and my father have both agreed that xianity is a crock of shit, and typically pay it no heed, preferring to discuss and do other things. My mother eventually lost interest as well. In tenth grade, I was introduced to 'Paradise Lost', which spurred my liking of Satan. I could relate to him at times because I wasn't well-liked, myself. I generally had no regard for authority, preferring to adhere to the rules in my head than to the rules of others, which I found out the hard way, people don't usually like. xD
The reason why I came to Spiritual Satanism is a long one, so I'll spare you all of the details. But it was more of a hunt for safety than it was looking to get away from xianity, because I was in a very bad situation at the time, regarding 'friends' of mine who were pretty much abusing me. I think of it more as, the gods took me in, set my life in order and got rid of the people who were causing me distress and harm (I admit, sadly, I still haven't gotten over the harm these people caused, despite it being a few years later, now). I find it amazing that even before I had dedicated, the gods really looked out for me, and when things got really bad, they reached out to me the most (in dreams and other various ways). I think most of you know that I'm an art student, and before I dedicated or even found Spiritual Satanism, I would draw the demons and write little stories from their perspectives, because I felt bad for them (an idea sprung from when I read 'Paradise Lost'). I guess it was the first way we connected, and in the end it was what lead me to JoS because I would spend hours researching them (you do such things when you're an artist, because after a while you start wanting to get all the details right. You can imagine it was nearly the happiest moment of my life when I learned I could talk with them, and even see them. I've been really close with my Guardian ever since). Well, like I said, after I dedicated, they certainly took care of the people who had betrayed and wronged me, and I haven't had many problems since then (save, you know... the typical university and family stresses).
So that's that. Slightly different from the rest, but interesting all the same (...I hope). -Sarah.
From: Siatris <rammesses666@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Thursday, June 30, 2011 2:07 AM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Survey

  Thanks for the feedback everyone, from that, I've got 9...maybe more videos I can work out of the information you guys gave me.

You guys shared a little more than I did, so I think it's only fair to share a bit more of why I left; Like a lot of you, I hated going to church even when I was a christian, I just got a horrific feeling whenever I was in there. I knew this was a lie, but I didn't know anything else. So, I went along with it for a while, then when I was 13 my dad flipped out because I failed bible class. After he choked me with every fiber of his "loving" christian being (that was the only time he's flipped out that bad), that's when I really started to hate christianity. Then one day I was sitting in youth group of all places, and started thinking, "what am I doing? I'm wasting my life....and for what? So I can die and be more of a slave for all of eternity? I'd rather be tortured in Hell forever and die with honor."
(I even had dead serious plans to try and drag yhwh to Hell with me when I died.)

From there I was a self proclaimed Satanist, but I didn't actually start to take it seriously until I was 18, after my friend got me The Satanic Bible for my birthday. From there I did my own research on Satan and His Demons because I knew they were real and I was trying to put together my own information to basically say that Demons aren't evil. Then, I came across a website actually talking shit about JoS, so I thought, "ok, I'll never be apart of that group"lol. That was until I started doing rituals and getting attacked. Since I skimmed over some of the stuff on JoS, I knew there was a protection meditation, I did that and it went surprisingly well. So, then I was more open to the stuff on JoS, which was in accordance with the little bit of research I was doing.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], dan Mwendwa <mwendwa_dan@... wrote:

For me i was born in a christian family but since my childhood i knew that xtian will never work for me. My mother pushed the whole thing into me but when i moved out i started the journey to find the truth. I tried joining freemasons but the first dude i approached wasn't as receptive as they claim to be. I was pissed off and i decided to go direct to my father satan without any mediator. All that i needed was guidance on how to worship. I searched 'how to dedicate my soul to satan' and the first result was JOS.. The kind of joy i experienced cannot be compared to any other. Thank you H.P Maxine. HAIL FATHER SATAN.

 

[Brian Gibbons]

<td val[/IMG]Great story Sarah,I only wish that I would have had more level headed parents to grow up with,instead of ones caught in the clouds with the kike on a stick. LOL
Hail Satan!
Brian

--- On Thu, 6/30/11, Sarah <dawnxxstar@... wrote:

From: Sarah <dawnxxstar@...
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Survey
To: "[email protected]" <[email protected]
Date: Thursday, June 30, 2011, 5:34 PM

  I contemplated not replying to this, because I got off lucky when it came to having xianity shoved down my throat. I mean, I went to a Catholic school until 2nd grade, but we (my brother and I) had to change school systems due to some of his inabilities to learn (he's older than me, and I changed schools as well because I didn't want to be by myself in a school system. I was a very shy little girl up until I became a teenager. Naturally introverted, though I grew a rebellious side). When we left the school, we kind of left Catholicism along with it. At my mum's insistence, we switched to be Episcopalian. But the fact of the mater is that most of my family is rather scientific and believes in free choice. My brother and I complied to things like Confirmation in the Episcopal church, only because we knew it would make her happy (well, such was the case for me, anyways. Mum and I didn't have a good relationship, so I tried not to cause waves). When in church, I'd often ask "Huhh, why am I in this place?" and busied myself with more interesting thoughts, completely unashamed. I don't know where my brother stands on the matter, but me and my father have both agreed that xianity is a crock of shit, and typically pay it no heed, preferring to discuss and do other things. My mother eventually lost interest as well. In tenth grade, I was introduced to 'Paradise Lost', which spurred my liking of Satan. I could relate to him at times because I wasn't well-liked, myself. I generally had no regard for authority, preferring to adhere to the rules in my head than to the rules of others, which I found out the hard way, people don't usually like. xD
The reason why I came to Spiritual Satanism is a long one, so I'll spare you all of the details. But it was more of a hunt for safety than it was looking to get away from xianity, because I was in a very bad situation at the time, regarding 'friends' of mine who were pretty much abusing me. I think of it more as, the gods took me in, set my life in order and got rid of the people who were causing me distress and harm (I admit, sadly, I still haven't gotten over the harm these people caused, despite it being a few years later, now). I find it amazing that even before I had dedicated, the gods really looked out for me, and when things got really bad, they reached out to me the most (in dreams and other various ways). I think most of you know that I'm an art student, and before I dedicated or even found Spiritual Satanism, I would draw the demons and write little stories from their perspectives, because I felt bad for them (an idea sprung from when I read 'Paradise Lost'). I guess it was the first way we connected, and in the end it was what lead me to JoS because I would spend hours researching them (you do such things when you're an artist, because after a while you start wanting to get all the details right. You can imagine it was nearly the happiest moment of my life when I learned I could talk with them, and even see them. I've been really close with my Guardian ever since). Well, like I said, after I dedicated, they certainly took care of the people who had betrayed and wronged me, and I haven't had many problems since then (save, you know... the typical university and family stresses).
So that's that. Slightly different from the rest, but interesting all the same (...I hope). -Sarah.
From: Siatris <rammesses666@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Thursday, June 30, 2011 2:07 AM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Survey

  Thanks for the feedback everyone, from that, I've got 9...maybe more videos I can work out of the information you guys gave me.

You guys shared a little more than I did, so I think it's only fair to share a bit more of why I left; Like a lot of you, I hated going to church even when I was a christian, I just got a horrific feeling whenever I was in there. I knew this was a lie, but I didn't know anything else. So, I went along with it for a while, then when I was 13 my dad flipped out because I failed bible class. After he choked me with every fiber of his "loving" christian being (that was the only time he's flipped out that bad), that's when I really started to hate christianity. Then one day I was sitting in youth group of all places, and started thinking, "what am I doing? I'm wasting my life....and for what? So I can die and be more of a slave for all of eternity? I'd rather be tortured in Hell forever and die with honor."
(I even had dead serious plans to try and drag yhwh to Hell with me when I died.)

From there I was a self proclaimed Satanist, but I didn't actually start to take it seriously until I was 18, after my friend got me The Satanic Bible for my birthday. From there I did my own research on Satan and His Demons because I knew they were real and I was trying to put together my own information to basically say that Demons aren't evil. Then, I came across a website actually talking shit about JoS, so I thought, "ok, I'll never be apart of that group"lol. That was until I started doing rituals and getting attacked. Since I skimmed over some of the stuff on JoS, I knew there was a protection meditation, I did that and it went surprisingly well. So, then I was more open to the stuff on JoS, which was in accordance with the little bit of research I was doing.

--- [/IMG][email protected], dan Mwendwa <mwendwa_dan@... wrote:

For me i was born in a christian family but since my childhood i knew that xtian will never work for me. My mother pushed the whole thing into me but when i moved out i started the journey to find the truth. I tried joining freemasons but the first dude i approached wasn't as receptive as they claim to be. I was pissed off and i decided to go direct to my father satan without any mediator. All that i needed was guidance on how to worship. I searched 'how to dedicate my soul to satan' and the first result was JOS.. The kind of joy i experienced cannot be compared to any other. Thank you H.P Maxine. HAIL FATHER SATAN.

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