Struggling and Need Help...

[hapatato]

Hello my SS Brothers and Sisters...
I have been proudly serving Father Satan and doing the RTRs every day for the past few years. I am constantly studying the JOS main site, forums, groups, etc... and apply that knowledge towards my spiritual growth.
I KNOW I am stronger in many ways, especially spiritually... Although I know I have a long road ahead. but I stay the course.
Anyway... my point of writing to you today is that in the "real world" I am STRUGGLING very badly. Meaning, I currently have NO money, NO job, NO car, NO prospects for things to get better. My natal chart says it will be a year of struggle.
I can't seem to find a job and feed my family. I try to stay positive, and over the past couple of years, I have done MUNKA, SUN Squares, Venus Squares, Runic Magic, etc... all in an attempt to improve my situation. And it only seems to get harder to make money.
How can I "stay positive" when everyday I wake up without any real certainty of when food or money will come my way? I have been forced to eat less everyday so the food supply can last longer. I am losing weight and actually reached a breaking point last night. Brought to tears of the reality of my situation.
In my moment of despair, I call out to Father and ask for guidance. How much more struggling will we all have to endure?
I know I am doing my part. As many of us are. But honestly... I feel like Father or even The Antichrist won't be arriving for another 100 years. 
If anyone has some insights to help, please do share. But dont tell me to do more meditations or stay positive and do more RTRs... already dedicating 4-5 hours a day doing all of that. I need to EAT and FEED MY KIDS! I wish I had better communication skills to speak to Father. I wish I knew what to expect! How much longer will this war last!? Bleh.
Thank you all!
HAIL SATAN!!HAIL HITLER!!

 

[Allison Passino]

Well shit! I wish i had a nice, simple easy answer to give you
Brother, but I do not. Reading this now I feel bad, because though
certainly my situation is not ideal, I am sheltered, I do have a
reliable income of money, though I don't have any kids and it is just
me, so that is helpful. But am healthy, and nothing is drastically
wrong financially for me. But obviously you are struggling. Well, you
said your natal chart said that a year of struggle was imminent for
you? That's interesting that you did the Munka, and runes, with little
result. As I say, I wish I had a nice easy anser of why it didn't work
but I don't. I will say this though: Adolf Hitler once said, "Life is
always about struggle, It is a constant battle, and those who do not
suffer do not live". I'm paraphrasing, but that is basically what he
said. Struggling is kind of part of this life here, but of course the
jews make it far worse for us, and so too the angels and other enemy
entities. You are obviously doing your part, and our Father knows
this! What you are going through is not Father's fault. And hetakes no
joy in your sorrow, never ever think that my friend! I know you feel
abandoned, lost...your situation is dire. But Satan loves you! Your
guardian Daemon loves you! Because you are loyal and devoted to Satan!
Remember who you are in Satan! You are one of his privileged few, his
warriors! it is an honour to fight for him and the other Gods! Life
sucks? Fine, it sucks. But stil fight on, do not give up! Because our
Father wants you to succeed. he sees you, and he knows your struggle
and your efforts, he knows your pain and your strife. But he also
knows that you can overcome this! He knows that you have the inner
strength to combat this shit! Stick it to the enemy! Spit in their
eye! I'm not giving you any practical advice because you said you
didn't want people telling you to meditate, since you're already doing
that, so I won't. But I will say this: do not give up! Why? Because
giving up is not what Father Satan wants you to do, but it is what our
enemies want you to do! They'd love it if you just threw in the towel
and said 'screw this, I'm outa here'. Well, never do that! Do not give
those bastards the satisfaction...do not let them win in that way! We
are stronger than they are, and we are stronger than our
circumstances. Because we are children of the true Gods! We belong to
Satan, and Satan is our truth! I hope this helped you at least a
little bit. I know it's hard, but do not despair! Things will get
better. Father is there, and he does see you, though I know it's
sometimes difficult to feel or know that. But it will be all right, I
know it, because you are loved by the Gods, and they desire you to
rise, and be content. They want that for all of us. Hail Father Satan
always! Hail Sorath! Hail Andras!

On 5/3/16, hapatato@... [JoyofSatan666]
<[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:

Hello my SS Brothers and Sisters...


I have been proudly serving Father Satan and doing the RTRs every day for
the past few years. I am constantly studying the JOS main site, forums,
groups, etc... and apply that knowledge towards my spiritual growth.


I KNOW I am stronger in many ways, especially spiritually... Although I
know I have a long road ahead. but I stay the course.


Anyway... my point of writing to you today is that in the "real world" I am
STRUGGLING very badly. Meaning, I currently have NO money, NO job, NO car,
NO prospects for things to get better. My natal chart says it will be a year
of struggle.


I can't seem to find a job and feed my family. I try to stay positive, and
over the past couple of years, I have done MUNKA, SUN Squares, Venus
Squares, Runic Magic, etc... all in an attempt to improve my situation. And
it only seems to get harder to make money.


How can I "stay positive" when everyday I wake up without any real
certainty of when food or money will come my way? I have been forced to eat
less everyday so the food supply can last longer. I am losing weight and
actually reached a breaking point last night. Brought to tears of the
reality of my situation.



In my moment of despair, I call out to Father and ask for guidance. How
much more struggling will we all have to endure?


I know I am doing my part. As many of us are. But honestly... I feel like
Father or even The Antichrist won't be arriving for another 100 years.


If anyone has some insights to help, please do share. But dont tell me to
do more meditations or stay positive and do more RTRs... already dedicating
4-5 hours a day doing all of that. I need to EAT and FEED MY KIDS! I wish I
had better communication skills to speak to Father. I wish I knew what to
expect! How much longer will this war last!? Bleh.


Thank you all!


HAIL SATAN!!
HAIL HITLER!!

 

[Stan Smith]

Look into temp work agencies in your area. Father Satan doesn't demand 4 5 hours to him. You have children your family comes first. Satan will understand taking less time for him and more time for you looking for food, money, and security. Also HP Maxine wrote about letting go. I know this is a hard to do, but if you think too much negativity it can ruin a spell. Think positive and logical. These are trying times for all of us it seems. Stay strong and vigilant and this time will pass. Good Luck. 
Heil Satan!

On Wednesday, May 4, 2016 7:46 PM, "Allison Passino apocalypseofjon@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:


  Well shit! I wish i had a nice, simple easy answer to give you
Brother, but I do not. Reading this now I feel bad, because though
certainly my situation is not ideal, I am sheltered, I do have a
reliable income of money, though I don't have any kids and it is just
me, so that is helpful. But am healthy, and nothing is drastically
wrong financially for me. But obviously you are struggling. Well, you
said your natal chart said that a year of struggle was imminent for
you? That's interesting that you did the Munka, and runes, with little
result. As I say, I wish I had a nice easy anser of why it didn't work
but I don't. I will say this though: Adolf Hitler once said, "Life is
always about struggle, It is a constant battle, and those who do not
suffer do not live". I'm paraphrasing, but that is basically what he
said. Struggling is kind of part of this life here, but of course the
jews make it far worse for us, and so too the angels and other enemy
entities. You are obviously doing your part, and our Father knows
this! What you are going through is not Father's fault. And hetakes no
joy in your sorrow, never ever think that my friend! I know you feel
abandoned, lost...your situation is dire. But Satan loves you! Your
guardian Daemon loves you! Because you are loyal and devoted to Satan!
Remember who you are in Satan! You are one of his privileged few, his
warriors! it is an honour to fight for him and the other Gods! Life
sucks? Fine, it sucks. But stil fight on, do not give up! Because our
Father wants you to succeed. he sees you, and he knows your struggle
and your efforts, he knows your pain and your strife. But he also
knows that you can overcome this! He knows that you have the inner
strength to combat this shit! Stick it to the enemy! Spit in their
eye! I'm not giving you any practical advice because you said you
didn't want people telling you to meditate, since you're already doing
that, so I won't. But I will say this: do not give up! Why? Because
giving up is not what Father Satan wants you to do, but it is what our
enemies want you to do! They'd love it if you just threw in the towel
and said 'screw this, I'm outa here'. Well, never do that! Do not give
those bastards the satisfaction...do not let them win in that way! We
are stronger than they are, and we are stronger than our
circumstances. Because we are children of the true Gods! We belong to
Satan, and Satan is our truth! I hope this helped you at least a
little bit. I know it's hard, but do not despair! Things will get
better. Father is there, and he does see you, though I know it's
sometimes difficult to feel or know that. But it will be all right, I
know it, because you are loved by the Gods, and they desire you to
rise, and be content. They want that for all of us. Hail Father Satan
always! Hail Sorath! Hail Andras!

On 5/3/16, hapatato@... [JoyofSatan666]
<[email protected] wrote:

Hello my SS Brothers and Sisters...


I have been proudly serving Father Satan and doing the RTRs every day for
the past few years. I am constantly studying the JOS main site, forums,
groups, etc... and apply that knowledge towards my spiritual growth.


I KNOW I am stronger in many ways, especially spiritually... Although I
know I have a long road ahead. but I stay the course.


Anyway... my point of writing to you today is that in the "real world" I am
STRUGGLING very badly. Meaning, I currently have NO money, NO job, NO car,
NO prospects for things to get better. My natal chart says it will be a year
of struggle.


I can't seem to find a job and feed my family. I try to stay positive, and
over the past couple of years, I have done MUNKA, SUN Squares, Venus
Squares, Runic Magic, etc... all in an attempt to improve my situation. And
it only seems to get harder to make money.


How can I "stay positive" when everyday I wake up without any real
certainty of when food or money will come my way? I have been forced to eat
less everyday so the food supply can last longer. I am losing weight and
actually reached a breaking point last night. Brought to tears of the
reality of my situation.



In my moment of despair, I call out to Father and ask for guidance. How
much more struggling will we all have to endure?


I know I am doing my part. As many of us are. But honestly... I feel like
Father or even The Antichrist won't be arriving for another 100 years.


If anyone has some insights to help, please do share. But dont tell me to
do more meditations or stay positive and do more RTRs... already dedicating
4-5 hours a day doing all of that. I need to EAT and FEED MY KIDS! I wish I
had better communication skills to speak to Father. I wish I knew what to
expect! How much longer will this war last!? Bleh.


Thank you all!


HAIL SATAN!!
HAIL HITLER!!

 

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Would it be ok for a spiritual Satanist to join other cults that help with money .

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On Wed, May 4, 2016 at 11:45 PM, Allison Passino apocalypseofjon@... [JoyofSatan666]<[email protected] wrote:   Well shit! I wish i had a nice, simple easy answer to give you
Brother, but I do not. Reading this now I feel bad, because though
certainly my situation is not ideal, I am sheltered, I do have a
reliable income of money, though I don't have any kids and it is just
me, so that is helpful. But am healthy, and nothing is drastically
wrong financially for me. But obviously you are struggling. Well, you
said your natal chart said that a year of struggle was imminent for
you? That's interesting that you did the Munka, and runes, with little
result. As I say, I wish I had a nice easy anser of why it didn't work
but I don't. I will say this though: Adolf Hitler once said, "Life is
always about struggle, It is a constant battle, and those who do not
suffer do not live". I'm paraphrasing, but that is basically what he
said. Struggling is kind of part of this life here, but of course the
jews make it far worse for us, and so too the angels and other enemy
entities. You are obviously doing your part, and our Father knows
this! What you are going through is not Father's fault. And hetakes no
joy in your sorrow, never ever think that my friend! I know you feel
abandoned, lost...your situation is dire. But Satan loves you! Your
guardian Daemon loves you! Because you are loyal and devoted to Satan!
Remember who you are in Satan! You are one of his privileged few, his
warriors! it is an honour to fight for him and the other Gods! Life
sucks? Fine, it sucks. But stil fight on, do not give up! Because our
Father wants you to succeed. he sees you, and he knows your struggle
and your efforts, he knows your pain and your strife. But he also
knows that you can overcome this! He knows that you have the inner
strength to combat this shit! Stick it to the enemy! Spit in their
eye! I'm not giving you any practical advice because you said you
didn't want people telling you to meditate, since you're already doing
that, so I won't. But I will say this: do not give up! Why? Because
giving up is not what Father Satan wants you to do, but it is what our
enemies want you to do! They'd love it if you just threw in the towel
and said 'screw this, I'm outa here'. Well, never do that! Do not give
those bastards the satisfaction...do not let them win in that way! We
are stronger than they are, and we are stronger than our
circumstances. Because we are children of the true Gods! We belong to
Satan, and Satan is our truth! I hope this helped you at least a
little bit. I know it's hard, but do not despair! Things will get
better. Father is there, and he does see you, though I know it's
sometimes difficult to feel or know that. But it will be all right, I
know it, because you are loved by the Gods, and they desire you to
rise, and be content. They want that for all of us. Hail Father Satan
always! Hail Sorath! Hail Andras!

On 5/3/16, hapatato@... [JoyofSatan666]
<[email protected] wrote:
Hello my SS Brothers and Sisters...


I have been proudly serving Father Satan and doing the RTRs every day for
the past few years. I am constantly studying the JOS main site, forums,
groups, etc... and apply that knowledge towards my spiritual growth.


I KNOW I am stronger in many ways, especially spiritually... Although I
know I have a long road ahead. but I stay the course.


Anyway... my point of writing to you today is that in the "real world" I am
STRUGGLING very badly. Meaning, I currently have NO money, NO job, NO car,
NO prospects for things to get better. My natal chart says it will be a year
of struggle.


I can't seem to find a job and feed my family. I try to stay positive, and
over the past couple of years, I have done MUNKA, SUN Squares, Venus
Squares, Runic Magic, etc... all in an attempt to improve my situation. And
it only seems to get harder to make money.


How can I "stay positive" when everyday I wake up without any real
certainty of when food or money will come my way? I have been forced to eat
less everyday so the food supply can last longer. I am losing weight and
actually reached a breaking point last night. Brought to tears of the
reality of my situation.



In my moment of despair, I call out to Father and ask for guidance. How
much more struggling will we all have to endure?


I know I am doing my part. As many of us are. But honestly... I feel like
Father or even The Antichrist won't be arriving for another 100 years.


If anyone has some insights to help, please do share. But dont tell me to
do more meditations or stay positive and do more RTRs... already dedicating
4-5 hours a day doing all of that. I need to EAT and FEED MY KIDS! I wish I
had better communication skills to speak to Father. I wish I knew what to
expect! How much longer will this war last!? Bleh.


Thank you all!


HAIL SATAN!!
HAIL HITLER!!

 

[Zryan]

Please do the 4-5 hours. U do not have to do 8 but please atleast do 4-5. Most Jews sure damn will be spending that much time everyday fighting us as hooded cobra explained recently. I bet u there a Jews that even spend 8 or more hours a day repeating curse after curse against us only 2 eat their three meals all at once at the end of the day only to repeat it the next day. Only eat sleep and Torah is their motto. 8 hours is not that much time if u think about it. Imagine if u were just watching tv for 8 hours. That's not long at all. An average movie plays for 2 hours. So it would be like watching 5 movies a day. So doing rtr for 8 hours is not that long. It sucks but ya. U will be rewarded eventually. Thank u so much for spending 4-5 hours doing the reverse Torah rituals. The angels and Jews piss me off so bad and they ruined my life so bad so severely it's not even funny. Satan says u will be rewarded if u suffer for his sake in the al jilwah. U can't always agree with that tho. There has to be a balance of suffering for his sake and not tho. We have to make sacrifices to win the war. It's whichever side does more against the other that will win the war provided that the more is not weak everytime. Remember what Maxine said about " wonder why there's so much family breakups and infighting and the family unit being destroyed " because the bible verses that say family member will betray family member to death and be divided against one another and hate each other and stuff. Theses biblical curses really must be reversed. Remember Doing the rtr will also better u and ur family. My family is so destroyed it's not even funny. Thanks for doing what is needed to better the gentile family unit. Im going thru the same problems u are when it comes to food money job place to live car etc and I hate it. I don't have kids tho. it will get better. It doesn't make sense that ur suffering since the Torah and the biblical curses Are the cause of all our suffering as Gentiles since uve been spending 4-5 hour doing rtr. The only think I can think of is we don't have enough people doing it long enough effective enough but I think that will change. Pray to satan for it to get better ask him to give u money and free perfect food for u and ur kids and tell him in return u will do the 4-5 hours of reverse Torah ritual everyday. 

On May 4, 2016, at 11:37 PM, "Stan Smith handsareup@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:

  Look into temp work agencies in your area. Father Satan doesn't demand 4 5 hours to him. You have children your family comes first. Satan will understand taking less time for him and more time for you looking for food, money, and security. Also HP Maxine wrote about letting go. I know this is a hard to do, but if you think too much negativity it can ruin a spell. Think positive and logical. These are trying times for all of us it seems. Stay strong and vigilant and this time will pass. Good Luck. 
Heil Satan!

On Wednesday, May 4, 2016 7:46 PM, "Allison Passino apocalypseofjon@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:


  Well shit! I wish i had a nice, simple easy answer to give you
Brother, but I do not. Reading this now I feel bad, because though
certainly my situation is not ideal, I am sheltered, I do have a
reliable income of money, though I don't have any kids and it is just
me, so that is helpful. But am healthy, and nothing is drastically
wrong financially for me. But obviously you are struggling. Well, you
said your natal chart said that a year of struggle was imminent for
you? That's interesting that you did the Munka, and runes, with little
result. As I say, I wish I had a nice easy anser of why it didn't work
but I don't. I will say this though: Adolf Hitler once said, "Life is
always about struggle, It is a constant battle, and those who do not
suffer do not live". I'm paraphrasing, but that is basically what he
said. Struggling is kind of part of this life here, but of course the
jews make it far worse for us, and so too the angels and other enemy
entities. You are obviously doing your part, and our Father knows
this! What you are going through is not Father's fault. And hetakes no
joy in your sorrow, never ever think that my friend! I know you feel
abandoned, lost...your situation is dire. But Satan loves you! Your
guardian Daemon loves you! Because you are loyal and devoted to Satan!
Remember who you are in Satan! You are one of his privileged few, his
warriors! it is an honour to fight for him and the other Gods! Life
sucks? Fine, it sucks. But stil fight on, do not give up! Because our
Father wants you to succeed. he sees you, and he knows your struggle
and your efforts, he knows your pain and your strife. But he also
knows that you can overcome this! He knows that you have the inner
strength to combat this shit! Stick it to the enemy! Spit in their
eye! I'm not giving you any practical advice because you said you
didn't want people telling you to meditate, since you're already doing
that, so I won't. But I will say this: do not give up! Why? Because
giving up is not what Father Satan wants you to do, but it is what our
enemies want you to do! They'd love it if you just threw in the towel
and said 'screw this, I'm outa here'. Well, never do that! Do not give
those bastards the satisfaction...do not let them win in that way! We
are stronger than they are, and we are stronger than our
circumstances. Because we are children of the true Gods! We belong to
Satan, and Satan is our truth! I hope this helped you at least a
little bit. I know it's hard, but do not despair! Things will get
better. Father is there, and he does see you, though I know it's
sometimes difficult to feel or know that. But it will be all right, I
know it, because you are loved by the Gods, and they desire you to
rise, and be content. They want that for all of us. Hail Father Satan
always! Hail Sorath! Hail Andras!

On 5/3/16, hapatato@... [JoyofSatan666]
<[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:
Hello my SS Brothers and Sisters...


I have been proudly serving Father Satan and doing the RTRs every day for
the past few years. I am constantly studying the JOS main site, forums,
groups, etc... and apply that knowledge towards my spiritual growth.


I KNOW I am stronger in many ways, especially spiritually... Although I
know I have a long road ahead. but I stay the course.


Anyway... my point of writing to you today is that in the "real world" I am
STRUGGLING very badly. Meaning, I currently have NO money, NO job, NO car,
NO prospects for things to get better. My natal chart says it will be a year
of struggle.


I can't seem to find a job and feed my family. I try to stay positive, and
over the past couple of years, I have done MUNKA, SUN Squares, Venus
Squares, Runic Magic, etc... all in an attempt to improve my situation. And
it only seems to get harder to make money.


How can I "stay positive" when everyday I wake up without any real
certainty of when food or money will come my way? I have been forced to eat
less everyday so the food supply can last longer. I am losing weight and
actually reached a breaking point last night. Brought to tears of the
reality of my situation.



In my moment of despair, I call out to Father and ask for guidance. How
much more struggling will we all have to endure?


I know I am doing my part. As many of us are. But honestly... I feel like
Father or even The Antichrist won't be arriving for another 100 years.


If anyone has some insights to help, please do share. But dont tell me to
do more meditations or stay positive and do more RTRs... already dedicating
4-5 hours a day doing all of that. I need to EAT and FEED MY KIDS! I wish I
had better communication skills to speak to Father. I wish I knew what to
expect! How much longer will this war last!? Bleh.


Thank you all!


HAIL SATAN!!
HAIL HITLER!!

 

[Gerecht Ror1]

No.
" No god has a right to interfere in my affairs, and I have made it an imperative rule that everyone shall refrain from worshipping all gods "
http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... ilwah.html
 
 
 


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Would it be ok for a spiritual Satanist to join other cults that help with money .
 


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Well shit! I wish i had a nice, simple easy answer to give you
Brother, but I do not. Reading this now I feel bad, because though
certainly my situation is not ideal, I am sheltered, I do have a
reliable income of money, though I don't have any kids and it is just
me, so that is helpful. But am healthy, and nothing is drastically
wrong financially for me. But obviously you are struggling. Well, you
said your natal chart said that a year of struggle was imminent for
you? That's interesting that you did the Munka, and runes, with little
result. As I say, I wish I had a nice easy anser of why it didn't work
but I don't. I will say this though: Adolf Hitler once said, "Life is
always about struggle, It is a constant battle, and those who do not
suffer do not live". I'm paraphrasing, but that is basically what he
said. Struggling is kind of part of this life here, but of course the
jews make it far worse for us, and so too the angels and other enemy
entities. You are obviously doing your part, and our Father knows
this! What you are going through is not Father's fault. And hetakes no
joy in your sorrow, never ever think that my friend! I know you feel
abandoned, lost...your situation is dire. But Satan loves you! Your
guardian Daemon loves you! Because you are loyal and devoted to Satan!
Remember who you are in Satan! You are one of his privileged few, his
warriors! it is an honour to fight for him and the other Gods! Life
sucks? Fine, it sucks. But stil fight on, do not give up! Because our
Father wants you to succeed. he sees you, and he knows your struggle
and your efforts, he knows your pain and your strife. But he also
knows that you can overcome this! He knows that you have the inner

strength to combat this shit! Stick it to the enemy! Spit in their
eye! I'm not giving you any practical advice because you said you
didn't want people telling you to meditate, since you're already doing
that, so I won't. But I will say this: do not give up! Why? Because
giving up is not what Father Satan wants you to do, but it is what our
enemies want you to do! They'd love it if you just threw in the towel
and said 'screw this, I'm outa here'. Well, never do that! Do not give
those bastards the satisfaction...do not let them win in that way! We
are stronger than they are, and we are stronger than our
circumstances. Because we are children of the true Gods! We belong to
Satan, and Satan is our truth! I hope this helped you at least a
little bit. I know it's hard, but do not despair! Things will get
better. Father is there, and he does see you, though I know it's
sometimes difficult to feel or know that. But it will be all right, I
know it, because you are loved by the Gods, and they desire you to
rise, and be content. They want that for all of us. Hail Father Satan
always! Hail Sorath! Hail Andras!


On 5/3/16, hapatato@... [JoyofSatan666]
<[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:

Hello my SS Brothers and Sisters...


I have been proudly serving Father Satan and doing the RTRs every day for
the past few years. I am constantly studying the JOS main site, forums,
groups, etc... and apply that knowledge towards my spiritual growth.


I KNOW I am stronger in many ways, especially spiritually... Although I
know I have a long road ahead. but I stay the course.


Anyway... my point of writing to you today is that in the "real world" I am
STRUGGLING very badly. Meaning, I currently have NO money, NO job, NO car,
NO prospects for things to get better. My natal chart says it will be a year
of struggle.


I can't seem to find a job and feed my family. I try to stay positive, and
over the past couple of years, I have done MUNKA, SUN Squares, Venus
Squares, Runic Magic, etc... all in an attempt to improve my situation. And
it only seems to get harder to make money.


How can I "stay positive" when everyday I wake up without any real
certainty of when food or money will come my way? I have been forced to eat
less everyday so the food supply can last longer. I am losing weight and
actually reached a breaking point last night. Brought to tears of the
reality of my situation.



In my moment of despair, I call out to Father and ask for guidance. How
much more struggling will we all have to endure?


I know I am doing my part. As many of us are. But honestly... I feel like
Father or even The Antichrist won't be arriving for another 100 years.


If anyone has some insights to help, please do share. But dont tell me to
do more meditations or stay positive and do more RTRs... already dedicating
4-5 hours a day doing all of that. I need to EAT and FEED MY KIDS! I wish I
had better communication skills to speak to Father. I wish I knew what to
expect! How much longer will this war last!? Bleh.


Thank you all!


HAIL SATAN!!
HAIL HITLER!!

 
 

 

[Sweet Revenge]

Have you seeked assistance?? Have you gone to food banks??

On May 4, 2016 2:33 PM, "hapatato@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:

  Hello my SS Brothers and Sisters...
I have been proudly serving Father Satan and doing the RTRs every day for the past few years. I am constantly studying the JOS main site, forums, groups, etc... and apply that knowledge towards my spiritual growth.
I KNOW I am stronger in many ways, especially spiritually... Although I know I have a long road ahead. but I stay the course.
Anyway... my point of writing to you today is that in the "real world" I am STRUGGLING very badly. Meaning, I currently have NO money, NO job, NO car, NO prospects for things to get better. My natal chart says it will be a year of struggle.
I can't seem to find a job and feed my family. I try to stay positive, and over the past couple of years, I have done MUNKA, SUN Squares, Venus Squares, Runic Magic, etc... all in an attempt to improve my situation. And it only seems to get harder to make money.
How can I "stay positive" when everyday I wake up without any real certainty of when food or money will come my way? I have been forced to eat less everyday so the food supply can last longer. I am losing weight and actually reached a breaking point last night. Brought to tears of the reality of my situation.
In my moment of despair, I call out to Father and ask for guidance. How much more struggling will we all have to endure?
I know I am doing my part. As many of us are. But honestly... I feel like Father or even The Antichrist won't be arriving for another 100 years. 
If anyone has some insights to help, please do share. But dont tell me to do more meditations or stay positive and do more RTRs... already dedicating 4-5 hours a day doing all of that. I need to EAT and FEED MY KIDS! I wish I had better communication skills to speak to Father. I wish I knew what to expect! How much longer will this war last!? Bleh.
Thank you all!
HAIL SATAN!!HAIL HITLER!!