magus.immortalis
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This is a reminder to all spiritual Satanists. Satan does not accept and does punish spiritual Satanists cursing other spiritual Satanists.
Satan and His Demons and Demonesses, the Powers of Hell, are just and fair. They have patience, but their love is NOT unconditional. How one treats Satan and the Powers of Hell, are how one treats him.
Likewise, how spiritual Satanists treat each other is how they treat him. Legitimate, dedicated by blood (via the Joy of Satan website) spiritual Satanists are not to fight amongst themselves. Issues, no matter how petty, or large, or embarrassing, are to brought before Satan and one's Guardian Demon/ess. They will handle it.
This is going to be a long post. Just a heads-up.
Myself, I met one spiritual Satanist who happened to be the wife of a Demon, who is my Guardian, Protector and Friend. I don't want to humble-brag with all that I am about to write, so I will state things as factually as I can without sounding sterile, pompous, self-righteous, or like a victim.
But through my interactions with her, my own intuition, the hateful vitriol she spewed at me a few times a week, and me asking Satan about her, that she was and is jealous of me. I have done nothing to her but simply exist.
One drunken tirade she launched at me. I rose to the bait and answered her, a bit irritated but on the whole I did not say anything overly inflammatory. Satan and her Demon (now-ex) Husband talked to her.
I got angry later, of course. I have every right to be. But Satan told me that I didn't have to forgive her, just to let it go.
I am advancing so things were brought to me attention, whether by my Guardians, Satan, and my own intuition. I had compassion and understanding, when I was saw and was shown her life and currently where she's at mentally, emotionally, and spiritually, as well as how she was doing in her physical and material life.
I understood some things that were going on with her because I have experienced and am experiencing some of those things myself, concerning career and healing of one's mind and soul through Power Meditation and Satanism and Satan.
I think now, I was soft and weak and too understanding and compassionate.
This was a woman who meditated a lot regularly, did Reverse Torah Rituals, and had a relationship with Satan and her Guardian Demons.
Without going into too many personal details, she looked at me, read me, and also had thoughts inserted into her head by the enemy entities (which I saw, heard, listened to and witnessed) and that she thought were her own thoughts or were from me. She made it her personal goal to tear down my self-esteem, self-image, call me racist and extremely insulting and inflammatory names. She was drunk that one time. But after she called me a "dumb chink" (I'm Chinese) and I was like, okay. She's crossed a threshold here. Either she will realize she's gone too far and make amends or stop this. Or continue now that she sees that I am not rising to her bait.
I was in shock and confirmed with my Guardian, her (now-ex) Demon Husband, and he said that "yes, that was her. I have spoken to her about it already."
I knew intuitively, that she would continue calling me worse names. I was right. I waited, and that is what happened.
You're probably wondering why I did not stand up and say something back. I did say some things, just observations and because I was a bit annoyed, but nothing like racist and derogatory demeaning hateful things this character said to me. To make me doubt and hate myself, my body, my looks, my past, and to make me doubt my worth and meaning and importance to Satan and my Guardian Demon. I questioned myself.
Repeatedly, on different days and nights, Satan and my Guardian Demon Friend would remind me from time to time that I have worth and importance to them. That I am loved. I love Satan and my Guardian Demon Friend too.
I talked to Satan and my Guardian Demon about it. I saw, understood and had compassion because she is hurting, angry, insecure, and jealous. I was jealous of her too, and also hurting and angry and jealous. I exercised self-control and did not say hurtful things to her. Because I was told that her mental constitution was more delicate than mine.
So I sat there and took her abuse. I complained to Satan and my Guardian Demon Friend. I told them, I talked it out with them, felt better and accepted that she is of Satan, and lashing out because things were not going well in her physical life and career(s) and I'm such a fucking softy and she saw to it (as I understand fully and intuited) that I was the scapegoat for everything that ever went wrong in her life. I was her punching bag.
I woke up this morning and Satan and my Guardian Demon had stayed with me (and her) to give us their support and understanding. But I also felt their anger, and also experienced their patience and understanding towards us both.
Eventually I woke up fully, and gave this character a piece of my mind. I told her how I felt, how she made me feel. What I saw in her life, in her personality. That I understood her and where she was coming from. She had no right to treat me as she did.
But that she did not learn, nothing stuck to her (despite Satan and her ex-Demon Husband talking to her, comforting her tears and having patience and understanding towards her feelz) dozens of times. She was and is a bully and tyrant. I told her I did nothing to her. I simply existed, and did not want to, nor would I ever, take away her beauty, her life, her memories, her relationship with her now ex-Demon Husband or her powers.
I told her how she could heal and help herself. I told her several times, just getting all of this out of my system and because I knew if I did not say something to stand up for myself, her verbal abuse would simply escalate and get worse.
I told her she may be White, but she was not Aryan. That she was not noble or honorable as Aryans are. I told her she needed to heal herself and fix herself and stop taking her shit out on me.
She told me again in her rage (as she did several times before in the past) that I was her enemy, she would destroy me, and that she would see that I would "die as a beggar on the street, with nothing, because you are nothing, and have nothing."
Then I got up and washed up and got dressed and went out to lunch.
Satan, my Guardian Demon Friend went to her when she sat down and looked at my pictures on social media. They let me overhear and see and feel everything that was said between the three of them.
They went to her because she started to curse me. Satan was upset, and told her that she could talk to him or her (ex) Husband.
She continued. So Satan became angry and said that he did not allow spiritual Satanists to curse one another. That she would be punished if she continued.
So he took away a psychic spiritual gift that he gave her a few days ago. And told her he would not give her gifts for a long time.
She still continued. So he said that he would punish her. He would leave her.
Satan left. She called him back, and then she said, "I hate you. I hate all of you."
Satan left her. Then he told me, "I have left her." I asked him to confirm, about 2-3 times. I also asked my Guardian Demon Friend to confirm, also 2 times. He did, and said that it was them, and not the enemy. What I heard, witnessed, saw and felt was true.
On the car ride to a restaurant for lunch, I felt Satan's anger. Growing, white hot, red-hot. He let me feel it. It was not directed at me but it is a terrible thing to be the target of his anger. This ex-spiritual Satanist was still at it, looking at my pictures and cursing me with everything she had.
I had a good lunch, and then, in the car ride home, I felt his anger again. It was and is terrible. It filled my whole world. Thankfully it was not at me.
I came home, and soon thereafter Satan came and led me to the Hell's Army section on Joy of Satan:
https://web.archive.org/web/20160214142145/https://hailtosatansvictory666.angelfire.com/Hells_Army_666.html
I'm not going to go over things he pointed out to me.
Spiritual Satanists do not take abuse. From anyone, especially from other spiritual Satanists who seek to destroy and curse them, even after mediation and interference and guidance from Satan and the Powers of Hell.
This has been going on for about a month now.
If you have issues with another spiritual Satanist, take it to Satan and he will handle it.
It was shown to me and I witnessed, heard, felt and listened that this person who Satan has left, has now have help from the enemy.
I am defending myself. This whole situation and event has made me stronger.
I had to post this because I needed a safe place to vent and express myself. And for other reasons. I was guided to.
Thanks for reading and making it this far.
Hail Satan!
Satan and His Demons and Demonesses, the Powers of Hell, are just and fair. They have patience, but their love is NOT unconditional. How one treats Satan and the Powers of Hell, are how one treats him.
Likewise, how spiritual Satanists treat each other is how they treat him. Legitimate, dedicated by blood (via the Joy of Satan website) spiritual Satanists are not to fight amongst themselves. Issues, no matter how petty, or large, or embarrassing, are to brought before Satan and one's Guardian Demon/ess. They will handle it.
This is going to be a long post. Just a heads-up.
Myself, I met one spiritual Satanist who happened to be the wife of a Demon, who is my Guardian, Protector and Friend. I don't want to humble-brag with all that I am about to write, so I will state things as factually as I can without sounding sterile, pompous, self-righteous, or like a victim.
But through my interactions with her, my own intuition, the hateful vitriol she spewed at me a few times a week, and me asking Satan about her, that she was and is jealous of me. I have done nothing to her but simply exist.
One drunken tirade she launched at me. I rose to the bait and answered her, a bit irritated but on the whole I did not say anything overly inflammatory. Satan and her Demon (now-ex) Husband talked to her.
I got angry later, of course. I have every right to be. But Satan told me that I didn't have to forgive her, just to let it go.
I am advancing so things were brought to me attention, whether by my Guardians, Satan, and my own intuition. I had compassion and understanding, when I was saw and was shown her life and currently where she's at mentally, emotionally, and spiritually, as well as how she was doing in her physical and material life.
I understood some things that were going on with her because I have experienced and am experiencing some of those things myself, concerning career and healing of one's mind and soul through Power Meditation and Satanism and Satan.
I think now, I was soft and weak and too understanding and compassionate.
This was a woman who meditated a lot regularly, did Reverse Torah Rituals, and had a relationship with Satan and her Guardian Demons.
Without going into too many personal details, she looked at me, read me, and also had thoughts inserted into her head by the enemy entities (which I saw, heard, listened to and witnessed) and that she thought were her own thoughts or were from me. She made it her personal goal to tear down my self-esteem, self-image, call me racist and extremely insulting and inflammatory names. She was drunk that one time. But after she called me a "dumb chink" (I'm Chinese) and I was like, okay. She's crossed a threshold here. Either she will realize she's gone too far and make amends or stop this. Or continue now that she sees that I am not rising to her bait.
I was in shock and confirmed with my Guardian, her (now-ex) Demon Husband, and he said that "yes, that was her. I have spoken to her about it already."
I knew intuitively, that she would continue calling me worse names. I was right. I waited, and that is what happened.
You're probably wondering why I did not stand up and say something back. I did say some things, just observations and because I was a bit annoyed, but nothing like racist and derogatory demeaning hateful things this character said to me. To make me doubt and hate myself, my body, my looks, my past, and to make me doubt my worth and meaning and importance to Satan and my Guardian Demon. I questioned myself.
Repeatedly, on different days and nights, Satan and my Guardian Demon Friend would remind me from time to time that I have worth and importance to them. That I am loved. I love Satan and my Guardian Demon Friend too.
I talked to Satan and my Guardian Demon about it. I saw, understood and had compassion because she is hurting, angry, insecure, and jealous. I was jealous of her too, and also hurting and angry and jealous. I exercised self-control and did not say hurtful things to her. Because I was told that her mental constitution was more delicate than mine.
So I sat there and took her abuse. I complained to Satan and my Guardian Demon Friend. I told them, I talked it out with them, felt better and accepted that she is of Satan, and lashing out because things were not going well in her physical life and career(s) and I'm such a fucking softy and she saw to it (as I understand fully and intuited) that I was the scapegoat for everything that ever went wrong in her life. I was her punching bag.
I woke up this morning and Satan and my Guardian Demon had stayed with me (and her) to give us their support and understanding. But I also felt their anger, and also experienced their patience and understanding towards us both.
Eventually I woke up fully, and gave this character a piece of my mind. I told her how I felt, how she made me feel. What I saw in her life, in her personality. That I understood her and where she was coming from. She had no right to treat me as she did.
But that she did not learn, nothing stuck to her (despite Satan and her ex-Demon Husband talking to her, comforting her tears and having patience and understanding towards her feelz) dozens of times. She was and is a bully and tyrant. I told her I did nothing to her. I simply existed, and did not want to, nor would I ever, take away her beauty, her life, her memories, her relationship with her now ex-Demon Husband or her powers.
I told her how she could heal and help herself. I told her several times, just getting all of this out of my system and because I knew if I did not say something to stand up for myself, her verbal abuse would simply escalate and get worse.
I told her she may be White, but she was not Aryan. That she was not noble or honorable as Aryans are. I told her she needed to heal herself and fix herself and stop taking her shit out on me.
She told me again in her rage (as she did several times before in the past) that I was her enemy, she would destroy me, and that she would see that I would "die as a beggar on the street, with nothing, because you are nothing, and have nothing."
Then I got up and washed up and got dressed and went out to lunch.
Satan, my Guardian Demon Friend went to her when she sat down and looked at my pictures on social media. They let me overhear and see and feel everything that was said between the three of them.
They went to her because she started to curse me. Satan was upset, and told her that she could talk to him or her (ex) Husband.
She continued. So Satan became angry and said that he did not allow spiritual Satanists to curse one another. That she would be punished if she continued.
So he took away a psychic spiritual gift that he gave her a few days ago. And told her he would not give her gifts for a long time.
She still continued. So he said that he would punish her. He would leave her.
Satan left. She called him back, and then she said, "I hate you. I hate all of you."
Satan left her. Then he told me, "I have left her." I asked him to confirm, about 2-3 times. I also asked my Guardian Demon Friend to confirm, also 2 times. He did, and said that it was them, and not the enemy. What I heard, witnessed, saw and felt was true.
On the car ride to a restaurant for lunch, I felt Satan's anger. Growing, white hot, red-hot. He let me feel it. It was not directed at me but it is a terrible thing to be the target of his anger. This ex-spiritual Satanist was still at it, looking at my pictures and cursing me with everything she had.
I had a good lunch, and then, in the car ride home, I felt his anger again. It was and is terrible. It filled my whole world. Thankfully it was not at me.
I came home, and soon thereafter Satan came and led me to the Hell's Army section on Joy of Satan:
https://web.archive.org/web/20160214142145/https://hailtosatansvictory666.angelfire.com/Hells_Army_666.html
I'm not going to go over things he pointed out to me.
Spiritual Satanists do not take abuse. From anyone, especially from other spiritual Satanists who seek to destroy and curse them, even after mediation and interference and guidance from Satan and the Powers of Hell.
This has been going on for about a month now.
If you have issues with another spiritual Satanist, take it to Satan and he will handle it.
It was shown to me and I witnessed, heard, felt and listened that this person who Satan has left, has now have help from the enemy.
I am defending myself. This whole situation and event has made me stronger.
I had to post this because I needed a safe place to vent and express myself. And for other reasons. I was guided to.
Thanks for reading and making it this far.
Hail Satan!