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I had a question pop in my head a few hours ago about the human soul. Does the human soul have gender? If we do, does the gender of the soul change from life to life? And i'm not talking about sex or such, im talking about the Male and female consciousness and energy. If there is a gender to a soul, is there a way of knowing your souls gender role? I myself am biologically a woman, but always had a hard time embracing my femininity. There were many times in my life that I felt would be fulfilled more if I was a boy. This of course could just be hormones and gender envy but I don't know.

Like, there are femininity spheres in which I just stick out like a sore thumb, including dancing, organization and cleanliness. I just seem to suck at it. At the same time, I'm not masculine enough to enjoy working out, or enjoy the things that boys enjoy to do. Its as if I don't belong in either roles. I've had this issue for a very long time, very long time. Any advice or sermons would be greatly appreciated. I know this a bit of split post but I hope it is still understandable. English is not my first language and I'm not that well at forming thoughts. Thank you and HS!!!
 
The word gender is invented by a pedophile rapist jew named Jonathan Money. Do some research about how evil he was. This is where your "gender theory / gender ideology" comes from.

Forget all of this nonsense. It is lies created by jewish child rapists. There is nothing there that is true or useful or valid.

If you are female, your soul is female, you have always been female for as long as your soul has ever existed, and you will always be female for as long as your soul will exist in the future. This could never change.

Whatever emotional problems you have, you need to work on fixing those problems. Find out why you are unhappy or unsatisfied about yourself, and fix the real problem directly. Following jewish evil insanity is not ever going to help you.
 
I had a question pop in my head a few hours ago about the human soul. Does the human soul have gender? If we do, does the gender of the soul change from life to life? And i'm not talking about sex or such, im talking about the Male and female consciousness and energy. If there is a gender to a soul, is there a way of knowing your souls gender role? I myself am biologically a woman, but always had a hard time embracing my femininity. There were many times in my life that I felt would be fulfilled more if I was a boy. This of course could just be hormones and gender envy but I don't know.

Like, there are femininity spheres in which I just stick out like a sore thumb, including dancing, organization and cleanliness. I just seem to suck at it. At the same time, I'm not masculine enough to enjoy working out, or enjoy the things that boys enjoy to do. Its as if I don't belong in either roles. I've had this issue for a very long time, very long time. Any advice or sermons would be greatly appreciated. I know this a bit of split post but I hope it is still understandable. English is not my first language and I'm not that well at forming thoughts. Thank you and HS!!!

Hi! Try to read this quote please :) from our High Priest and Commander (in another post):
The "Feminine soul" thing is just yet another gross exaggeration that has even made it here. You have more 'feminine' energy than usual, and this is what you feel. You are biologically a male, you are a man. This does not undo the fact you may have a feminine energy about you, and that is fine.

This can be decided by the planets and planetary alignments, where there is heavy emphasis of certain planets. Some people can be physically male and have a feminine type of energy. The more the feminine energy, the more one can become feminine in some or all aspects of their behavior, but still, one is not biologically a woman. They are, however, biologically, a man.

On the other side, we have the "I am a female with a male soul". People in their desperation to feel important, and with the graces of modern science and acceleration of every whim into a reality which doesn't care about soundness of the subjects it may be experimenting upon (This is all experimentation at this state, despite of what people try to claim), of course, is wishing to force people into quick decisions.

The doctors who conduct these things only get paid and get good goy points, and good moral points. You on the other hand may find yourself treading into an unknown and largely life altering, or uncontrollable territory. And for this reason people need to do double thinking on these decisions.

Changing the body's "Gender" is just a surgery that cosmetically and hormonally affects and changes the body, in what is a change induced by external means, which can be maintained on an indefinite amount of time. This can change a lot about one's manifested physical gender depending on how many things they do and how far this is taken. If not maintained, the body retracts and attempts to return back to the so called 'Unacceptable gender'. The "seed" of the physical gender is the same.

Also, despite of changing the body, if the underlying motivation to the above is attention whoring, or inner fear, and not legitimate reasons, such as "I was bored with my gender", this also does not change and can lead to suicide. There have been cases of people who did these decisions only because they were 'bored' or because they wanted to 'distinct' themselves. This is not different than how in China they were doing eye color changing surgery and some people went blind. Their eyes may have turned blue before they died, but that changed fundamentally nothing about their seed issue.

In other words there are levels of reasoning on these actions involved, despite any reality on the subject. There are people for example who have a general problem of self-acceptance, which is wrongly attributed to the fact that they have the "Wrong gender", as many people get obsessed over plastic surgery over having the "wrong lips" or whatever other trait.

In the mind of the people doing this or perceiving suffering from this, these fears are totally VALID, and depending on the severity, nobody can convince them otherwise. And that's besides the point anyway, as people have their own "Free will" in whatever this means, but since this is the case, it's better one pays attention on what they are doing, too.

Society, if anyone was "Concerned", should also "Concern" themselves with revealing just a few more necessary nuggets before people do engage in their so called "FREE WILL DECISIONS".

In 1900, if you were a "Female with a lot of manly behavior" you would just hang out with the boys, and be in general a woman like anyone else. In 2019, you can take this thinking into whole other avenues, including to do serious body modifications over said "feelings". This increase of power came with an increase in (of course kosher too) legitimacy about these claims.

Many people say that of course, this is "natural", but the situation is that many people are now far more medicated, depressed, and generally emotionally confused than ever before in recent history. This is something that has been admitted by everyone, it's just the attribution to the causes is what is under debate. The projections entering the head of man at this point are nothing compared to what they were 100 years ago. Of course, one can deny it, if it's in their own interest, and that is to be expected, and pretend this is not the case with nothing.

The reality is that the probability of "Gender dysphoria" being real is far slimmer than what it is made to be today, and that there are many reasons to this. The same goes for ADHD and many other things that are thrown around. A kid having energy does not have to have ADHD or be mentally ill. It is the natural state of children to have endless energy, and there is nothing wrong with that.

OF COURSE, it's easier for a parent to dispose said child to a jewish doctor, and get it fed with Amphetamines or speed for it to get better grades, or tranquilizers to make it sleep, like one does with cattle. This is after all, our medical system.

Likewise, people who say they experience "Gender Dysphoria", instead of explaining to them that said sensations can be arise from spiritual causes, "we" just make the swift recommendation as a "society" and tell them to proceed for immidiate and very expensive surgery and so forth.

In many of these cases, people need to get in tune with their inner spiritual force, and accept themselves, and not do rushed decisions. What one instantly assumes that it may be "That they are another gender" can in many cases be their own energetic polarity. If one gives it mature thought and they believe they will benefit from a transition, then this has substance as a choice. But this is not the case for most people.

If one is familliar with the changes of energy and feelings during meditations, they can understand the above concept better. Actors and people with more lucid imagination can also understand the mechanisms through which can occur, or even be faked.

Hermaphrodites who are born from the womb, still do resemble one or the other gender mostly, but have a physical body that has both the traits. That rare occurrence and valid natural occurrence aside, people have took this forcibly equate it with the above with which it is unrelated. The above is not natural hermaphroditic, it's alteration of the body through surgical and hormonal procedures. When one does such procedure, they are a "Transgender" and not a "Hermaphrodite".

Hermaphroditism in the spiritual texts is not about dissonance or disagreement about one's gender, doing surgical procedures, strange claims, and mental immaturity. It is not even related to the feeling of polarity in the soul. This feeling is your own energy at the soul, and not your gender. Your biological gender you can easily verify when you look at your genitals, and you will see what gender you are.

Of course, feminists and other people who have an agenda, forgot to mention any of the thousands of other pages of books like the Veda and the spiritual practice. They are only pre-occupied with farfetched, naturally contradicting theories, no different than how christians justify irrational hatred of women based on the bible.

This is because factions like the above do only try to find hopelessly some outer false source to base their lies upon, which are at odds with the reality of life. This creates a purposeful ignorance in regards to other facts of life.

That aside, your inner energy may be more tentative to the other polarity, which can create a series of other manifestations, all ranging from sexuality, to behavior, to you not feeling "Masculine" and so forth. Gender is a biological reality, and not make believe. Many people confuse this or take this way too far.

People who feel plenty of the energy of the other "Gender", sometimes choose to also do an operation to change their gender in what they believe is an appropriation of the inner feeling of the other polarity they feel so strongly. Many after the transition find out that the procedure does not change anything. They still feel this "wrong" or "out of place thing".

Why?

Because in the first place their "problem" was not a problem, it wasn't "gender dysphoria", and they did not have any issue but they were just feeling their own emotional energy.

This is because these feelings are behavioral, have to do with your energy polarity, and not about surgical procedures. Others who do this are fine emotionally and this is body modification for them. To some people, it feels more 'correct', and they can even change their mind later, and want to re-transition or let the transition go and become their first biological gender again. All that aside, it can be really costly and dangerous to rush into such decisions. Others also do it for fun.

Because it's really profitable to profit and have people of specific demographics under control, this matter is not looked deeper. People are rushed and unguided into all sorts of decisions for what is effectively making money for others. We're talking huge money in the billions on the political, moral, and medical dialectic going on here.

The jew sociologists have to keep their job somehow. If this is by the invention of alien concepts for the goyim, they will not hesitate to do that.

Part of this is what many people have done including new age and dumb occultists to equate spiritual hermaphroditism (A grossly exaggerated term for the unity of the energy of the soul and nothing else) into parallelisms with changing your gender physically by surgery or hormonal modification, has a "Spiritual" background to it. It does not. As in injecting Testosterone doesn't turn you into Thor, so do other modifications do not alter you or equate you with the divine.

Ganesh has an elephant head, maybe we should create an elephant hybrid now? Of course not. The grossness of these paradigms is obvious there, but where it fits, the enemy walks on the lines of deception to support experimental things emotionally and even physically for the Gentiles.

At best, the background is emotional. In many cases, it falls lower than emotional as people who transition do not really get the buzz they were made to expect.

Many Trans people are also kept from other fundamental truths of the trans community and said choices. Such as for example the danger of surgeries, how people may still do all this effort and end up emotionally unfulfilled, or the "bad examples" which are marginalized and left to suffer on their own fate. In other words, they no longer fit the feminist paradigm, so they are put under blankets and are not left to share their story, lest they upset the "Feminist" status quo, in what is basically a very new phenomenon, and a deeply life changing phenomenon, especially when the transition is taken full way.

Actually, with the transgenderism right now, what should happen based on logical standards, if this civilization cared, was conversation, and not forced prosyletism and taking even young kids to forcibly do surgeries to them. But (((Someone))) wants to use this as a movement to fuel other (((changes))) rather than to cure what they pretend to cure such as gender unease or said diseases or discomforts.

As for these things done on children and not mature adults, nobody knows the implications, and this is probably why many "Doctors" enjoy doing these experiments, even on five year olds. Kids can develop many imaginative delusions and this is part of creative development, there are phases involved there.

Now, despite the above, the lies need to be founded on something and unfortunately this is done on some sort of "Spiritual" basis because fundamentally speaking in reality there is nowhere for them to be based, and apparently, the fact of body modification, body ownership, and free will, does not create the necessary "HOW SPECIAL I AM" feeling for many people.

So "we" as a modern civilization, characterized by YOLO Nihilism, have to take this over to the adobe of "spirituality" and formulate further abominations to substantiate these theories, instead of giving people the truth, or at least, letting people think the matters around on their own.

Likewise, taking surgeries and hormonal replacement does not make you a spiritually enlightened person, and to draw parallels between these two is made for the aforesaid reasons.

If people want to get surgically altered for emotional or otherwise reasons, it's better to leave spirituality and the strange procedures of the 21st century out of it, as this only creates more confusion, and serves no-one, especially so, the people who are going to make these very serious decisions. This creates expectations that do not even exist.

The purity of the ancient world being vilified by feminists and all sorts of strange "Activists" to give credence to the bullshit they believe, only shows how much they know their beliefs are bullshit. But here is one more generated belief that maybe these people can make real good sense from:

If Zeus holds the thunderbolt, do not put your hand on the socket to try to "Wield the electric force", as you may not only regret it, but also find out that you did not come to be Zeus, nor a God, nor Enlightened, you just got electrocuted. If you want to get electrocuted, it's better you do not hire some people like certain authors and others to pretend to sweet talk you into it, and tell you that there is a spiritual aspect to it all, because there is not.

The universe did nothing wrong. The people who hide the simple spiritual reality behind this did wrong, and even them did very little wrong compared to the system of the doctors, pseudo-sociologists, and many others, which create this experimentation and launch it without knowing any of it's effects. In protection of transgender people, some doctors have also tried to evaluate the best ways for these procedures and to put some measures in place to ensure when these decisions are done, this is mature, and they are excommunicated from the scientific field.

Why is a valuable question to ask. I think this question answers itself. Why are kids medicated with Amphetamines at the age of 5?

Lastly, there are people who take sworn oaths like this man who was like 60 years old and claiming to be 40, because he felt he was forty. Another man, felt like a mermaid. He sworn by it. With the amount of drugs, infantile mentality, and mass brainwashing, the emotional whims of people can range to extents never seen before in history. People can legitimately now claim they are anime characters in real life, and society will accept it.

People can be deceived through numerous ways in their self perception and a skilled hypnotist can make someone believe they are a chicken. But are they? In their mind, they definitely *will* be a chicken. To best of their ability, they will do chicken sounds, flap what they believe is their wings, and swear they are what they are. But are they a chicken or a man? In this case, since this person believes they are a chicken, or they chose to be hypnotized into one, do we put them to live with the chickens and/or cook them?

Is there objective reality on these subjects?

Yes, there is, and it is in front of us.
 
I 1000% agree with what Ol argedco luciftias said. If you ever feel like being some other sex/gender than you actually are, there might be a rather complex problem, but easily fixable.

You might have more feminine energy rather than masculine, you can easily fix that with spiritual workings, also mudras and yoga.

This also means you most likely have a hormonal imbalance as well. Hormonal imbalances are quite complex, but fixable through good nutritious food, and foods that raise testosterone (red meat, milk) and cut those who raise estrogen (such as chiken), as well as working out and physical yoga.

I belive all people who want to be the opposite gender, simply have these problems I stated above, and there is the cure. Plain and simple, a healthy lifestyle.
 
There are masculine and feminine aspects to the Soul, yes, but this isn't "masculine and feminine" in the mainstream way of thinking with all of the jewish cultural marxist trappings that are so commonly pushed these days.

It's deeply alchemical in nature and involves subtle energies and their properties and how these interact in order to balance the Soul. These are referred to as Yin & Yang aspects of the Soul in ancient Chinese spirituality, and the "Shiva & Shakti" aspects in the ancient Vedic teachings, as two examples. Both the masculine and feminine aspects are vital in the process of advancement and eventually, in the workings of the Magnum Opus. This is why the enemy has attacked masculinity and femininity so vehemently and tried to remove all ideas of masculine and feminine with their toxic lies about "multiple genders" and "male & female is just a social construct" and other garbage. They want to remove gender completely and lump the whole of humanity into some neutered, confused mass with no identity. Similar to the greys, who have no gender or individual identities.

The concepts of masculine and feminine are extremely important in true spirituality. Even the Chakras are considered either masculine or feminine, with the lower Chakras holding the "divine masculine" energies and the upper Chakras holding the divine feminine. The 4th, middle Chakra is genderless and mediates the energies between the lower and upper Chakras. The Rig Veda refers to this as "Heaven and Earth", who are the divine Mother & Father of all creation, who nourish the Gods by producing sweet milk and honey through their union. This is allegorical for the empowering and uniting of the male and female Chakras and the ascent of the Kundalini, which then produces the honey that is the purified life force and secretions of the Pineal Gland.

This is all deeply spiritual and not to be taken in a literal sense as actually male and female in the way that we think of it today.

In a physical sense, each of us is either male or female. There is no such thing as a woman being born in a man's body or vice versa. And no, you won't incarnate as a woman in one lifetime and then a man in the next. It's not wishy washy and fluid like this. This is jewish cultural marxism and is only designed to destroy the body and soul. Just because you feel you aren't conventionally feminine, does not mean that you are meant to be a male. Not every woman perfectly fits the ideal of feminine. Some women are more "tomboy" in nature. This doesn't mean they are not supposed to be female, as the jews would have you believe. It just means that you are your own unique individual with your own unique energies. You are a woman who perhaps has slightly more masculine energies. Many factors can play a part here, including your natal chart.

If this bothers you, then you can do Meditations to connect more with your feminine energies. Yoga is brilliant for this, as it balances the Soul.

Two Yoga channels recommended by High Priestess Lydia:

https://www.youtube.com/@kimilla

https://www.youtube.com/@BrettLarkinYoga

Brett Larkin has sessions specifically designed to connect with your femininity and awaken your feminine energies.

But overall, don't beat yourself up thinking there is something wrong with you, and don't let jewish marxism infect your mind. It seeks to take advantage of so many young people these days by creating this sort of baseless confusion. Meditation will sort out any potential imbalances, and the more you advance, the healthier you will feel.

Hail Satan!!
 
I used to have a hard time embracing my femininity as well in my teenage years, and a lot of teenage girls do, because of hormonal changes. If you're not a teenager, you have hormonal imbalance, and what I wrote in the above message is applicable. The example I wrote was for men having more feminine energies.

As a woman, you still need to do these things, and having a healthy lifestyle, in the direction you want to achieve. If you want more feminine hormones, consume more of foods that promote estrogen instead of cutting them. Chicken, bee polen, being the main, as they raise estrogen and bee polen overall regulates hormones.
 
The word gender is invented by a pedophile rapist jew named Jonathan Money. Do some research about how evil he was. This is where your "gender theory / gender ideology" comes from.

Forget all of this nonsense. It is lies created by jewish child rapists. There is nothing there that is true or useful or valid.

If you are female, your soul is female, you have always been female for as long as your soul has ever existed, and you will always be female for as long as your soul will exist in the future. This could never change.

Whatever emotional problems you have, you need to work on fixing those problems. Find out why you are unhappy or unsatisfied about yourself, and fix the real problem directly. Following jewish evil insanity is not ever going to help you.
Thank you! ๐Ÿ™
 
Easiest said: You're a female.
 
One thing to also consider in addition to the perspective of others is that humanity has seen femininity being suppressed for centuries under abrahamic religions.

This suppression and vilification process has an effect on your soul generation after generation, especially if you don't have an healthy and adequate spiritual practice in your past lives and it's also embedded in the karma you inherit from your family.

Women may then have a hard time embracing their femininity like you do, the same way men do and find it hard to be vulnerable around your loved ones.

Building healthy and empowering relationship with others on all levels (i.e. friendships, romantic relationships, family ties, professional ties, etc) is very difficult when your femininity is blocked or otherwise not accessed in a healthy way. This is because social relationships are like plants: they need nurturing and soft aspects to grow well, not just hard aspects and structure. Nurturing and softness come from the feminine polarity.

If you can free yourself from subconscious programming and karma related to your femininity, then you can see whether you really lean more toward masculinity in your behaviour or your inability to embrace your femininity is due to enemy curses.

Either way, you'll still be able to embrace your feminine side once you've done the spiritual work for it, as it's essential to everyone's growth to be able to access both polarities of their soul in a healthy and complete way.
 

Al Jilwah: Chapter IV

"It is my desire that all my followers unite in a bond of unity, lest those who are without prevail against them." - Satan

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