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[TheWhiteGiant]

I wasn't well, and probably still am not.
I'm confused and disturbed. Had the worst dream of my life last night.

I dont know who to trust anymore or how to feel. I no longer have that zest for life i used to have.

I dont know anymore. It hurts just thinking about it.

 

[Blitzkreig [JG]]

I wasn't well, and probably still am not.
I'm confused and disturbed. Had the worst dream of my life last night.

I dont know who to trust anymore or how to feel. I no longer have that zest for life i used to have.

I dont know anymore. It hurts just thinking about it.

Are you sure you weren't attacked?

Also, why do you feel confused or unable to trust others? This can pertain to any social elements of Mercury, the Moon, and so on. Wunjo is a key solution here.

Just take some time to yourself. Clean and balance. Fire can be used to restore your spark of life, whereas water helps calm emotional disturbances, as well as the earth element.

 

[Shadowcat]

What was the dream about? Did you go to sleep angry or stressed? If you woke up with a feeling of attack it might have been. Do the ritual to Abrasax it will help clean negative entities and people.

 

[TheWhiteGiant]

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Hi guys thanks for replying.

Yes Blitzkreig i do remember the last time looking at my chart there being an indicator that stated: "there is much inner confusion with this placement, imagination and psychic senses are very high".

Well, i was sleeping on my back. I dont think i have had any nightmares THIS bad that woke me up in the middle of the night while sleeping on my back, but i suppose it had to do with that.

In the dream i was living in a really old decrepid house, when a bunch of people came to investigate, they were looking to banish a crazy man or sth which i think was me. They found a doll in my house which was my own, and the doll apparently had psychic powers.

They couldnt find me but they found the doll. They smiled this evil smile, all of them, and they "placed the doll away from its source."
And when they did, the doll opened its mouth really wide and its eyes were expanding so much they looked like they were gonna explode, the doll shrieked an unholy scream, and at that time one of the members was apparently gonna be killed by the "crazy man " living there, which i assume was me.

They noticed that one of the members was missing, and that the doll's screams sounded a lot like her, they realized that their missing friend was being killed by me...
The doll was broadcasting the sound of the member's screams when she was being killed. Like a radio.

I woke up at 4 am completely in a haze. Im not sure if my psychic senses are right most of the time or if they are just my emotions or some mental sensation due to fear, but i did feel extreme negative vibes in the air, like a very bad sense of dread, fear, and death. An attack is the first thing that came to mind, the second thing was that i thought maybe an SS got really angry at me and sent it to me. Then i started thinking about how maybe this could be a punishment from the gods for my behavior and words...

Im not sure if this was an attack but it kinda felt like it was, I have had quite a few experiences that genuinely do count as paranormal, because there is absolutely no explanation for them in the physical or the mental realm. For example one time i was sleeping on my side, and I heard a loud whisper saying gibberish in my left ear, from inside the pillow, like there was a little person in it or something

 

[Ol argedco luciftias]

You are going to have a million dreams in your life. Not all of them are always going to be perfectly comfortable or happy themed. You will get used to this and you won't be afraid anymore.

 

[Sonapanic]

Isn't it possible that it is sleep paralysis that causes these extremely dreadful dreams? If you sense that you cannot move and you try to, it intensifies. If you cannot move during the worst moments of it, it could possibly be sleep paralysis. That is not quite common, but it is not a paranormal experience. What you mentioned about that pillow seems like a case in point. If you think it is, you must resist moving and slowly reanimate your body, first your toes and fingers and so on.

 

[Shadowcat]

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Hi guys thanks for replying.

Yes Blitzkreig i do remember the last time looking at my chart there being an indicator that stated: "there is much inner confusion with this placement, imagination and psychic senses are very high".

Well, i was sleeping on my back. I dont think i have had any nightmares THIS bad that woke me up in the middle of the night while sleeping on my back, but i suppose it had to do with that.

In the dream i was living in a really old decrepid house, when a bunch of people came to investigate, they were looking to banish a crazy man or sth which i think was me. They found a doll in my house which was my own, and the doll apparently had psychic powers.

They couldnt find me but they found the doll. They smiled this evil smile, all of them, and they "placed the doll away from its source."
And when they did, the doll opened its mouth really wide and its eyes were expanding so much they looked like they were gonna explode, the doll shrieked an unholy scream, and at that time one of the members was apparently gonna be killed by the "crazy man " living there, which i assume was me.

They noticed that one of the members was missing, and that the doll's screams sounded a lot like her, they realized that their missing friend was being killed by me...
The doll was broadcasting the sound of the member's screams when she was being killed. Like a radio.

I woke up at 4 am completely in a haze. Im not sure if my psychic senses are right most of the time or if they are just my emotions or some mental sensation due to fear, but i did feel extreme negative vibes in the air, like a very bad sense of dread, fear, and death. An attack is the first thing that came to mind, the second thing was that i thought maybe an SS got really angry at me and sent it to me. Then i started thinking about how maybe this could be a punishment from the gods for my behavior and words...

Im not sure if this was an attack but it kinda felt like it was, I have had quite a few experiences that genuinely do count as paranormal, because there is absolutely no explanation for them in the physical or the mental realm. For example one time i was sleeping on my side, and I heard a loud whisper saying gibberish in my left ear, from inside the pillow, like there was a little person in it or something

Creepy AF dream. Whenever you feel suspicion of an attack refer to the above. Or call your guardian. Other causes could be some source of stress or too much energy intake.

 

[TheWhiteGiant]

Isn't it possible that it is sleep paralysis that causes these extremely dreadful dreams? If you sense that you cannot move and you try to, it intensifies. If you cannot move during the worst moments of it, it could possibly be sleep paralysis. That is not quite common, but it is not a paranormal experience. What you mentioned about that pillow seems like a case in point. If you think it is, you must resist moving and slowly reanimate your body, first your toes and fingers and so on.

No i dont think it was sleep paralysis. I have had those in the past and i know exactly what it feels like. This dream was either caused by too much stress that i had, or too much negative emotions, or maybe because i wasnt sleeping in a comfortable position.

But it did wake me up in the middle of the night, and i felt very very weird and hazy after it.

Honestly i dont doubt this could have been an attack or the result of an attack. Either way thanks for replying.

 

[TheWhiteGiant]

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Creepy AF dream. Whenever you feel suspicion of an attack refer to the above. Or call your guardian. Other causes could be some source of stress or too much energy intake.

Yes exactly, thank you. I will have to be more balanced from now on.

 

[Lightning_Puma]

I hope you are well brother!

I hope you can grow stronger from this!

Please take care!

HAIL SATAN!

 

[TheWhiteGiant]

You are going to have a million dreams in your life. Not all of them are always going to be perfectly comfortable or happy themed. You will get used to this and you won't be afraid anymore.

Its obviously not my first time having nightmares that are really bad. Im not an inexperienced child as you imply.

I wouldnt have mentioned it if I didnt think it had some possibility to be an enemy attack.

 

[GetScared]

I started to feel sick and confused since July, and I noticed that during this period there are more SS in this situation.

 

[TheWhiteGiant]

I started to feel sick and confused since July, and I noticed that during this period there are more SS in this situation.

Possibly an enemy attack wave?

They are annoying fuckers and they are relentless, let me tell you that.