Hello everyone, I know I often ask questions on here, I don't have much time to actually get on here and talk too much as I'm currently trying to learn on reading my astral chart and doing daily meditations. However I know that this question perhaps is a question more for the Gods, normally I do ask them before I ask anyone else, but I would like to know something, something that might be forbidden so to speak.
I've always had a strong connection with a particular person. I know that there was always something between us that drove me towards him, a compelling emotion, like as if I had to reach out and hold him. I do believe that we might be soul mates, though at this current time we are not together, we recently broke up but have maintained friendship. But my problem is this connection we have, I try to reach out to him, because I know I want things to fix up between us, I know my soul screams out while he isn't around or near me, and I've been doing many meditations lately and forcing these emotions away.
This isn't the thing that concerns me that most. Nor am I asking if we are indeed soul mates, I believe if we are then when the time is right I will know for myself. However this bond, this emotional connection had allowed me to feel how he feels, and it more than likely sounds insane I don't think I know anyone that has had any of these problems being able to feel how the other person feels. Either way this bond, this strong connection between Him and myself is getting distracting, in fact I find myself heartbroken for unknown reasons. We broke up at least 3 or 4 months ago and I've managed so well to push away all the pain and try to move on.
Getting to the point I want to know if there is any possible solution to ignoring this bond or if possible breaking it. That's why I don't know if its forbidden I mean if we are soul mates wouldn't it destroys us in a way if I broke the bond?
He understood a lot about me and accept who I was and what I do, most of his friends often talk to me about how fond he is of me, but I keep getting this heart aching feeling like I'm being negatively attacked. I've done an aura of protection, cleaned every inch of my soul and doing empowering meditations, I've banished any negative things within the house thanks to the Gods of Duat, but this feeling will not leave. In fact it's making me more of a mess then anything, so I'm left to question what are my options? I've purged myself to studying so often but I'm still having this problem, it's been like this for at least a few weeks now.
If there is any help, any advice I'm most humbly grateful and thankful for it, and may Father Satans blessings be upon you all.
Hail Father Satan!
Hail Eligos, God of Prophecy and War!
Hail the Gods of Duat!
Heil Hitler!
I've always had a strong connection with a particular person. I know that there was always something between us that drove me towards him, a compelling emotion, like as if I had to reach out and hold him. I do believe that we might be soul mates, though at this current time we are not together, we recently broke up but have maintained friendship. But my problem is this connection we have, I try to reach out to him, because I know I want things to fix up between us, I know my soul screams out while he isn't around or near me, and I've been doing many meditations lately and forcing these emotions away.
This isn't the thing that concerns me that most. Nor am I asking if we are indeed soul mates, I believe if we are then when the time is right I will know for myself. However this bond, this emotional connection had allowed me to feel how he feels, and it more than likely sounds insane I don't think I know anyone that has had any of these problems being able to feel how the other person feels. Either way this bond, this strong connection between Him and myself is getting distracting, in fact I find myself heartbroken for unknown reasons. We broke up at least 3 or 4 months ago and I've managed so well to push away all the pain and try to move on.
Getting to the point I want to know if there is any possible solution to ignoring this bond or if possible breaking it. That's why I don't know if its forbidden I mean if we are soul mates wouldn't it destroys us in a way if I broke the bond?
He understood a lot about me and accept who I was and what I do, most of his friends often talk to me about how fond he is of me, but I keep getting this heart aching feeling like I'm being negatively attacked. I've done an aura of protection, cleaned every inch of my soul and doing empowering meditations, I've banished any negative things within the house thanks to the Gods of Duat, but this feeling will not leave. In fact it's making me more of a mess then anything, so I'm left to question what are my options? I've purged myself to studying so often but I'm still having this problem, it's been like this for at least a few weeks now.
If there is any help, any advice I'm most humbly grateful and thankful for it, and may Father Satans blessings be upon you all.
Hail Father Satan!
Hail Eligos, God of Prophecy and War!
Hail the Gods of Duat!
Heil Hitler!