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Voice of Enki [JG]
Joy of Satan Guardian
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Today I finally managed to completely convice my mother of the rue benefits of meditation and the power behind it. She isn't open to hear the truth about Satan yet, but I had a long talk with her about meditation, astrology and the benefits of it, she was even open to the idea of the Magnum Opus, or the immortality and she said she is proud that I'm so busy with all this meditation.
She also said she's looking forward to seeing if I can succeed in actually becomming immortal, because the idea seems far fetched to her, but she started to believe in it after today.
My mother was brought up a xian, but she has never been religious and has recently become more satanic in her nature without even realizing it. One example I found really awesome is that she actually bought a pentagram neclace for herself and her sister as a birthday present, which was amazing in my opinion.
I feel Satan is helping me heal my family and get closer to my mother at the same time in a good and healthy way, which I'm very grateful for. I haven't had the best relationship with her and often had some tough times during my yought with her.. However everything is mending and she is getting closer to the Satanic truth gradually.
My grandmother, who is still alive because of Father Satan granting my request to help me heal her when she was on her deathbed a couple of months ago is a devout xian, but even she seems to question it all now in her old age.
I was with her when she was on her deathbed, nearly passing away from heart failure after having a very bad fall... She already 89 years old and very weak and is still suffering a lot as a result of her old age. At that time I tried healing her and it had worked, she miraculously recovered the next day, which I know is because Father Satan helped me. I'm eternally grateful to him, but not only that, my mother was so impressed by my emotions at that time she genuinly believes it was because of me that my grandmother survived and recovered that day.
She agreed that meditatiion has really good benefits and she believes in the healing meditations that I have shown her before. This Saturday I am going to see my grandma together with my mom, who is doing well now and has recovered tremendously these past months, but last sunday she had a bad fall again, though this time there was only superficial injury luckily...
I told my mother that I would like to perform a healing meditation on my grandma this saturday, she agreed that it's a good idea to try. I know Saturday is not a great time to do healing work, but I hope I can make something happen for my grandma, since I'll have quite some time together with her and I'll be able to inspect and work on her aura directly while I'm there.
I don't think my grandma has any chance to advance, but since I have the ability to do something about her suffering I want to try and atleast make sure she stays in good health and she stays protected while she is still alive.
I'm also eternally grateful to Father for saving her that day. Maybe it wasn't much for him, but for me it meant more than words can express and for my family it was a genuine miracle. My whole family is still flabbergasted and stunned by the fact she is alive and well after how close she came to passing.
Something I remembered when she was really weak that time on her deathbed is that she seemed very scared. I was sitting next to her and held her hands to my chest and in my mind I kept affirming that she is healed and that she is better and that she is protected, that the powers of hell are keeping her safe. I sat there for many hours and most of the time she was simply muttering inaudible things to herself, but sometimes she was very dazed and she was muttering things along the lines of "Go away, no, no, go away, no, I don't want to, go away".
I believe the enemy spirits tried to convince her to let go and die. She was fighting back, even though she had been a devout xian her whole life, she was fighting back against the angel thoughforms who tried to take her away and convince her to pass up her soul. That was a very emotional moment for me, to see her struggling to fight her way back and stay alive, but also very beautiful.
She also said she's looking forward to seeing if I can succeed in actually becomming immortal, because the idea seems far fetched to her, but she started to believe in it after today.
My mother was brought up a xian, but she has never been religious and has recently become more satanic in her nature without even realizing it. One example I found really awesome is that she actually bought a pentagram neclace for herself and her sister as a birthday present, which was amazing in my opinion.
I feel Satan is helping me heal my family and get closer to my mother at the same time in a good and healthy way, which I'm very grateful for. I haven't had the best relationship with her and often had some tough times during my yought with her.. However everything is mending and she is getting closer to the Satanic truth gradually.
My grandmother, who is still alive because of Father Satan granting my request to help me heal her when she was on her deathbed a couple of months ago is a devout xian, but even she seems to question it all now in her old age.
I was with her when she was on her deathbed, nearly passing away from heart failure after having a very bad fall... She already 89 years old and very weak and is still suffering a lot as a result of her old age. At that time I tried healing her and it had worked, she miraculously recovered the next day, which I know is because Father Satan helped me. I'm eternally grateful to him, but not only that, my mother was so impressed by my emotions at that time she genuinly believes it was because of me that my grandmother survived and recovered that day.
She agreed that meditatiion has really good benefits and she believes in the healing meditations that I have shown her before. This Saturday I am going to see my grandma together with my mom, who is doing well now and has recovered tremendously these past months, but last sunday she had a bad fall again, though this time there was only superficial injury luckily...
I told my mother that I would like to perform a healing meditation on my grandma this saturday, she agreed that it's a good idea to try. I know Saturday is not a great time to do healing work, but I hope I can make something happen for my grandma, since I'll have quite some time together with her and I'll be able to inspect and work on her aura directly while I'm there.
I don't think my grandma has any chance to advance, but since I have the ability to do something about her suffering I want to try and atleast make sure she stays in good health and she stays protected while she is still alive.
I'm also eternally grateful to Father for saving her that day. Maybe it wasn't much for him, but for me it meant more than words can express and for my family it was a genuine miracle. My whole family is still flabbergasted and stunned by the fact she is alive and well after how close she came to passing.
Something I remembered when she was really weak that time on her deathbed is that she seemed very scared. I was sitting next to her and held her hands to my chest and in my mind I kept affirming that she is healed and that she is better and that she is protected, that the powers of hell are keeping her safe. I sat there for many hours and most of the time she was simply muttering inaudible things to herself, but sometimes she was very dazed and she was muttering things along the lines of "Go away, no, no, go away, no, I don't want to, go away".
I believe the enemy spirits tried to convince her to let go and die. She was fighting back, even though she had been a devout xian her whole life, she was fighting back against the angel thoughforms who tried to take her away and convince her to pass up her soul. That was a very emotional moment for me, to see her struggling to fight her way back and stay alive, but also very beautiful.
