Ill start out by saying Ive been going through a lot in my life that most people wouldnt understand. I know ive had a great gift for a very long time. I just wanted everyone on here to know that none of this is bullshit. Father had come to me, and spoke to me. After being protected by my guardian and his companion... for about the 5th time... He appeared to me. I didn't really "see" him... what I saw was a white silhouette with a golden/orange/yellow bright aura.He spoke to me and told me that everything would be ok. That He is watching over me and wouldn't ever let anything bad happen to me. This was about 10 months ago. ive had many experiences in my life but its too much to explain here. Just today though something happened and I feel I need to tell whoever may listen about it. Every morning I take care of my 95 year old Busha (grandma in Polish) She is one of the most Catholic individuals ive ever met. SO I pull into her driveway and take my son, Drake, out of the car. Its a beautiful day. I looked up to the shy only to see, a very large, perfect, inverted cross, in what looked like the contrails airplanes make. Perfectly inverted from the way I was standing. Every Friday her lady friends come over and visit her. They all go to church every day. They are hardcore bible humping devout Catholics. They started talking about Obama, politics, etc. Then they started talking about some bishop that is having a big speech here around Chicago... He is actually "performing an exorcism" on eh day that the bill for legal marriage is going to be signed... because all of this happening is the "work of the devil" and how badly they want to go to this rally or whatever. I felt like He was trying to tell me something. I couldn't believe the ignorance of these women. How they're saying how horrible it is that this generation is going to grow up thinking its ok for men & men/ women & women to be together is ok. I personally cant wait til this old generation dies. What does it matter to them... you cant control who you love or who youre attracted to. I kept my mouth shut as much as I wanted to say something. They wont be here to see what happens in the new age, anyways. I was being shown how bad it really is... wanting us to be who we were meant to be. Its bullshit. Closed minded people both intrigue and piss me off at the same time. Looking at who I am, I cant even fathom me being like that. She also insulted me one day when I told her my sons name was Drake. She asked me how I came across it. I told her how I looked through books and everything to look for the perfect name that was unique but not weird... and I found Drake. I felt like it sounded strong and powerful. Only to later find out that it actually meant "Dragon." Shes says "Well I sure hope thats not what it means!" Uhm... ok. I had to use every part of my being to not say anything ignorant to her. What does it matter to you? I know who I am... I feel bad that you're about 80 and still a lost soul. Im 22 and I know more than most ever will about spirituality/ religion/ etc. I consider myself a very spiritual person... and Andras sure as Hell lets me know when I neglect that. He may be strict, sometimes ruthless, but his intentions are for good reason. But anyways, I can provide a lot of info from personal experience. If anyone is interested. Ive been through a lot that eventually led me to where I am today. A Spiritual Satanist. Only the strong can be...