Fucking ignorant, selfish, arrogant, losers!
This world somehow have recently make them all think they matter so fucking much.
At least when I was a teenager they knew their place. They still lived their life, but they knew the world didn't revolve around them. You could still have a conversation with them, interaction with them, but now, fuck it. They are so hyped on something, I don't know what is going on around in their minds.
I've had a few friends growing up before I dedicated. At least they knew the right things, they weren't perfect, some caved in to the bullshit, but this was minor issues, nothing big or of significance.
They all fell apart when I stopped hanging around them, for some strange reason, whenever I moved away or didn't hang out with them, they fell apart. Drugs, or what not.
Some still managed to keep themselves up, alone or with whomever they continued on with. But they are few.
As soon as I dedicated though everyone started treating me like shit. What the fuck!
The things I've gone through on a social basis is absolutely ridiculous!
If I wrote about what has happened, I don't know what you'd think. Sometimes an impossibility to socialize or having interactions. Sometimes they just start to insult and be rude towards me for no god damn reason at all. Then all of a sudden they start to get insulted for no fucking reason what so ever. It's absolutely insane.
I have a few friends who still treat me good. But I'm never much around them or interact with them. They even have Saturn in hard aspect to my chart ruler.
I have the fortune from time to time to meet someone who are able, at least in a minor way, to have an interaction and conversation.
This world somehow have recently make them all think they matter so fucking much.
At least when I was a teenager they knew their place. They still lived their life, but they knew the world didn't revolve around them. You could still have a conversation with them, interaction with them, but now, fuck it. They are so hyped on something, I don't know what is going on around in their minds.
I've had a few friends growing up before I dedicated. At least they knew the right things, they weren't perfect, some caved in to the bullshit, but this was minor issues, nothing big or of significance.
They all fell apart when I stopped hanging around them, for some strange reason, whenever I moved away or didn't hang out with them, they fell apart. Drugs, or what not.
Some still managed to keep themselves up, alone or with whomever they continued on with. But they are few.
As soon as I dedicated though everyone started treating me like shit. What the fuck!
The things I've gone through on a social basis is absolutely ridiculous!
If I wrote about what has happened, I don't know what you'd think. Sometimes an impossibility to socialize or having interactions. Sometimes they just start to insult and be rude towards me for no god damn reason at all. Then all of a sudden they start to get insulted for no fucking reason what so ever. It's absolutely insane.
I have a few friends who still treat me good. But I'm never much around them or interact with them. They even have Saturn in hard aspect to my chart ruler.
I have the fortune from time to time to meet someone who are able, at least in a minor way, to have an interaction and conversation.