I can't speak for you guys,but the enemy is working over time on us.Out of the small 13 thousand a year that I make to support my wife and I right now.And that by the way for you who don't live in the US,is poverty level,the enemy is trying to take part of that.Mean while on the gate I work at on my post,I am continually signing in kikes,that are driving brand new fucking cars everyday.And the worst thing is I have to smile at the fuckers,as part of my duty,when I can barely put food on the table for us.On top of all that,I had to take care of a fine I was given for a late registration for our mobile home.So I got home late last night and missed another day of Yoga and meditation.
But I did do something I am proud of though.Since I missed my morning meditation,and put it in my black book as"nothing done".I decided to add two more meditations to my program this morning.That is one way I feel that I can make it up to myself.From now on when I missed a day,I will add another meditation to my program.I am hoping that through doing this I will miss less days.I don't look at it as a punishment,but only a positive thing,out of a negative.And yes hoodedcobra,I guess I am complaining a bit,but not giving up either.I will be the warrior that Satan needs me to be no matter what,and I know I have many Gentile brothers and sisters that feel the same way.So we will keep on keeping on through this age of victory.And it will change for all of us,everyone hang on to that.Love you all!!!!!
But I did do something I am proud of though.Since I missed my morning meditation,and put it in my black book as"nothing done".I decided to add two more meditations to my program this morning.That is one way I feel that I can make it up to myself.From now on when I missed a day,I will add another meditation to my program.I am hoping that through doing this I will miss less days.I don't look at it as a punishment,but only a positive thing,out of a negative.And yes hoodedcobra,I guess I am complaining a bit,but not giving up either.I will be the warrior that Satan needs me to be no matter what,and I know I have many Gentile brothers and sisters that feel the same way.So we will keep on keeping on through this age of victory.And it will change for all of us,everyone hang on to that.Love you all!!!!!