I finally decided to see what a book written by others looked like and I finally understand what they're main force to scare people away it. I have barely made it to page 17 and already they have spoken numerous times about murder here murder there sacrifice this sacrifice that... before I joined Jos I really may have believed them, but just by reading posts by everyone here I know its nothing like the books. So even though I have never met any of you I am glad to know you all.