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HI,I HAVE BEEN A DEDICATED AND COMMITED SATANIST FOR MANY MONTHS,ALMOST A YEAR,AND STARTED MY SPIRITUAL WARFARE TRAINING A MONTH AGO,AFTER CORRECTING THINGS ON MY MEDITATION AND TECHNIQUE IN GENERAL,READIND A LOT ON THE JOS SITE AND HAVING FEED BACK FROM MEMBERS ON THIS GROUP.I TRY TO DO EVERYTHING IN MY TRAINING WITH PERFECTION,BUT I HAVE A PROBLEM AND I´M VERY FRUSTRATED:
I WAS DIAGNOSED WITH "SCHIZOPHRENIA" 12 YEARS AGO AND HAVE BEEN TAKING MEDICATIONS (ANTIPSYCHOTICS AND ANTI-DEPRESSIVES) SINCE THEN AND I HAD NO PROBLEMS BEING ACCEPTED IN THE E-GROUP,IN FACT SOMEONE RECOMMENDED ME TO DO VOID MEDITATIONS AND CUT OFF THE PILLS GRADUALLY(THAT WAS ON THE BLACK SUN 666 GROUP)WHICH I STARTED TO DO THEN,BUT NOW CHECKING THE WEB-PAGE OF THE JOS,IT SAYS THAT IF SOMEONE SUFFERS FROM A PSYCHYATRIC OR BRAIN INJURY CONDITION,SHOULD NOT DO MANY OF THE EXERCISES(SUCH AS THE CHAKRA OPENINGS AND MANY OTHERS).CHAKRA OPENINGS AS YOU KNOW,ARE BIG PART OF THE SECOND MONTH TRAINING.HONESTLY,I DON´T WANT TO ASK SOME FUCKING SHRINK HERE WERE I LIVE BECAUSE THEY DON´T KNOW A SHIT ABOUT TRUE SPIRITUALITY,AND I DECIDED NOT GOING TO SEE A PSYCHIATRIST ANYMORE,HERE I CAN GET MY MEDICATION WITHOUT PRESCRIPTION (BELIEVE IT OR NOT).SO,AS I TOLD YOU,I AM VERY FRUSTRATED AND PISSED OFF,BECAUSE NOW I FEEL MAYBE I CANNOT COMPLETE THE TRAINING PROPERLY,AND THEREFORE NOT BEING A VERY PROFICIENT SPIRITUAL WARRIOR.SO WHAT SHOULD I DO?I NEED SOME GUIDANCE HERE, I HOPE SOME HIGH PRIEST/PRIESTESS OR AN ADVANCED SATANIST COULD HELP ME HERE AND GIVE ME SOME ADVICE/GUIDANCE.THANK YOU.I REALLY NEED IT.
REGARDS
HAIL SATAN!!!
HAIL BELIAL!!!
HAIL HITLER!!!
HAIL HEINRICH HIMMLER!!!
I WAS DIAGNOSED WITH "SCHIZOPHRENIA" 12 YEARS AGO AND HAVE BEEN TAKING MEDICATIONS (ANTIPSYCHOTICS AND ANTI-DEPRESSIVES) SINCE THEN AND I HAD NO PROBLEMS BEING ACCEPTED IN THE E-GROUP,IN FACT SOMEONE RECOMMENDED ME TO DO VOID MEDITATIONS AND CUT OFF THE PILLS GRADUALLY(THAT WAS ON THE BLACK SUN 666 GROUP)WHICH I STARTED TO DO THEN,BUT NOW CHECKING THE WEB-PAGE OF THE JOS,IT SAYS THAT IF SOMEONE SUFFERS FROM A PSYCHYATRIC OR BRAIN INJURY CONDITION,SHOULD NOT DO MANY OF THE EXERCISES(SUCH AS THE CHAKRA OPENINGS AND MANY OTHERS).CHAKRA OPENINGS AS YOU KNOW,ARE BIG PART OF THE SECOND MONTH TRAINING.HONESTLY,I DON´T WANT TO ASK SOME FUCKING SHRINK HERE WERE I LIVE BECAUSE THEY DON´T KNOW A SHIT ABOUT TRUE SPIRITUALITY,AND I DECIDED NOT GOING TO SEE A PSYCHIATRIST ANYMORE,HERE I CAN GET MY MEDICATION WITHOUT PRESCRIPTION (BELIEVE IT OR NOT).SO,AS I TOLD YOU,I AM VERY FRUSTRATED AND PISSED OFF,BECAUSE NOW I FEEL MAYBE I CANNOT COMPLETE THE TRAINING PROPERLY,AND THEREFORE NOT BEING A VERY PROFICIENT SPIRITUAL WARRIOR.SO WHAT SHOULD I DO?I NEED SOME GUIDANCE HERE, I HOPE SOME HIGH PRIEST/PRIESTESS OR AN ADVANCED SATANIST COULD HELP ME HERE AND GIVE ME SOME ADVICE/GUIDANCE.THANK YOU.I REALLY NEED IT.
REGARDS
HAIL SATAN!!!
HAIL BELIAL!!!
HAIL HITLER!!!
HAIL HEINRICH HIMMLER!!!
