Satan accepted me?, am I Jewish?

[richardal97]

I always had many health problems, part of my childhood was in a hospital, I always prayed to Jehovah for having grown up in a family of witnesses, I suffered many injustices, physical and emotional abuse, for these reasons I wanted to free myself, I started to pray for Satan and I discovered the joy of satan at the age of 16, the information shocked me a lot, I distanced myself and renounced the god jehovah and his trinity, later I made a pact with Satan, physical health problems that I had some disappeared, but I became introverted, I didn't finish high school, I was diagnosed with mental problems that interfere with that, today I don't leave the house, I don't have friends, I tried suicide several times and it didn't work, until today I don't know if Satan accepted my pact or not, I wonder if I'm from enemy? Are there people who are Jewish? Why did I lose myself even more in life, following the one I love which is Satan? When I made the pact, I did it with a lot of dedication, because for me it represents freedom, which is what I wanted for myself, over the years my life has gotten a lot worse, I just feel like going to sleep and not waking up anymore, I'm afraid of going back to another side (Jewish egregor) and losing someone of the few who still love me and that I depend on them to live, also fear of making things even worse, there are people close to me who don't want my good, who have tried to make me bad, but after that I went over to Satan's side, this person kept his distance, as if something was blocking him. I never had confirmation of the accepted pact, I'm afraid of leaving Satan's side and making a mistake, I wouldn't be doing it naturally, since Satan is the side I chose, more from what I see happening, maybe it's not the side that chose me.

 

[Jrvan]

You're only tormenting yourself by dwelling on this. If you read your own post, it becomes obvious that the enemy wants you to pull yourself away from Satan so that you are defenseless and they can get to you.

Ask yourself this: as you are now, if you were convinced by the enemy that you are not of Satan, would you turn actively against Satan and start going to synagogue?

Those aligned with the enemy will naturally leave your life as you remove yourself from their side. The loneliness and isolation won't be forever, and you can invite better people into your life as you grow. Your health has already improved as you said, yes? That would not happen for jews. Jews are spiritually afflicted with disease by Satan's will, and it doesn't go away. Your life will continue to improve if you stay alive and advance your soul.

It's okay, and it's going to get better. Stay strong, and trust in Father Satan.

 

[BrightSpace666]

I always had many health problems, part of my childhood was in a hospital, I always prayed to Jehovah for having grown up in a family of witnesses, I suffered many injustices, physical and emotional abuse, for these reasons I wanted to free myself, I started to pray for Satan and I discovered the joy of satan at the age of 16, the information shocked me a lot, I distanced myself and renounced the god jehovah and his trinity, later I made a pact with Satan, physical health problems that I had some disappeared, but I became introverted, I didn't finish high school, I was diagnosed with mental problems that interfere with that, today I don't leave the house, I don't have friends, I tried suicide several times and it didn't work, until today I don't know if Satan accepted my pact or not, I wonder if I'm from enemy? Are there people who are Jewish? Why did I lose myself even more in life, following the one I love which is Satan? When I made the pact, I did it with a lot of dedication, because for me it represents freedom, which is what I wanted for myself, over the years my life has gotten a lot worse, I just feel like going to sleep and not waking up anymore, I'm afraid of going back to another side (Jewish egregor) and losing someone of the few who still love me and that I depend on them to live, also fear of making things even worse, there are people close to me who don't want my good, who have tried to make me bad, but after that I went over to Satan's side, this person kept his distance, as if something was blocking him. I never had confirmation of the accepted pact, I'm afraid of leaving Satan's side and making a mistake, I wouldn't be doing it naturally, since Satan is the side I chose, more from what I see happening, maybe it's not the side that chose me.

The jews would not do the Initiation Ritual, because the energy would do them monumental harm, and they wouldn't know, because they don't belong. If you did the Initiation Ritual and felt fine or at home afterwards, don't worry.

This "am I jewish?" is a common misconception in the minds of Pagans, and I've had it several times. Don't give in to it, always look at the facts, not your thoughts. The next time the question "Am I jewish?" comes up, just think of the Initiation Ritual and you'll realize that's where you belong.

This is also my message to the New Members in Satan's Side - Get those "Am I jewish?" thoughts out of your head. Think of the Gods and Satan or the Initiation Ritual that you have done. CONSIDER FACTS AND DEEDS, NOT CHAOTIC THOUGHTS.

 

[xlnt]

Sounds to me like you rely too much on Satan or being part of some organization for your wellbeing,
rather than practicing meditation, asanas, RTRs, opening chakras and so on. That is what has helped me more than anything.
No God is going to "fix" your problems, but Satan shows us how we can heal ourselves, so I suggest you start doing so.

Good thing that these bad people abandoned you anyways. No company is better than bad company.

 

[NinRick]

I always had many health problems, part of my childhood was in a hospital, I always prayed to Jehovah for having grown up in a family of witnesses, I suffered many injustices, physical and emotional abuse, for these reasons I wanted to free myself, I started to pray for Satan and I discovered the joy of satan at the age of 16, the information shocked me a lot, I distanced myself and renounced the god jehovah and his trinity, later I made a pact with Satan, physical health problems that I had some disappeared, but I became introverted, I didn't finish high school, I was diagnosed with mental problems that interfere with that, today I don't leave the house, I don't have friends, I tried suicide several times and it didn't work, until today I don't know if Satan accepted my pact or not, I wonder if I'm from enemy? Are there people who are Jewish? Why did I lose myself even more in life, following the one I love which is Satan? When I made the pact, I did it with a lot of dedication, because for me it represents freedom, which is what I wanted for myself, over the years my life has gotten a lot worse, I just feel like going to sleep and not waking up anymore, I'm afraid of going back to another side (Jewish egregor) and losing someone of the few who still love me and that I depend on them to live, also fear of making things even worse, there are people close to me who don't want my good, who have tried to make me bad, but after that I went over to Satan's side, this person kept his distance, as if something was blocking him. I never had confirmation of the accepted pact, I'm afraid of leaving Satan's side and making a mistake, I wouldn't be doing it naturally, since Satan is the side I chose, more from what I see happening, maybe it's not the side that chose me.

The jews would not do the Initiation Ritual, because the energy would do them monumental harm, and they wouldn't know, because they don't belong. If you did the Initiation Ritual and felt fine or at home afterwards, don't worry.

This "am I jewish?" is a common misconception in the minds of Pagans, and I've had it several times. Don't give in to it, always look at the facts, not your thoughts. The next time the question "Am I jewish?" comes up, just think of the Initiation Ritual and you'll realize that's where you belong.

This is also my message to the New Members in Satan's Side - Get those "Am I jewish?" thoughts out of your head. Think of the Gods and Satan or the Initiation Ritual that you have done. CONSIDER FACTS AND DEEDS, NOT CHAOTIC THOUGHTS.

I know irl jews that did the dedication ritual.

 

[richardal97]

Thank you very much for your words, I am reading the messages and contents of the site several times. Thank you for answering and making me think, you represent Satan and his legion they rewarded you.

 

[BrightSpace666]

I always had many health problems, part of my childhood was in a hospital, I always prayed to Jehovah for having grown up in a family of witnesses, I suffered many injustices, physical and emotional abuse, for these reasons I wanted to free myself, I started to pray for Satan and I discovered the joy of satan at the age of 16, the information shocked me a lot, I distanced myself and renounced the god jehovah and his trinity, later I made a pact with Satan, physical health problems that I had some disappeared, but I became introverted, I didn't finish high school, I was diagnosed with mental problems that interfere with that, today I don't leave the house, I don't have friends, I tried suicide several times and it didn't work, until today I don't know if Satan accepted my pact or not, I wonder if I'm from enemy? Are there people who are Jewish? Why did I lose myself even more in life, following the one I love which is Satan? When I made the pact, I did it with a lot of dedication, because for me it represents freedom, which is what I wanted for myself, over the years my life has gotten a lot worse, I just feel like going to sleep and not waking up anymore, I'm afraid of going back to another side (Jewish egregor) and losing someone of the few who still love me and that I depend on them to live, also fear of making things even worse, there are people close to me who don't want my good, who have tried to make me bad, but after that I went over to Satan's side, this person kept his distance, as if something was blocking him. I never had confirmation of the accepted pact, I'm afraid of leaving Satan's side and making a mistake, I wouldn't be doing it naturally, since Satan is the side I chose, more from what I see happening, maybe it's not the side that chose me.

The jews would not do the Initiation Ritual, because the energy would do them monumental harm, and they wouldn't know, because they don't belong. If you did the Initiation Ritual and felt fine or at home afterwards, don't worry.

This "am I jewish?" is a common misconception in the minds of Pagans, and I've had it several times. Don't give in to it, always look at the facts, not your thoughts. The next time the question "Am I jewish?" comes up, just think of the Initiation Ritual and you'll realize that's where you belong.

This is also my message to the New Members in Satan's Side - Get those "Am I jewish?" thoughts out of your head. Think of the Gods and Satan or the Initiation Ritual that you have done. CONSIDER FACTS AND DEEDS, NOT CHAOTIC THOUGHTS.

I know irl jews that did the dedication ritual.

I'm sorry, but for me this is unbelievable. But if, for some reason, the slightest chance of that happening, the Satanic Energy would destroy the existence of these bastards.

 

[richardal97]

I forgot to say, I didn't catch the covid virus in the pandemic, I didn't contract the virus and family members who live in my house didn't contract it either. I've been through dark streets at night once calling for Satan, nothing bad happened to me. Maybe if I had called for Jesus, this would not have happened, as I saw during the pandemic, people who believed in Jesus prayed to him, some who even see him as a being without prejudice, without dogmas, worship him without the dogmas of the bible, these had covid, they almost died and some died, I even noticed that most who died coincidence? they were all connected with the Nazarene. I don't want to sound arrogant by saying this, but I can't be blind because that's what I saw happen. or anything like that, I would never do something to defame Satan, he represents freedom to me and only good things, and if I had to go the other way, I would worship for myself, I would never go to one of those churches that only profit by what they do people being afraid of Satan, once I opened my eyes I will not allow the mind control that these churches exert over their faithful, on me? Never...

 

[NinRick]

The jews would not do the Initiation Ritual, because the energy would do them monumental harm, and they wouldn't know, because they don't belong. If you did the Initiation Ritual and felt fine or at home afterwards, don't worry.

This "am I jewish?" is a common misconception in the minds of Pagans, and I've had it several times. Don't give in to it, always look at the facts, not your thoughts. The next time the question "Am I jewish?" comes up, just think of the Initiation Ritual and you'll realize that's where you belong.

This is also my message to the New Members in Satan's Side - Get those "Am I jewish?" thoughts out of your head. Think of the Gods and Satan or the Initiation Ritual that you have done. CONSIDER FACTS AND DEEDS, NOT CHAOTIC THOUGHTS.

I know irl jews that did the dedication ritual.

I'm sorry, but for me this is unbelievable. But if, for some reason, the slightest chance of that happening, the Satanic Energy would destroy the existence of these bastards.

They are still alive and breathing tho.
It just has Zero Meaning.
Ofc they can prick their fingers and do everything else, but it is important what is in the heart.
Everything else is not important.
So if a Kike does this, this is meaningless.

When I considered dedicating, Father and the Demons gave me many signs, prophetic dreams, visited me, engulved me in light, and I even saw an object moving in response of my thought.
When I performed the ritual tho, I didn't feel anything "spiritual" I just felt a sense of inner strength.

When my sister performed the ritual tho, I was sitting 2m behind her, I definetly felt an energy rush when she did it also in my Aura.

I was fanatacially pushing Satanism onto everyone I knew. Only later on I was able to detect jews, and most people were part jews. As it seems, I attract them af.

Long story short, it is not true that jews can not "perform" the Ritual, they can, but this is meaningless and Satan does not accept them. The only thing I noticed with Kikes is, when they dedicate, they lose interest in Spirituality and Meditations, and stop doing them altogether. No advancements are made in the long run.

The only way one can truly say that they are a Satanist is, that they actually advance, notice the positive impact of Father Satan and the Demons in ones life and nature, and actually growing close to them and learn through them and grow as a person.

People also say that Jews can not perform the RTR, bc it will destroy them. I highly doubt that as well. If anything, the enemy attacks you for doing this, I doubt this will melt the kikes if they do this. (I also know a part-kike who did RTRs for a while, nothing happend to them.)
Only bc you destroy their weapons, doesn't mean you destroy their souls. Karma will do this once we rip off their shields and weapons.

Everything I say, is just my own oppionon based on my own experience and things I observed irl.

 

[NinRick]

I forgot to say, I didn't catch the covid virus in the pandemic, I didn't contract the virus and family members who live in my house didn't contract it either. I've been through dark streets at night once calling for Satan, nothing bad happened to me. Maybe if I had called for Jesus, this would not have happened, as I saw during the pandemic, people who believed in Jesus prayed to him, some who even see him as a being without prejudice, without dogmas, worship him without the dogmas of the bible, these had covid, they almost died and some died, I even noticed that most who died coincidence? they were all connected with the Nazarene. I don't want to sound arrogant by saying this, but I can't be blind because that's what I saw happen. or anything like that, I would never do something to defame Satan, he represents freedom to me and only good things, and if I had to go the other way, I would worship for myself, I would never go to one of those churches that only profit by what they do people being afraid of Satan, once I opened my eyes I will not allow the mind control that these churches exert over their faithful, on me? Never...

That you still feel such a strong pull towards Satan and aspirtation to grow for Satan is a very good sign.
You should work on yourself and try to advance, as this is why we all came to Satan, to manifest what Satan envisions for us Humans. Elevate Humanity, and start with yourself.

Good luck.

 

[NinRick]

The only Rule I have is following:
If Satanism impacts your life in a very noticable and positive way, rest assured, you are 100% of Satan.
Advancement is equal to this, as this is already the above.