hailourtruegod said:
Regarding The Returning Curses, a couple months ago I switched it up for myself. I was having trouble relaxing and focusing the ball of light "scanning" down my soul especially when visualizing the gunk coming off. It's hard to explain but it started making me uncomfortable losing focus and then feeling like the gunk was sticking to that spot because I lost focus. It sounds silly now writing it :s but what I have been doing is engulfing my aura and chakras in white gold light while I vibrate RAUM a number of times into them and then I say the affirmations the link to the Returning Curses has. Is it ok that I've been doing this and keep doing this way until I can do it the way it was I itoally instructed?
HP Maxine innovates on these things with experience, and she recommends but does not enforce these methods.
They work, but if they don't feel right for you, then don't stick to them if you just feel worse.
What you're doing to cleans is just as good until you decide you don't feel the effects as powerful as before.