So, a few months ago I was meditating deep. I have procced to a point where when I fall asleep my mind continues the process of the meditation on its own. So, there was a night where while I was meditating I saw a huge white rhombus to the place I was sleeping feeling it was drawing me and it like producing air. I was feeling strong by it,I was feeling my kundalini strongly behind my neck.Everytime, I was feared and I was feeling that this thing could make me proceed ( I don't know how) but I was simultaneously watching a dream with my parents (they used to abuse me and also tried to kill me 3 times). So the dream was about them attacking me and I could not reach that rhombus process. Does anyone know what does this mean ? It was like a portal I think