Returning curses - visualize

[Lucifigus]

When I visualize sun above my head and when I move sun down through my body do i need to visualize my soul and aura in white energy or visualize in black?

 

[Alexandros Iowno [JG]]

Black is darkness, you want light upon and from your soul. The background does not matter since you focus exclusively of yourself and on yourself, so at all times, blinding light.

 

[Matt.TheEnvoyOfSol]

Visualizing the aura can get in the way sometimes, just focus on the light body if you have difficulty with both.

The only black you should be visualizing is the dirt being pushed down and building until fully pushed out of the light body but it’s secondary to visualizing the soul getting brighter with each cycle as the Orb passes through the light body.

 

[Gearshift]

So it's bad that I visualize my soul as black.

Whenever I clean or do something with my soul. I notice either it's white, bright or I visualize it in black.

For example I notice if I pay attention to my chakras black background with the color of the chakra. If I do the opposite white background the white washes out the colors.

In other words I don't know if I'm trying to visualize directly 100% as much as possible. Or my quirkiness of my mind visualizes like that to make it easier to clean.

So I should be visualizing my soul as brilliant as possible? I've recalled one member saying visualizing your soul black is turning it off.

Am I turning off my soul?

 

[Matt.TheEnvoyOfSol]

So it's bad that I visualize my soul as black.

Whenever I clean or do something with my soul. I notice either it's white, bright or I visualize it in black.

For example I notice if I pay attention to my chakras black background with the color of the chakra. If I do the opposite white background the white washes out the colors.

In other words I don't know if I'm trying to visualize directly 100% as much as possible. Or my quirkiness of my mind visualizes like that to make it easier to clean.

So I should be visualizing my soul as brilliant as possible? I've recalled one member saying visualizing your soul black is turning it off.

Am I turning off my soul?

Interesting Idea, now that you mention it…

I don’t think it’s necessarily bad it’s more about intent. I think it’s of similar nature to the Blue sky more or less
Whereas you don’t see beyond it. I don’t think it’s turning of the soul but it’s not past a certain “layer” if that makes sense.

 

[Blitzkreig [JG]]

So it's bad that I visualize my soul as black.

Whenever I clean or do something with my soul. I notice either it's white, bright or I visualize it in black.

For example I notice if I pay attention to my chakras black background with the color of the chakra. If I do the opposite white background the white washes out the colors.

In other words I don't know if I'm trying to visualize directly 100% as much as possible. Or my quirkiness of my mind visualizes like that to make it easier to clean.

So I should be visualizing my soul as brilliant as possible? I've recalled one member saying visualizing your soul black is turning it off.

Am I turning off my soul?

Visualizing a black background for the purpose of cleaning is much different than intending or willing black energy into the soul, especially where such energy is acting destructively. The same goes for whether you believe you are turning your soul off or not; each of these should be checked and regulated by a positive mindset and will.

That does not mean to avoid the reality of the soul, or avoid the benefits of amplifying the light within the soul through your visualizations, but it also doesn't mean that using a black background for simple visualization is literally turning your soul off.

 

[Lucifigus]

Visualizing the aura can get in the way sometimes, just focus on the light body if you have difficulty with both.

The only black you should be visualizing is the dirt being pushed down and building until fully pushed out of the light body but it’s secondary to visualizing the soul getting brighter with each cycle as the Orb passes through the light body.

I have some problems with Returning curses. I have been doing this for few days, today it was very hard for me to visualize my light body and sun. I needed 20min for to clean 3x. When I push down the sun, it is very hard to push it down. What am I doing wrong? I want to do Returning curses as much as possible, but I do it only 1x in a day. Btw, i use only white light to clean, white-gold feels negative to me. Please can you help me, I really need to remove this curses on me.

 

[Matt.TheEnvoyOfSol]

Visualizing the aura can get in the way sometimes, just focus on the light body if you have difficulty with both.

The only black you should be visualizing is the dirt being pushed down and building until fully pushed out of the light body but it’s secondary to visualizing the soul getting brighter with each cycle as the Orb passes through the light body.

I have some problems with Returning curses. I have been doing this for few days, today it was very hard for me to visualize my light body and sun. I needed 20min for to clean 3x. When I push down the sun, it is very hard to push it down. What am I doing wrong? I want to do Returning curses as much as possible, but I do it only 1x in a day. Btw, i use only white light to clean, white-gold feels negative to me. Please can you help me, I really need to remove this curses on me.

Okay, so if you’ve only just started doing returning curses It can feel rather difficult in the beginning I would say 20 minutes is fine it’s about practice there is a lot of dirt that builds of the years.

Secondly it’s important to use white gold light perhaps it’s just a particular shade that your body doesn’t like in the beginning I preferred more of a goldish ball like a setting sun. One thing I forgot to include in my guide is that the Sun also very important in this meditation. It makes all the difference you can also use this to help visualize the white gold energy, obviously just peek at it, don’t look too long.

It could also be a Case of stretching your focus too thin, the light body (on a surface layer) fills your physical body so you don’t necessarily have to hard focus on your light body, feel the Sun descending through the body it will affect the soul. Just try focusing on the ball of Light and the dirt building and being pushed down.
the feeling of cleanliness and brightness above should follow use your breathing as a way to keep relaxed, and when you are pushing the Sun picture as if your pushing the surface of a pool of water. (Little to no resistance)

Mood can play a factor if you think of something that makes you happy you may have an easier time. also if I feel it sticking to much I like to visualize solar energy collecting once more above my head and rolling downwards until it reaches the original ball of light and
Continues the momentum with it.

Lastly this meditation is tricky it’s about practice and finding a method that works for you as well. Let me know if this helps.

 

[Lucifigus]

Visualizing the aura can get in the way sometimes, just focus on the light body if you have difficulty with both.

The only black you should be visualizing is the dirt being pushed down and building until fully pushed out of the light body but it’s secondary to visualizing the soul getting brighter with each cycle as the Orb passes through the light body.

I have some problems with Returning curses. I have been doing this for few days, today it was very hard for me to visualize my light body and sun. I needed 20min for to clean 3x. When I push down the sun, it is very hard to push it down. What am I doing wrong? I want to do Returning curses as much as possible, but I do it only 1x in a day. Btw, i use only white light to clean, white-gold feels negative to me. Please can you help me, I really need to remove this curses on me.

Okay, so if you’ve only just started doing returning curses It can feel rather difficult in the beginning I would say 20 minutes is fine it’s about practice there is a lot of dirt that builds of the years.

Secondly it’s important to use white gold light perhaps it’s just a particular shade that your body doesn’t like in the beginning I preferred more of a goldish ball like a setting sun. One thing I forgot to include in my guide is that the Sun also very important in this meditation. It makes all the difference you can also use this to help visualize the white gold energy, obviously just peek at it, don’t look too long.

It could also be a Case of stretching your focus too thin, the light body (on a surface layer) fills your physical body so you don’t necessarily have to hard focus on your light body, feel the Sun descending through the body it will affect the soul. Just try focusing on the ball of Light and the dirt building and being pushed down.
the feeling of cleanliness and brightness above should follow use your breathing as a way to keep relaxed, and when you are pushing the Sun picture as if your pushing the surface of a pool of water. (Little to no resistance)

Mood can play a factor if you think of something that makes you happy you may have an easier time. also if I feel it sticking to much I like to visualize solar energy collecting once more above my head and rolling downwards until it reaches the original ball of light and
Continues the momentum with it.

Lastly this meditation is tricky it’s about practice and finding a method that works for you as well. Let me know if this helps.

Thanks, I will tell you. I do returning curses in the evening when im alone, but through a day im not alone, so does it work to say a prayer in my mind, or do I need to say it loud? Also does it work to say only in my mind, for example: Satan, please send me a Demon to help me? Or do I always to read all the prayer? Im so grateful fot your help, few days ago I found out that curses were pulling me down, that is why I really need to remove curses.

 

[Matt.TheEnvoyOfSol]

I have some problems with Returning curses. I have been doing this for few days, today it was very hard for me to visualize my light body and sun. I needed 20min for to clean 3x. When I push down the sun, it is very hard to push it down. What am I doing wrong? I want to do Returning curses as much as possible, but I do it only 1x in a day. Btw, i use only white light to clean, white-gold feels negative to me. Please can you help me, I really need to remove this curses on me.

Okay, so if you’ve only just started doing returning curses It can feel rather difficult in the beginning I would say 20 minutes is fine it’s about practice there is a lot of dirt that builds of the years.

Secondly it’s important to use white gold light perhaps it’s just a particular shade that your body doesn’t like in the beginning I preferred more of a goldish ball like a setting sun. One thing I forgot to include in my guide is that the Sun also very important in this meditation. It makes all the difference you can also use this to help visualize the white gold energy, obviously just peek at it, don’t look too long.

It could also be a Case of stretching your focus too thin, the light body (on a surface layer) fills your physical body so you don’t necessarily have to hard focus on your light body, feel the Sun descending through the body it will affect the soul. Just try focusing on the ball of Light and the dirt building and being pushed down.
the feeling of cleanliness and brightness above should follow use your breathing as a way to keep relaxed, and when you are pushing the Sun picture as if your pushing the surface of a pool of water. (Little to no resistance)

Mood can play a factor if you think of something that makes you happy you may have an easier time. also if I feel it sticking to much I like to visualize solar energy collecting once more above my head and rolling downwards until it reaches the original ball of light and
Continues the momentum with it.

Lastly this meditation is tricky it’s about practice and finding a method that works for you as well. Let me know if this helps.

Thanks, I will tell you. I do returning curses in the evening when im alone, but through a day im not alone, so does it work to say a prayer in my mind, or do I need to say it loud? Also does it work to say only in my mind, for example: Satan, please send me a Demon to help me? Or do I always to read all the prayer? Im so grateful fot your help, few days ago I found out that curses were pulling me down, that is why I really need to remove curses.

Yes you can say it in your mind, as far as I understand the only time you must say the words out loud is the highlighted and quoted portions of the Gods Power rituals.You can omit that part of the prayer if your confident that you can return the curses on your own.

Also you may want to look into this thread
https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?p=255935#p255935
vvv-eee-sss-uu-Dh-heee
is the pronunciation

You can use this mantra and exercise for a week Saturday to Friday or 28 days for full lunar cycle Aquarius moon is most effective but cancer works fine too.

Also something that wasn’t super obvious to me is that. You can do all the cleanings you want but if you don’t couple it with Proper protection the dirt will re accumulate on the soul. Even just a few more breaths of basic AOP is definitely worth it.

 

[Lucifigus]

Okay, so if you’ve only just started doing returning curses It can feel rather difficult in the beginning I would say 20 minutes is fine it’s about practice there is a lot of dirt that builds of the years.

Secondly it’s important to use white gold light perhaps it’s just a particular shade that your body doesn’t like in the beginning I preferred more of a goldish ball like a setting sun. One thing I forgot to include in my guide is that the Sun also very important in this meditation. It makes all the difference you can also use this to help visualize the white gold energy, obviously just peek at it, don’t look too long.

It could also be a Case of stretching your focus too thin, the light body (on a surface layer) fills your physical body so you don’t necessarily have to hard focus on your light body, feel the Sun descending through the body it will affect the soul. Just try focusing on the ball of Light and the dirt building and being pushed down.
the feeling of cleanliness and brightness above should follow use your breathing as a way to keep relaxed, and when you are pushing the Sun picture as if your pushing the surface of a pool of water. (Little to no resistance)

Mood can play a factor if you think of something that makes you happy you may have an easier time. also if I feel it sticking to much I like to visualize solar energy collecting once more above my head and rolling downwards until it reaches the original ball of light and
Continues the momentum with it.

Lastly this meditation is tricky it’s about practice and finding a method that works for you as well. Let me know if this helps.

Thanks, I will tell you. I do returning curses in the evening when im alone, but through a day im not alone, so does it work to say a prayer in my mind, or do I need to say it loud? Also does it work to say only in my mind, for example: Satan, please send me a Demon to help me? Or do I always to read all the prayer? Im so grateful fot your help, few days ago I found out that curses were pulling me down, that is why I really need to remove curses.

Yes you can say it in your mind, as far as I understand the only time you must say the words out loud is the highlighted and quoted portions of the Gods Power rituals.You can omit that part of the prayer if your confident that you can return the curses on your own.

Also you may want to look into this thread
https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?p=255935#p255935
vvv-eee-sss-uu-Dh-heee
is the pronunciation

You can use this mantra and exercise for a week Saturday to Friday or 28 days for full lunar cycle Aquarius moon is most effective but cancer works fine too.

Also something that wasn’t super obvious to me is that. You can do all the cleanings you want but if you don’t couple it with Proper protection the dirt will re accumulate on the soul. Even just a few more breaths of basic AOP is definitely worth it.

Is something wrong, if i do only part 1 through the day? I would do both parts in the evening when im alone

 

[Matt.TheEnvoyOfSol]

Thanks, I will tell you. I do returning curses in the evening when im alone, but through a day im not alone, so does it work to say a prayer in my mind, or do I need to say it loud? Also does it work to say only in my mind, for example: Satan, please send me a Demon to help me? Or do I always to read all the prayer? Im so grateful fot your help, few days ago I found out that curses were pulling me down, that is why I really need to remove curses.

Yes you can say it in your mind, as far as I understand the only time you must say the words out loud is the highlighted and quoted portions of the Gods Power rituals.You can omit that part of the prayer if your confident that you can return the curses on your own.

Also you may want to look into this thread
https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?p=255935#p255935
vvv-eee-sss-uu-Dh-heee
is the pronunciation

You can use this mantra and exercise for a week Saturday to Friday or 28 days for full lunar cycle Aquarius moon is most effective but cancer works fine too.

Also something that wasn’t super obvious to me is that. You can do all the cleanings you want but if you don’t couple it with Proper protection the dirt will re accumulate on the soul. Even just a few more breaths of basic AOP is definitely worth it.

Is something wrong, if i do only part 1 through the day? I would do both parts in the evening when im alone

Yeah that’s fine but, do it in a somewhat isolated area from people and always close your chakras afterwards and do a tiny amount of AOP.