Really-really confused... ._. Please help me? Y_Y

[i_rule_hy]

Ok,so the first thing that made me kinda mad is about Enlil raping a
woman.

But I thought of it again and again..
On the one hand I say "This is SICK!Rape,pedophilia and abuse of
animals or of women or of children is the things I prefer dying than
listening about them!".

But then on the other hand I'm still thinking about it,because Enlil
(Beelzebub,right?)is Satan's BROTHER.
So,how am I supposed to feel that Satan's brother is a bad being?

I don't wanna think about him like that.
But,on the other hand I read that Enlil was the one who created the
deluge.
But on the OTHER HAND,I have read that anyone who wants to hurt a
Satanist is "punished" by the wrath of Beelzebub...

Ok,so am I the one so confused or does Beelzebub kinda..I don't know..

I don't want to say "He hates us" or "is a bad being" and I don't know
if it would be better to say "He is a good being" or "He loves us"
because he raped a woman (even though she wasn't human,it doesn't
really matter,a rape is a rape) and he also created the deluge.. ._.

Can someone PLEASE help me on what to think about him?

Because,I mean common,he is Satan's brother!
I don't want to think negative of Satan's brother but I don't even
wanna love a bad being.
But..is he really bad? -.-

Ok,I'm messed up.

Please guys help me and HP Maxine,if you could help me too I would be
really grateful.

By the way,today is Satan's personal day and I can't do the Standard
Ritual! Dx

I did it yesterday before reading all these things about Beelzebub.
I don't wanna do the Standard Ritual because I don't wanna do it like
a chore.
If I believe of Satan's own brother as "bad",then I believe this is
really insulting to Satan and he may be mad at me (and I don't blame
him AT ALL),so I don't know what to do and believe.... Y_Y

Please help me guys..

 

[Alex Arkanskatan]

<td val[/IMG]I kind of regret linking the Lost Book of Enki to you now... Everyone makes mistakes, when you live for 10 000 years + you'll make more mistakes, bigger mistakes. I'm not trying to justify his actions or say that he accidentally raped his sister. Look at the good things he did instead of the bad thigns he did.  Wow, that advice sucks... Oh why did I link it?   Hail Enki.   ///Alex Arkanskatan

--- On Wed, 12/24/08, i_rule_hy <i_rule_hy@... wrote:

From: i_rule_hy <i_rule_hy@...
Subject: [Teens4Satan] Really-really confused... ._. Please help me? Y_Y
To: [email protected]
Date: Wednesday, December 24, 2008, 12:29 PM

Ok,so the first thing that made me kinda mad is about Enlil raping a
woman.

But I thought of it again and again..
On the one hand I say "This is SICK!Rape,pedophili a and abuse of
animals or of women or of children is the things I prefer dying than
listening about them!".

But then on the other hand I'm still thinking about it,because Enlil
(Beelzebub,right? )is Satan's BROTHER.
So,how am I supposed to feel that Satan's brother is a bad being?

I don't wanna think about him like that.
But,on the other hand I read that Enlil was the one who created the
deluge.
But on the OTHER HAND,I have read that anyone who wants to hurt a
Satanist is "punished" by the wrath of Beelzebub...

Ok,so am I the one so confused or does Beelzebub kinda..I don't know..

I don't want to say "He hates us" or "is a bad being" and I don't know
if it would be better to say "He is a good being" or "He loves us"
because he raped a woman (even though she wasn't human,it doesn't
really matter,a rape is a rape) and he also created the deluge.. ._.

Can someone PLEASE help me on what to think about him?

Because,I mean common,he is Satan's brother!
I don't want to think negative of Satan's brother but I don't even
wanna love a bad being.
But..is he really bad? -.-

Ok,I'm messed up.

Please guys help me and HP Maxine,if you could help me too I would be
really grateful.

By the way,today is Satan's personal day and I can't do the Standard
Ritual! Dx

I did it yesterday before reading all these things about Beelzebub.
I don't wanna do the Standard Ritual because I don't wanna do it like
a chore.
If I believe of Satan's own brother as "bad",then I believe this is
really insulting to Satan and he may be mad at me (and I don't blame
him AT ALL),so I don't know what to do and believe.... Y_Y

Please help me guys..

[/TD]

 

[husseinalbarak]

The Deluge was for the good of man. "Rape" is metaphorical for something.

 

[i_rule_hy]

lol.. xDDD

No-no-no,do not regret it AT ALL.

Because now I know that Gods are not "perfect" or like the Xtian books
say about "jesus" "good".

Someone had sent me a private email (I don't remember who.. -.-)and
told me that the problem is that I'm thinking in xian terms of "good"
and "evil".
And he also told me that a person that does sometimes some "bad"
things isn't necessary an "evil" person.

I thought of the whole thing again and again.

I REALLY appreciate the fact that you sent me the link.

I had a serious problem with rapes (NOTHING has ever happened to me
but I don't know why),I couldn't even HEAR about these things.
Anyway,I'm more calmed now.
Can't explain it. xP

I don't think it is logical or a good action but I think these things
happen.
Enlil is not "bad" and the fact that he protects us is a good sign. xP

I guess sometimes we get out of control.

Don't regret for sending me the link,ok? ^_^



--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Alex Arkanskatan <arkanskatan@...
wrote:

I kind of regret linking the Lost Book of Enki to you now...
Everyone makes mistakes, when you live for 10 000 years + you'll

make more mistakes, bigger mistakes. I'm not trying to justify his
actions or say that he accidentally raped his sister.

Look at the good things he did instead of the bad thigns he did. 

Wow, that advice sucks...

Oh why did I link it?
 
Hail Enki.
 
///Alex Arkanskatan

--- On Wed, 12/24/08, i_rule_hy <i_rule_hy@... wrote:


From: i_rule_hy <i_rule_hy@...
Subject: [Teens4Satan] Really-really confused... ._. Please help me? Y_Y
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Date: Wednesday, December 24, 2008, 12:29 PM






Ok,so the first thing that made me kinda mad is about Enlil raping a
woman.

But I thought of it again and again..
On the one hand I say "This is SICK!Rape,pedophili a and abuse of
animals or of women or of children is the things I prefer dying than
listening about them!".

But then on the other hand I'm still thinking about it,because Enlil
(Beelzebub,right? )is Satan's BROTHER.
So,how am I supposed to feel that Satan's brother is a bad being?

I don't wanna think about him like that.
But,on the other hand I read that Enlil was the one who created the
deluge.
But on the OTHER HAND,I have read that anyone who wants to hurt a
Satanist is "punished" by the wrath of Beelzebub...

Ok,so am I the one so confused or does Beelzebub kinda..I don't

know..

I don't want to say "He hates us" or "is a bad being" and I don't know
if it would be better to say "He is a good being" or "He loves us"
because he raped a woman (even though she wasn't human,it doesn't
really matter,a rape is a rape) and he also created the deluge.. ._.

Can someone PLEASE help me on what to think about him?

Because,I mean common,he is Satan's brother!
I don't want to think negative of Satan's brother but I don't even
wanna love a bad being.
But..is he really bad? -.-

Ok,I'm messed up.

Please guys help me and HP Maxine,if you could help me too I would be
really grateful.

By the way,today is Satan's personal day and I can't do the Standard
Ritual! Dx

I did it yesterday before reading all these things about Beelzebub.
I don't wanna do the Standard Ritual because I don't wanna do it like
a chore.
If I believe of Satan's own brother as "bad",then I believe this is
really insulting to Satan and he may be mad at me (and I don't blame
him AT ALL),so I don't know what to do and believe.... Y_Y

Please help me guys..

 

[Alex Arkanskatan]

<td val[/IMG]Do you always start your messeges with "lol.. xDDD" ?  =S OK then, no regret. You don't think you could kiss that "Someone" from me when you remember who it is? Yea, Enlil is a good being that did a bad thing.   Hail Enki.   ///Alex Arkanskatan

--- On Fri, 12/26/08, i_rule_hy <i_rule_hy@... wrote:

From: i_rule_hy <i_rule_hy@...
Subject: [Teens4Satan] Re: Really-really confused... ._. Please help me? Y_Y
To: [email protected]
Date: Friday, December 26, 2008, 1:43 PM

lol.. xDDD

No-no-no,do not regret it AT ALL.

Because now I know that Gods are not "perfect" or like the Xtian books
say about "jesus" "good".

Someone had sent me a private email (I don't remember who.. -.-)and
told me that the problem is that I'm thinking in xian terms of "good"
and "evil".
And he also told me that a person that does sometimes some "bad"
things isn't necessary an "evil" person.

I thought of the whole thing again and again.

I REALLY appreciate the fact that you sent me the link.

I had a serious problem with rapes (NOTHING has ever happened to me
but I don't know why),I couldn't even HEAR about these things.
Anyway,I'm more calmed now.
Can't explain it. xP

I don't think it is logical or a good action but I think these things
happen.
Enlil is not "bad" and the fact that he protects us is a good sign. xP

I guess sometimes we get out of control.

Don't regret for sending me the link,ok? ^_^

--- In Teens4Satan@ yahoogroups. com, Alex Arkanskatan <arkanskatan@ ...
wrote:

I kind of regret linking the Lost Book of Enki to you now...
Everyone makes mistakes, when you live for 10 000 years + you'll
make more mistakes, bigger mistakes. I'm not trying to justify his
actions or say that he accidentally raped his sister.
Look at the good things he did instead of the bad thigns he did. 
Wow, that advice sucks...
Oh why did I link it?
 
Hail Enki.
 
///Alex Arkanskatan

--- On Wed, 12/24/08, i_rule_hy <i_rule_hy@. .. wrote:


From: i_rule_hy <i_rule_hy@. ..
Subject: [Teens4Satan] Really-really confused... ._. Please help me? Y_Y
To: Teens4Satan@ yahoogroups. com
Date: Wednesday, December 24, 2008, 12:29 PM






Ok,so the first thing that made me kinda mad is about Enlil raping a
woman.

But I thought of it again and again..
On the one hand I say "This is SICK!Rape,pedophili a and abuse of
animals or of women or of children is the things I prefer dying than
listening about them!".

But then on the other hand I'm still thinking about it,because Enlil
(Beelzebub,right? )is Satan's BROTHER.
So,how am I supposed to feel that Satan's brother is a bad being?

I don't wanna think about him like that.
But,on the other hand I read that Enlil was the one who created the
deluge.
But on the OTHER HAND,I have read that anyone who wants to hurt a
Satanist is "punished" by the wrath of Beelzebub...

Ok,so am I the one so confused or does Beelzebub kinda..I don't
know..

I don't want to say "He hates us" or "is a bad being" and I don't know
if it would be better to say "He is a good being" or "He loves us"
because he raped a woman (even though she wasn't human,it doesn't
really matter,a rape is a rape) and he also created the deluge.. ._.

Can someone PLEASE help me on what to think about him?

Because,I mean common,he is Satan's brother!
I don't want to think negative of Satan's brother but I don't even
wanna love a bad being.
But..is he really bad? -.-

Ok,I'm messed up.

Please guys help me and HP Maxine,if you could help me too I would be
really grateful.

By the way,today is Satan's personal day and I can't do the Standard
Ritual! Dx

I did it yesterday before reading all these things about Beelzebub.
I don't wanna do the Standard Ritual because I don't wanna do it like
a chore.
If I believe of Satan's own brother as "bad",then I believe this is
really insulting to Satan and he may be mad at me (and I don't blame
him AT ALL),so I don't know what to do and believe.... Y_Y

Please help me guys..

[/TD]

 

[blackerheart_666]

I know lord Beelzebub personally. Even if I'm not as close to him as I
am with other gods, he treated me very well and was really kind with
me. He gave me advice when I needed and I am very grateful to him.
Some people say that he is "grumpy", but he laughed a lot with me when
I summoned him for first time and everything was very agreeable, so I
think he his not bad.
If you still having doubts, you can summon lord Enlil and ask whatever
you want to know about him. You can call him Enlil, Beelzebub or Baal,
personally I prefer to summon him as Beelzebub. Be always respectful
with him. If you don't know how to summon a demon, read the section
called Demons in www.joyofsatan.org , there is a section about
summoning. Personaly I prefer to use a black mirror, or a pendulum for
quick answers.

AVE SATANAS!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "i_rule_hy" <i_rule_hy@... wrote:

Ok,so the first thing that made me kinda mad is about Enlil raping a
woman.

But I thought of it again and again..
On the one hand I say "This is SICK!Rape,pedophilia and abuse of
animals or of women or of children is the things I prefer dying than
listening about them!".

But then on the other hand I'm still thinking about it,because Enlil
(Beelzebub,right?)is Satan's BROTHER.
So,how am I supposed to feel that Satan's brother is a bad being?

I don't wanna think about him like that.
But,on the other hand I read that Enlil was the one who created the
deluge.
But on the OTHER HAND,I have read that anyone who wants to hurt a
Satanist is "punished" by the wrath of Beelzebub...

Ok,so am I the one so confused or does Beelzebub kinda..I don't
know..

I don't want to say "He hates us" or "is a bad being" and I don't know
if it would be better to say "He is a good being" or "He loves us"
because he raped a woman (even though she wasn't human,it doesn't
really matter,a rape is a rape) and he also created the deluge.. ._.

Can someone PLEASE help me on what to think about him?

Because,I mean common,he is Satan's brother!
I don't want to think negative of Satan's brother but I don't even
wanna love a bad being.
But..is he really bad? -.-

Ok,I'm messed up.

Please guys help me and HP Maxine,if you could help me too I would be
really grateful.

By the way,today is Satan's personal day and I can't do the Standard
Ritual! Dx

I did it yesterday before reading all these things about Beelzebub.
I don't wanna do the Standard Ritual because I don't wanna do it like
a chore.
If I believe of Satan's own brother as "bad",then I believe this is
really insulting to Satan and he may be mad at me (and I don't blame
him AT ALL),so I don't know what to do and believe.... Y_Y

Please help me guys..

 

[high_on_coffee]

Beelzebub is not a bad guy, he is lord of all that flies meaning the
weather. I dont know him since Im new and the only way ive been able
to comunicate with demons is by my tarro deck, but one time he did
help me out with the weather, since there was alot of snow so the
roads were icy and kinda dangerous. That night it rained and when I
got up I was like what the fuck all the snow is gone ! Yay! I was
happy cause I got to see my BF the nex day and he lives like 30
minutes away and thats kind of a long time in kansas, and he gots to
my place safe and I was happy. Im happy Beelzebub did that, and I
didnt have to ask him so he's a nice guy.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "blackerheart_666"
<mouth_of_shamash@... wrote:

I know lord Beelzebub personally. Even if I'm not as close to him

as I

am with other gods, he treated me very well and was really kind with
me. He gave me advice when I needed and I am very grateful to him.
Some people say that he is "grumpy", but he laughed a lot with me

when

I summoned him for first time and everything was very agreeable, so

I

think he his not bad.
If you still having doubts, you can summon lord Enlil and ask

whatever

you want to know about him. You can call him Enlil, Beelzebub or

Baal,

personally I prefer to summon him as Beelzebub. Be always respectful
with him. If you don't know how to summon a demon, read the section
called Demons in www.joyofsatan.org , there is a section about
summoning. Personaly I prefer to use a black mirror, or a pendulum

for

quick answers.

AVE SATANAS!





--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "i_rule_hy" <i_rule_hy@ wrote:

Ok,so the first thing that made me kinda mad is about Enlil

raping a

woman.

But I thought of it again and again..
On the one hand I say "This is SICK!Rape,pedophilia and abuse of
animals or of women or of children is the things I prefer dying

than

listening about them!".

But then on the other hand I'm still thinking about it,because

Enlil

(Beelzebub,right?)is Satan's BROTHER.
So,how am I supposed to feel that Satan's brother is a bad being?

I don't wanna think about him like that.
But,on the other hand I read that Enlil was the one who created

the

deluge.
But on the OTHER HAND,I have read that anyone who wants to hurt a
Satanist is "punished" by the wrath of Beelzebub...

Ok,so am I the one so confused or does Beelzebub kinda..I don't
know..

I don't want to say "He hates us" or "is a bad being" and I don't

know

if it would be better to say "He is a good being" or "He loves us"
because he raped a woman (even though she wasn't human,it doesn't
really matter,a rape is a rape) and he also created the

deluge.. ._.

Can someone PLEASE help me on what to think about him?

Because,I mean common,he is Satan's brother!
I don't want to think negative of Satan's brother but I don't even
wanna love a bad being.
But..is he really bad? -.-

Ok,I'm messed up.

Please guys help me and HP Maxine,if you could help me too I

would be

really grateful.

By the way,today is Satan's personal day and I can't do the

Standard

Ritual! Dx

I did it yesterday before reading all these things about

Beelzebub.

I don't wanna do the Standard Ritual because I don't wanna do it

like

a chore.
If I believe of Satan's own brother as "bad",then I believe this

is

really insulting to Satan and he may be mad at me (and I don't

blame

him AT ALL),so I don't know what to do and believe.... Y_Y

Please help me guys..