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[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "sternegucker@..." <sternegucker@... wrote:
Hello. I have been dedicated for three years now. It seems like
well, I guess would not call it a long time, but I'm surely not new. You would think I would have figured out some of these things myself already. Alas, I haven't. Are there really no dumb questions? Maybe, maybe not. Some of these are sort of dumb questions but I have decided it is dumber to not ask!! I have tried to find what I can. I read all the messages in the group every day, I have read joyofsatan.org every page more than once, and if I wonder about something I go to the group and type in the keyword in the search bar. Usually I find subject matter. Some of these I have but it is still vague and I need clarification. Sometimes I can't find a better word to search with and it is so common that there are 1000 messages to sift through. Like if you typed in "Satan." There would be thousands of results.
If there is even only one you know the answer to, I would appreciate the answer so much.
1.Being around a jew. Will being around that energy affect a person (besides pissing me off and sometimes feeling a bit drained.)? What about the material items they have touched, like a chair, the energy that may have been left. What should I do about that? What should I do to cleanse the area? Satanic blue or is that incorrect? Explanation: I live with my dad. My dad has a "friend" who is a blatant jew (race only not religion but like it matters.) He has even told me his mother is ashkenazi jewish. He is the guy who purchased the old truck from my dad. You would think that once the sale is done, the person would no longer come around. Nope. He bought the truck, started coming back when it had mechanical trouble asking for advice. Then asking to use the garage. The tools. Then started coming around almost every day for coffee. Or borrow money. Uninvited. This has been going on for a while. My dad is too nice a person to say no. He's older and doesn't have many friends anymore. So he welcomes this guy. I have to put up with it. I can't always leave. He just left as I write this! Suggestions appreciated and I will reiterate, what would be the best color to use etc when cleansing the area? While we're on the subject, what could I do to repel him? I have been apprehensive about using negative energy. Which brings me to my next question.
2.I would absolutely love to participate in group rituals for the defeat of the jews, or the church. Or workings on my own. Destruction rituals and whatnot. I have refrained from such because I am confused and lack in confidence. I have read that when working with negative energies you must be 1. Adept and 2. Clean your aura and everything thoroughly because they can hurt you. I am not even confident enough to clean my aura just to clean it. I do it every single day!! But am I confident that it worked? No, because I am not confident in my visualization abilities, for one. Insight on this?
3.Is gold or whitegold a good color to use for aura cleansing? How about electric blue? The page regarding aura cleansing does not state a color. Only light. Can (should) I use any? Sigh.
4.About using the aum suryae chant for aura cleansing. Why the specific number, 108? What if someone did less or more? And, is it okay to do it a few times at random?
5.Wunjo. Once and for all, how do I properly pronounce it?! I have found conflicting and/or unclear info about it.
6.What are some things you can do after performing a chakra opening to empower it? If your answer is chants, which ones would you suggest for the third eye?
7.About closing the chakras. How do I put this
Nevermind.
8.Regarding bad thoughts. Those that are not my own. These come throughout the day. But when I meditate, they're really there. When I try to state an affirmation it's like my "inner voice in my head" is hijacked and I get interrupted. Like," my aura is being cleansed by *grey* energy. Dammit, I don't mean that! I mean white-gold! ffff" Can that harm me if I didn't will it? This has kept me from advancing tons out of fear. I admit that. I have avoided and put off even simple little basic things because of that sort of stuff for three years now! Grr.
Thank you in advance!