Centralforce666
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I want to share a story about a friend of mine, someone who despite numerous suggestion from me to at least make an effort to communicate with Satan chose not to do so and has ultimately met with the fate one would expect of failing to do so.
This friend is someone who has been doing yoga for many years, since her teens and is now in her mid 30's. Astrologically she is set up for great power, with Pluto in tight conjunction to her chart ruler, Saturn with both planets in Scorpio.
Recently, around 8 months ago she became aware that her ability to feel the astral was increasing and she began communicating with a being whom she identified as Durga... It was around this time that I warned her about the possibility of astral deception and that seeking this being's identity through Satan was the safest course.
She kept telling me that her feelings told her Durga was good and that she didn't feel the need to go through Satan..
Needless to say, eventually she had a major kundalini experience after much meditation and yoga.. It drove her to do eccentric things such as visiting previous love affairs from years ago (and the police were called) and drawing the attention of her neighbors. This lead to her admission into the emergency department where she recounts herself dancing and singing..
This is where it got ugly.. Without any protection but her own imagined invincibility she was given a 7 day inpatient treatment order, which is a law-mandated incarceration in a heavily locked down mental ward where the drugs are not optional. Contact was cut with family and friends and she was not allowed to leave, all the while being forced to take strong anti-psychotic medication whose effects resemble a chemical lobotomy.
Following her 7 day treatment order, she was then given a 42 day inpatient treatment order in a less secure but still locked down ward.
I helped her to appeal this decision and have it reduced to one week but after 14 days in there she chose to go to a halfway house where the medication continued.
Three months down the track and a long story short, she is still taking these drugs and her family, the person she lives with and a host of psychiatry, counselling and other health practitioners use any means necessary including emotional manipulation to keep her on it.
I asked her several days ago if she has retained any of the spiritual faculty which she discovered in that kundalini experience and the answer was no, nothing.
This is what happens when you think you can go it alone, without Satan's protection and assistance. Her experience is a testament to the need to be with and of Satan when attempting to gain initiation into any portion of Him, as the kundalini is..
I have seen this first hand and it has been very disturbing to me to watch her go through this however I know the reasons why, they do not allude me whatsoever..
Let it be a lesson as to what not to do..
This friend is someone who has been doing yoga for many years, since her teens and is now in her mid 30's. Astrologically she is set up for great power, with Pluto in tight conjunction to her chart ruler, Saturn with both planets in Scorpio.
Recently, around 8 months ago she became aware that her ability to feel the astral was increasing and she began communicating with a being whom she identified as Durga... It was around this time that I warned her about the possibility of astral deception and that seeking this being's identity through Satan was the safest course.
She kept telling me that her feelings told her Durga was good and that she didn't feel the need to go through Satan..
Needless to say, eventually she had a major kundalini experience after much meditation and yoga.. It drove her to do eccentric things such as visiting previous love affairs from years ago (and the police were called) and drawing the attention of her neighbors. This lead to her admission into the emergency department where she recounts herself dancing and singing..
This is where it got ugly.. Without any protection but her own imagined invincibility she was given a 7 day inpatient treatment order, which is a law-mandated incarceration in a heavily locked down mental ward where the drugs are not optional. Contact was cut with family and friends and she was not allowed to leave, all the while being forced to take strong anti-psychotic medication whose effects resemble a chemical lobotomy.
Following her 7 day treatment order, she was then given a 42 day inpatient treatment order in a less secure but still locked down ward.
I helped her to appeal this decision and have it reduced to one week but after 14 days in there she chose to go to a halfway house where the medication continued.
Three months down the track and a long story short, she is still taking these drugs and her family, the person she lives with and a host of psychiatry, counselling and other health practitioners use any means necessary including emotional manipulation to keep her on it.
I asked her several days ago if she has retained any of the spiritual faculty which she discovered in that kundalini experience and the answer was no, nothing.
This is what happens when you think you can go it alone, without Satan's protection and assistance. Her experience is a testament to the need to be with and of Satan when attempting to gain initiation into any portion of Him, as the kundalini is..
I have seen this first hand and it has been very disturbing to me to watch her go through this however I know the reasons why, they do not allude me whatsoever..
Let it be a lesson as to what not to do..
