Greetings Brothers and Sisters!
I joined the forum after a couple months reading posts here and wanted to ask some questions.
Am I jewish?
I'm really concerned about it, mostly because of my nose. It is relatively big, with a kind of bump in its upper part.
Here is a quick drawing of it: https://ibb.co/Q8355TN
My skin is pale, almost white. I also have brown hair and grey eyes.
I know my ancestors 5 generations back, there are mostly Germanic and Slavic surnames, a few Celtic ones, none of which are looking jewish.
My stepfather is transparently jewish though, he hates me, maybe it is a good sign.
I'm doing RTR's regularly, at least once a day and I don't feel any discomfort.
Am I doing too little?
For now, my daily norm is about 0.5/1 hour of meditation + one or two RTR's a day, before school went online I did only RTR's for some time. During holidays and periods that were labeled important, I did 6 RTR's and given meditations a day. Is it enough? Do I need to spend more time on it? I'm not doing standard rituals too often, nor practicing yoga. I try to talk to Father Satan every evening, before going to sleep and am keeping a box with everything I want to thank him for.
I always feel like I don't do enough and am just wasting time. I also don't know if I'm showing Father enough gratitude and engagement. He did an amazing thing for me recently and helped me a lot.
Can it mean something? Can it be some kind of disease or maybe it is related to the spiritual side of life?
I almost constantly feel heat. I can walk in 0C in just a T-shirt and am still sweating when others wear coats. It is also mood-related. Better the mood, more warmth I feel. When I'm low on energy and sad, I usually need more clothing to stay warm at the same temperature.
Sorry for any mistakes, I'm not a native English speaker.
Thank you in advance for answering,
Hail Satan!
I joined the forum after a couple months reading posts here and wanted to ask some questions.
Am I jewish?
I'm really concerned about it, mostly because of my nose. It is relatively big, with a kind of bump in its upper part.
Here is a quick drawing of it: https://ibb.co/Q8355TN
My skin is pale, almost white. I also have brown hair and grey eyes.
I know my ancestors 5 generations back, there are mostly Germanic and Slavic surnames, a few Celtic ones, none of which are looking jewish.
My stepfather is transparently jewish though, he hates me, maybe it is a good sign.
I'm doing RTR's regularly, at least once a day and I don't feel any discomfort.
Am I doing too little?
For now, my daily norm is about 0.5/1 hour of meditation + one or two RTR's a day, before school went online I did only RTR's for some time. During holidays and periods that were labeled important, I did 6 RTR's and given meditations a day. Is it enough? Do I need to spend more time on it? I'm not doing standard rituals too often, nor practicing yoga. I try to talk to Father Satan every evening, before going to sleep and am keeping a box with everything I want to thank him for.
I always feel like I don't do enough and am just wasting time. I also don't know if I'm showing Father enough gratitude and engagement. He did an amazing thing for me recently and helped me a lot.
Can it mean something? Can it be some kind of disease or maybe it is related to the spiritual side of life?
I almost constantly feel heat. I can walk in 0C in just a T-shirt and am still sweating when others wear coats. It is also mood-related. Better the mood, more warmth I feel. When I'm low on energy and sad, I usually need more clothing to stay warm at the same temperature.
Sorry for any mistakes, I'm not a native English speaker.
Thank you in advance for answering,
Hail Satan!
