Darkwanderer80
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- Apr 18, 2022
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Hello and greetings to you peoples of satan, first let me get the bad stuff out of the way, I have been one of you for some time however I ended up leaving because I was full of doubts I just couldn't handle it, when I left I was a bit of a jerk blasphere and what have you, it's been some years since I left and the doubts remain and I feel none the better even though I still enjoy a blessed life so to speak, I was expecting bad things when I left but none happened, and I feel kind of guilty there is this feeling I have (what if I made the wrong decision?) I want to ask you people honestly im not joking is this the real path the truth I do desire, if so am I not beyond redemption? I understand that Satan is nothing like any Christian God but I did commit treason and blasphemy, so. I dony intend this as a confession I just want to lift this weight from my heart, and to find the truth, also there's a feeling I keep having like something beckoning me as I gaze at the night sky a feeling a desire a call maybe I'm going mad and every time I do see a jew it's unsettling for some reason the wsy they dress the hats the hair and beards and a weird look on their face it feels uncomfortable uncanny even, maybe Im mad, anyway thank you for your time, if possible answer my question