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Darkwanderer80

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Hello and greetings to you peoples of satan, first let me get the bad stuff out of the way, I have been one of you for some time however I ended up leaving because I was full of doubts I just couldn't handle it, when I left I was a bit of a jerk blasphere and what have you, it's been some years since I left and the doubts remain and I feel none the better even though I still enjoy a blessed life so to speak, I was expecting bad things when I left but none happened, and I feel kind of guilty there is this feeling I have (what if I made the wrong decision?) I want to ask you people honestly im not joking is this the real path the truth I do desire, if so am I not beyond redemption? I understand that Satan is nothing like any Christian God but I did commit treason and blasphemy, so. I dony intend this as a confession I just want to lift this weight from my heart, and to find the truth, also there's a feeling I keep having like something beckoning me as I gaze at the night sky a feeling a desire a call maybe I'm going mad and every time I do see a jew it's unsettling for some reason the wsy they dress the hats the hair and beards and a weird look on their face it feels uncomfortable uncanny even, maybe Im mad, anyway thank you for your time, if possible answer my question
 
Darkwanderer80 said:
Hello and greetings to you peoples of satan, first let me get the bad stuff out of the way, I have been one of you for some time however I ended up leaving because I was full of doubts I just couldn't handle it, when I left I was a bit of a jerk blasphere and what have you, it's been some years since I left and the doubts remain and I feel none the better even though I still enjoy a blessed life so to speak, I was expecting bad things when I left but none happened, and I feel kind of guilty there is this feeling I have (what if I made the wrong decision?) I want to ask you people honestly im not joking is this the real path the truth I do desire, if so am I not beyond redemption? I understand that Satan is nothing like any Christian God but I did commit treason and blasphemy, so. I dony intend this as a confession I just want to lift this weight from my heart, and to find the truth, also there's a feeling I keep having like something beckoning me as I gaze at the night sky a feeling a desire a call maybe I'm going mad and every time I do see a jew it's unsettling for some reason the wsy they dress the hats the hair and beards and a weird look on their face it feels uncomfortable uncanny even, maybe Im mad, anyway thank you for your time, if possible answer my question
Doubts fade away when you apply yourself to the practice of the 8 fold path.

The best course of action, for you, for us, for everyone, would be the beginning of the pratice and staying with it for the rest of your life. This should make more sense to you as you progress.

Proof is in the pudding, so to speak.
 
Darkwanderer80 said:
Hello and greetings to you peoples of satan, first let me get the bad stuff out of the way, I have been one of you for some time however I ended up leaving because I was full of doubts I just couldn't handle it, when I left I was a bit of a jerk blasphere and what have you, it's been some years since I left and the doubts remain and I feel none the better even though I still enjoy a blessed life so to speak, I was expecting bad things when I left but none happened, and I feel kind of guilty there is this feeling I have (what if I made the wrong decision?) I want to ask you people honestly im not joking is this the real path the truth I do desire, if so am I not beyond redemption? I understand that Satan is nothing like any Christian God but I did commit treason and blasphemy, so. I dony intend this as a confession I just want to lift this weight from my heart, and to find the truth, also there's a feeling I keep having like something beckoning me as I gaze at the night sky a feeling a desire a call maybe I'm going mad and every time I do see a jew it's unsettling for some reason the wsy they dress the hats the hair and beards and a weird look on their face it feels uncomfortable uncanny even, maybe Im mad, anyway thank you for your time, if possible answer my question

Yes, this path is the truth. As Henu said, just come back and advance through spiritual practices which are explained on the Joy of Satan.

Do a Ritual to Satan, and tell him in all honesty and respect everything.
 
Darkwanderer80 said:
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Darkwanderer80 said:
Hello and greetings to you peoples of satan, first let me get the bad stuff out of the way, I have been one of you for some time however I ended up leaving because I was full of doubts I just couldn't handle it, when I left I was a bit of a jerk blasphere and what have you, it's been some years since I left and the doubts remain and I feel none the better even though I still enjoy a blessed life so to speak, I was expecting bad things when I left but none happened, and I feel kind of guilty there is this feeling I have (what if I made the wrong decision?) I want to ask you people honestly im not joking is this the real path the truth I do desire, if so am I not beyond redemption? I understand that Satan is nothing like any Christian God but I did commit treason and blasphemy, so. I dony intend this as a confession I just want to lift this weight from my heart, and to find the truth, also there's a feeling I keep having like something beckoning me as I gaze at the night sky a feeling a desire a call maybe I'm going mad and every time I do see a jew it's unsettling for some reason the wsy they dress the hats the hair and beards and a weird look on their face it feels uncomfortable uncanny even, maybe Im mad, anyway thank you for your time, if possible answer my question

Next time you have doubts, you should ask us or the Gods themselves to explain things to you. The only reason why some things may be blind to use is due to a lack of astral senses. Beyond this, there should not be any inherent "blind faith" in this path.

You say some doubts remain. May I ask what they are? Also, to which ideology did you turn when you left?

The Gods are understanding of your situation. Really, you mainly just hurt yourself. You can apologize if you feel like it, but mainly they like to see you implement actions to improve yourself, such as meditating, spiritual warfare, studying, etc.
 
Thank you for answering in such a kind manner, I was expecting hateful angry ppl chasing me away, I kept looking for the so called trught I só desire, I didn't turn to a specific ideology per se certainly nothing on the abrahamic side of the spectrum, but I searched many religions and philosophies, like daoism Buddhism, Alan Watts's philosophy, the cult of cthulhu , and many other ideas philosophies,

My doubts are, how do I recognize the trught when I see it? How do I know it's not just Placebo? expectations shape our perception, how do I know if Satanism is the truth? not just one more religion of delusion like all of the abrahamic sects? Some ppl on the internet were saying that JOS is just inverted Christianity, that is all a lie and Maxine stole works from others, and how do I even know if I am of jew origin? Sorry to bother you with so many questions
 
I have decided to try again to rebuild my relationship with Satan and walk again in the path of spiritual Satanism, o just need a hand here, any advice you can share? I'm a bit rusty it's been years, with what meditation do I start? And I hardly remember how the Rte works, I will read the entire contents from the website, thank you friends
 
Darkwanderer80 said:
I have decided to try again to rebuild my relationship with Satan and walk again in the path of spiritual Satanism, i just need a hand here, any advice you can share? I'm a bit rusty it's been years, with what meditation do I start? And I hardly remember how the Rtr works, I will read the entire contents from the website, thank you friends
 
Darkwanderer80 said:
I have decided to try again to rebuild my relationship with Satan and walk again in the path of spiritual Satanism, o just need a hand here, any advice you can share? I'm a bit rusty it's been years, with what meditation do I start? And I hardly remember how the Rte works, I will read the entire contents from the website, thank you friends
Good luck!
 
Darkwanderer80 said:
Thank you for answering in such a kind manner, I was expecting hateful angry ppl chasing me away, I kept looking for the so called trught I só desire, I didn't turn to a specific ideology per se certainly nothing on the abrahamic side of the spectrum, but I searched many religions and philosophies, like daoism Buddhism, Alan Watts's philosophy, the cult of cthulhu , and many other ideas philosophies,

My doubts are, how do I recognize the trught when I see it? How do I know it's not just Placebo? expectations shape our perception, how do I know if Satanism is the truth? not just one more religion of delusion like all of the abrahamic sects? Some ppl on the internet were saying that JOS is just inverted Christianity, that is all a lie and Maxine stole works from others, and how do I even know if I am of jew origin? Sorry to bother you with so many questions

You aren't a Jew. Don't be silly.

The difference between JOS and everything else comes from the results it produces, even with moderate effort. Even further, these very results have life-changing benefits. Such benefits include improving your intelligence and intuition to be able to discern the truth.

Expectations shape our perception, but feeling supercharged after working with energy, or noticing the results of a working, are not mere products of just your perception. In other words, focus on the results!

All the other ideological groups you listed can have a person go years with no discernable difference. Meanwhile, even a beginner JOS individual can feel their third eye pop open, or feel the heat of invoked fire, and so on.

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Just to answer you briefly: Your upper chakras help you with sensing and organizing information. Your lower chakras help you with manipulating and working with or around energy. So, a strong 6th chakra can find the energy of a solution from the environment, then the base chakra helps to discern its reality and its true boundaries.

Your throat chakra or Mercury helps you analyze what you just sensed, comparing it to what you know. Then, your 3rd chakra or Sun helps you act upon that discovery.

All of these are improved by the various meditations and workings. No other religious group goes into the same depth to help YOU directly understand the world around us.

With this in mind, and with the evidence from your own practice, you should be able to understand the value of Satanism in regards to how it helps you deal with "Truth".
 
Darkwanderer80 said:
I have decided to try again to rebuild my relationship with Satan and walk again in the path of spiritual Satanism, o just need a hand here, any advice you can share? I'm a bit rusty it's been years, with what meditation do I start? And I hardly remember how the Rte works, I will read the entire contents from the website, thank you friends

In general, you want to work on a balanced approach that hits upon the various aspects of your mind, body, and soul:

1) Mind training - Void meditation and visualization practice. Also include psychic training, such as looking through your third eye.

2) Cleaning - Maintenance cleaning through aura/chakra cleaning. Once you are stable, deep cleaning with Visuddhi.

3) Protection - Building an Aura of Protection around yourself, either with mantras or inhaled energy. Prevents both enemy attacks, as well as hostility from the worldly actors or astrological events.

3) Empowerment - Direct actions to improve the energy of your soul. Spinning the chakra, vibrating mantras on the chakras, breathing energy into them. Program the energy afterward with an affirmation, and try to feel the results in your chakra for at least a few seconds.

4) Bodily work - Pranayama or Yoga Asanas. Both manipulate the energy of the body in a more holistic manner than direct empowerment. As a beginner, start with foundational breathing or alternate nose breathing. For yoga, start with hatha.

5) Warfare - Use this FRTR version to practice the pronunciation of each vibration. Once you are comfortable here, move on to the Tetragrammaton destruction, then Shattering.

6) Workings directed towards improving yourself - This can involve adding positive characteristics, such as through the runes or a planetary square. Also it can mean removing negative karma, such as a poor planetary aspect, through Munka, Ansuz, Thursaz, Uruz, etc.

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So if you are just starting, you would want to spend perhaps 10-15 minutes each on the first 5 items. Then, as you become more confident, you can do full 40 days workings on yourself.

You can spend even less time if this feels overwhelming. I thought I would rather lay out everything, as opposed to leaving something out. As a beginner, you also need to open your chakras as well.

Please view the 40 day beginner guide for a very easy and time-efficient beginner routine.
 
Thank you friend, I hope I'm up to the challenge, how much time it takes on average daily meditation? I don't have much alone time I have a young son 1 year old takes most of my time, I'll try to take some time for myself
 

Al Jilwah: Chapter IV

"It is my desire that all my followers unite in a bond of unity, lest those who are without prevail against them." - Satan

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