Question #666: Motivation problems

[AskSatanOperator]

Hi, I'm unsure if this is motivation problems or not, but every time I start to meditate I get easily distracted and lose focus and sometimes just stop meditating for long periods of times..

Logical solutions would be to:

1. Do void meditation;
2. Do solar chakra meditation for motivation;
3. Vibrate Sowilo and affirm that I'm motivated or something along those lines;
4. Go into trance and make myself motivated by programming my subconscious mind.

But none of those work no matter what I do...
I suspect that I have ADHD and I know for a fact that I have tourette syndrome as I've been diagnosed with it alongside anxiety, so I'm pretty certain those factors play into this..

Is there no chance for me...? I really want to meditate again so I can do RTR's with a clean aura as well as advance myself instead of wasting away...

Please help me or at least guide me to what I could do.. I've been struggling with this for the last 7 years... I feel ashamed and angry at myself for not advancing for these 7 years since dedication..

Just for clarification I'm an adult, not a minor..

Thank you for any replies!

HAIL SATAN!

 

[Korpi]

Question #666
Father Satan's Number!

This may help you, as it helped me.
I do it before Aura Cleaning and Protection.

For the past three days, I've raised energy with Nauð
Satanas is too stimulating. Needed to try something else.
5x Base to Crown, then Aura. 40 total.
"The energy of Nauð has completely energized my entire being, in a positive manner for me." x5
5 instead of 3, as 5 means "balance" and "harmony".
I calmed down to a notable degree. That is difficult to achieve.

ADD/ADHD is nothing more, than lacking the ability to concentrate.
It takes time to build focus. Especially if you had none to begin with.
Void Meditation bestows concentration.
Have you tried Pointed Meditation? An application of the above.
Focusing on a single point. A candle flame, for example.
Afterwards, you can do one round of Flame Meditation

Visualization exercises improve focus.

Days Ten through Twenty-Four - Visualization Exercises
If you have access to a printer, print these images out:
Image 1
Image 2
Image 3
Image 4
The above image of Satan's Sigil was used extensively in many 1920's - 30's European Satanic Lodges.
Image 5

If you print these out, keep them safe!
OR, just focus on them as is. Printing is optional.

Days 10, 11 and 12
Sit comfortably and place the Image 1 in front of you. Relax and fix your gaze upon this image for 3-4 minutes.
Concentrate on the image and do not let your mind wander. If your mind wanders, just bring it back to the image.
Close your eyes and visualize the image. The image may fade in and out or move around, just keep bringing it back.
Do this for 3-4 minutes.
Days 13, 14 and 15
Repeat the above with Image 2
Days 16, 17 and 18
Repeat the above with Image 3
Days 19, 20 and 21
Repeat the above with Image 4
Days 22, 23 and 24
Repeat the above with Image 5
What these exercises do:
Visualization exercises build and empower our astral vision. Visualization is necessary in nearly all spellworking. With intense visualization, we direct energy into specific action in the material world. Nearly invention in the material world is preceeded by an idea. The idea is then focused upon and then put into concrete action. It is the same with energy. During a ritual or mind working, energy is raised. This energy must then be focused and applied or it just remains energy. Focused clear and intense visualization directs the energy. When one can focus uninterrupted and hold the vision of an object of choice in the mind for five minutes, one is adept at visualization.

You can alleviate nervous energy (and more) with Hatha Yoga.
Complete Collection of Yoga Links (AFAIK)

Magickal workings can and will help. Provided you stick with it.
Specificity with Workings and Affirmations
Fire and Earth Workings
Feeling Worse from Energy Workings?
- Blitzkreig [JG]

 

[Recycler1337]

I don't have any confirmed diagnoses, but it's exactly the same problem, there are many layers of thoughts in my head, and it's not so easy to get rid of them, sometimes you don't even notice how you've been distracted 10 times.

This will come with practice, the main thing is not to give up and not to concentrate on what you can't do.

 

[Henu the Great]

I don't have any confirmed diagnoses, but it's exactly the same problem, there are many layers of thoughts in my head, and it's not so easy to get rid of them, sometimes you don't even notice how you've been distracted 10 times.

This will come with practice, the main thing is not to give up and not to concentrate on what you can't do.

Runes Nauthiz and Isa when carefully applied can help to calm and relax your mind. With careful appliance, I mean not too much of energy risen as you do not want to pacify yourself completely.

 

[Lightning_Puma]

Question #666
Father Satan's Number!

This may help you, as it helped me.
I do it before Aura Cleaning and Protection.

For the past three days, I've raised energy with Nauð
Satanas is too stimulating. Needed to try something else.
5x Base to Crown, then Aura. 40 total.
"The energy of Nauð has completely energized my entire being, in a positive manner for me." x5
5 instead of 3, as 5 means "balance" and "harmony".
I calmed down to a notable degree. That is difficult to achieve.

ADD/ADHD is nothing more, than lacking the ability to concentrate.
It takes time to build focus. Especially if you had none to begin with.
Void Meditation bestows concentration.
Have you tried Pointed Meditation? An application of the above.
Focusing on a single point. A candle flame, for example.
Afterwards, you can do one round of Flame Meditation

Visualization exercises improve focus.

Days Ten through Twenty-Four - Visualization Exercises
If you have access to a printer, print these images out:
Image 1
Image 2
Image 3
Image 4
The above image of Satan's Sigil was used extensively in many 1920's - 30's European Satanic Lodges.
Image 5

If you print these out, keep them safe!
OR, just focus on them as is. Printing is optional.

Days 10, 11 and 12
Sit comfortably and place the Image 1 in front of you. Relax and fix your gaze upon this image for 3-4 minutes.
Concentrate on the image and do not let your mind wander. If your mind wanders, just bring it back to the image.
Close your eyes and visualize the image. The image may fade in and out or move around, just keep bringing it back.
Do this for 3-4 minutes.
Days 13, 14 and 15
Repeat the above with Image 2
Days 16, 17 and 18
Repeat the above with Image 3
Days 19, 20 and 21
Repeat the above with Image 4
Days 22, 23 and 24
Repeat the above with Image 5
What these exercises do:
Visualization exercises build and empower our astral vision. Visualization is necessary in nearly all spellworking. With intense visualization, we direct energy into specific action in the material world. Nearly invention in the material world is preceeded by an idea. The idea is then focused upon and then put into concrete action. It is the same with energy. During a ritual or mind working, energy is raised. This energy must then be focused and applied or it just remains energy. Focused clear and intense visualization directs the energy. When one can focus uninterrupted and hold the vision of an object of choice in the mind for five minutes, one is adept at visualization.

You can alleviate nervous energy (and more) with Hatha Yoga.
Complete Collection of Yoga Links (AFAIK)

Magickal workings can and will help. Provided you stick with it.
Specificity with Workings and Affirmations
Fire and Earth Workings
Feeling Worse from Energy Workings?
- Blitzkreig [JG]

I just wanted to thank you tremendously for this information! It is helping me tremendously!!

I feel like I was given a new chance, to redeem myself..

I felt shameful for my slacking and lack of motivation, but I felt something deep inside of me in a pleasantly motivational burning pushing me forward. Idk if it's my solar chakra, or a GD, but I feel like it was my soul? I could be wrong of course, but anyways, I'm rambling, thank you once again!!!

 

[Korpi]

Never Give Up!
You can do it!

 

[BlackOnyx8 [JG]]

In addition to what has been given to you, I'd just like to mention that it is also essential to cease any self-depreciation inner dialogue, for it can have a detrimental effect on your efforts before you even begin. This kind of thinking can prevent you from reaching the heights of your potential and hinder your progress.

There is no point in feeling ashamed or negative towards your own self in any other way. Just acknowledge where you can improve, act upon it and move on proudly knowing you are on the path towards success.

 

[Blitzkreig [JG]]

You have to do a full working for this, spanning out to even 80 days. What you have written about sounds like temporary solutions.

For getting distracted easily, earth is needed. Instead of Sowilo, use Nauthiz. I will try to write a post about this, but see this one for the time being: Blitzkreig [JG]: Sowilo vs Nauthiz for Productivity

 

[Aquarius]

It's not about motivation, it's about discipline. Think it throughly in your mind why you're doing the things you want to do and do it even if it's difficult to do so.

 

[Blitzkreig [JG]]

It's not about motivation, it's about discipline. Think it throughly in your mind why you're doing the things you want to do and do it even if it's difficult to do so.

I agree that this is more of a discipline problem, although we should remember that we need both things to be successful. With zero motivation, we really have to max out our discipline to accomplish a task. Yet if we have underlying motivation, then we don't need to regulate ourselves as strictly.

This follows the lines of how some people love their job and others don't. This comes mainly from fire energies, which give an impulse to do something. This is also what makes energies like Mars in Capricorn so cool, because it is literally a drive to be disciplined and successful in a career.

In a most ideal situation, we would have multiple energies in our soul pushing us to do something. Imagine a natal chart with 4 planets all in one area. Someone could have motivation, discipline, intelligence, and intuitive all relating to their career, not just discipline.