AskSatanOperator
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Salve ultimamente ho preso seriamente il progresso spirituale, ho iniziato a meditare tanto, facendo meditazioni sui chakra, meditazioni sugli elementi, la pulizia dell'aura ecc., ho iniziato anche qualche incantesimo per guarire i miei disagi psicologici e nel fare tutto mi sentivo molto soddisfatto, ma negli ultimi 3 o 4 giorni ho interrotto tutto, la mia salute mentale si è aggravata, sono emersi sentimenti di senso di colpa, rimpianto, rimorso, pentimento per azioni commesse nel mio passato, quando non ero satanista e quando ero ancora ragazzino, azioni che io considero crudeli, ignobili, cattive, il punto è che davvero io ho commesso tali cose ma non ne avevo più memoria, all'improvviso sto pensando alla dissonanza tra il me di adesso e il me di allora, mi sto dicendo come sia possibile che io abbia commesso tali azioni? Allora non appartengo a Satana? Sto cercando anche di contattare Buer per i disturbi psicologici ma non ottengo risposta.
[Google Translate: Hi lately I've been taking spiritual progress seriously, I've started meditating a lot, doing chakra meditations, elemental meditations, aura cleansing etc, I've also started some spells to heal my psychological discomforts and doing it all felt very satisfied, but in the last 3 or 4 days I have stopped everything, my mental health has worsened, feelings of guilt, regret, remorse, repentance have emerged for actions committed in my past, when I was not a Satanist and when I was still a kid , actions that I consider cruel, ignoble, bad, the point is that I really committed such things but I had no memory of them, suddenly I'm thinking about the dissonance between the me now and the me then, I'm telling myself how Is it possible that I have committed such actions? So I don't belong to Satan? I'm also trying to contact Buer about psychological issues but I get no response]
[Google Translate: Hi lately I've been taking spiritual progress seriously, I've started meditating a lot, doing chakra meditations, elemental meditations, aura cleansing etc, I've also started some spells to heal my psychological discomforts and doing it all felt very satisfied, but in the last 3 or 4 days I have stopped everything, my mental health has worsened, feelings of guilt, regret, remorse, repentance have emerged for actions committed in my past, when I was not a Satanist and when I was still a kid , actions that I consider cruel, ignoble, bad, the point is that I really committed such things but I had no memory of them, suddenly I'm thinking about the dissonance between the me now and the me then, I'm telling myself how Is it possible that I have committed such actions? So I don't belong to Satan? I'm also trying to contact Buer about psychological issues but I get no response]