AskSatanOperator
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Hello.
Due to the fact that I was playing pranks on the already annoying spammers (they must be of some use... so at least I can have fun with them), I became interested in the Chinese language. After reading a couple of phrases in it, I became more interested and gradually got more or less drawn into studying this language. I realized that it is very beautiful, and I was even more convinced of this when I listened to some songs in Chinese. And I also realized that I can more or less think in it, despite the fact that I don’t really know the words yet, much easier than in English, which I know better than Chinese. And that I perceive some words in Chinese as more natural for describing certain objects than in my native Russian (for example, the word "tiānkōng" for the sky, "shì" as an analogue of "are" in English, "míngbái" meaning "to understand", etc., as well as the word "nühái" (girl), which was familiar to me from the beginning).
Also, a couple of days ago, I tried to look into my past life again. I have seen the same image twice or three times: a small apartment with what seems to be... wooden? walls (I don't know, I have poor eyesight), and large, floor-to-ceiling windows, as if in an old Japanese or Chinese style. At the same time, I enter the apartment from a sort of "small second floor", going down the steps, already to the main area. This time I got there during the day (although before I got there at night), looked around again and, going up to the window, called up the night; immediately a beautiful night city appeared before my mind, burning with hundreds of lights, which I looked at from somewhere in the sky (by the way, I am the same person who once wrote a post about how during breakfast "he suddenly heard a distant gong and felt like he was living in a multi-story building in China"). I was enchanted, and was ready to watch it for all eternity; for greater convenience and a closer distance to this unearthly beauty, I squatted down and pressed myself closer to the window glass. But, unfortunately, very soon I was forced to interrupt this pleasure.
Tell me, please - was I born in my past life in China? In the above-mentioned post I wrote that my appearance is not suitable for this country, but recently I thought that for the country in which I now live (also Asian), my "French" appearance, as those who see me call it, is also not suitable... Actually, I decided, why not be born in a past life in China? But I am not sure of my assumptions, and therefore I am turning to you.
Thank you.
Due to the fact that I was playing pranks on the already annoying spammers (they must be of some use... so at least I can have fun with them), I became interested in the Chinese language. After reading a couple of phrases in it, I became more interested and gradually got more or less drawn into studying this language. I realized that it is very beautiful, and I was even more convinced of this when I listened to some songs in Chinese. And I also realized that I can more or less think in it, despite the fact that I don’t really know the words yet, much easier than in English, which I know better than Chinese. And that I perceive some words in Chinese as more natural for describing certain objects than in my native Russian (for example, the word "tiānkōng" for the sky, "shì" as an analogue of "are" in English, "míngbái" meaning "to understand", etc., as well as the word "nühái" (girl), which was familiar to me from the beginning).
Also, a couple of days ago, I tried to look into my past life again. I have seen the same image twice or three times: a small apartment with what seems to be... wooden? walls (I don't know, I have poor eyesight), and large, floor-to-ceiling windows, as if in an old Japanese or Chinese style. At the same time, I enter the apartment from a sort of "small second floor", going down the steps, already to the main area. This time I got there during the day (although before I got there at night), looked around again and, going up to the window, called up the night; immediately a beautiful night city appeared before my mind, burning with hundreds of lights, which I looked at from somewhere in the sky (by the way, I am the same person who once wrote a post about how during breakfast "he suddenly heard a distant gong and felt like he was living in a multi-story building in China"). I was enchanted, and was ready to watch it for all eternity; for greater convenience and a closer distance to this unearthly beauty, I squatted down and pressed myself closer to the window glass. But, unfortunately, very soon I was forced to interrupt this pleasure.
Tell me, please - was I born in my past life in China? In the above-mentioned post I wrote that my appearance is not suitable for this country, but recently I thought that for the country in which I now live (also Asian), my "French" appearance, as those who see me call it, is also not suitable... Actually, I decided, why not be born in a past life in China? But I am not sure of my assumptions, and therefore I am turning to you.
Thank you.
