AskSatanOperator
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Ok, I ask anonymously as probably it's enemy attack and I prefer not being identified.
I meditate since years, with success and progress despite some setbacks from time to time, so I'm not new. I admit I am not so good at void meditation, as my mind often overthinks. But the following was not happening before and is getting worse, and it happens once I try void meditation to prevent it.
Sometimes when I meditate, even for long meditations like Raum, I completely loose the perception of what I am doing and I feel like I am in a different place. I "see" situations in my mind's eye, hear voices and understand facts (very articulated and complicated sometimes, with a sense and "plot") like I am watching a movie in my mind. It seems like, my consciousness is 100% in another place as those facts seems real (not always, but often). When I get back to meditation I often forget the repetition number and I feel a bit lost, most often I can continue without being sure about the repetition count.
I think I have been getting slowly better in perceiving the astral, but this is like jumping in another reality for a few seconds, or minutes, can't say exactly. So in case it's astral perception "tuning", I'll wait, but it seems getting worse.
I even though my soul can be attached to someone else, or a vampire, and I perceive another person for a while.
Did anyone experience this and fixed somehow ?
Thanks in advance for any help here.
I meditate since years, with success and progress despite some setbacks from time to time, so I'm not new. I admit I am not so good at void meditation, as my mind often overthinks. But the following was not happening before and is getting worse, and it happens once I try void meditation to prevent it.
Sometimes when I meditate, even for long meditations like Raum, I completely loose the perception of what I am doing and I feel like I am in a different place. I "see" situations in my mind's eye, hear voices and understand facts (very articulated and complicated sometimes, with a sense and "plot") like I am watching a movie in my mind. It seems like, my consciousness is 100% in another place as those facts seems real (not always, but often). When I get back to meditation I often forget the repetition number and I feel a bit lost, most often I can continue without being sure about the repetition count.
I think I have been getting slowly better in perceiving the astral, but this is like jumping in another reality for a few seconds, or minutes, can't say exactly. So in case it's astral perception "tuning", I'll wait, but it seems getting worse.
I even though my soul can be attached to someone else, or a vampire, and I perceive another person for a while.
Did anyone experience this and fixed somehow ?
Thanks in advance for any help here.