AskSatanOperator
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I hate my mother, I can't control it and it makes me feel ashamed. I was emotionally neglected by my mother and I deeply resent her from that, to the point that is not reasonable. I feel intense hatred towards her, and it's very hard for me to keep my cool when anyone touches the subject.
My attempts at remaining objective don't seem to work, remembering that she provided me material security and higher education can't hold a candle to the resentment.
This gets worse from the fack that I lack any support to vent this issue: my country is a matriarchal society, saying that you don't love your mother gets you inmediatly tagged as a monster just below a murderer.
What could be helpful to process these emotions and start healing? Would Berkano or Wunjo be appropiate?
As extra information, my natal moon is in a unfavorable sign, and badly aspected by some outer planets.
My attempts at remaining objective don't seem to work, remembering that she provided me material security and higher education can't hold a candle to the resentment.
This gets worse from the fack that I lack any support to vent this issue: my country is a matriarchal society, saying that you don't love your mother gets you inmediatly tagged as a monster just below a murderer.
What could be helpful to process these emotions and start healing? Would Berkano or Wunjo be appropiate?
As extra information, my natal moon is in a unfavorable sign, and badly aspected by some outer planets.