AskSatanOperator
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I've been like this for a while now, it's hard for me to meditate and every time I do it it seems like my aura is very low, I can't visualize my aura almost at all, before I could do it very well, I see interference in front of me every time I try to meditate and It's the same, I can't visualize golden-white energy in front of me, I have constant negative thoughts, but after I'm with my girlfriend I feel a little more capable of doing it, I still feel pain in my third eye every time I'm with her, it has my head has been hurting for several days, I don't know how I can keep trying.