Question #4432: Abusive mother

[AskSatanOperator]

As a child, my mother was abusive towards me (it wasn't sexual assault). Now I have a girlfriend and I noticed that I am afraid of my girlfriend's touch (I am also a girl). How to fix this??? I love my girlfriend but I am afraid to approach her in a sexual way :///

 

[Hellenic SS]

I wish you a quick and healthy recovery. Some SS here have gone through abuse in their lives, but all of them found liberty and strength through the Gods. I recommend doing rituals with runes and affirmations.

Runes:

• Uruz:
  Futhark/Odin
• Ansuz:
  Futhark/Odin
• Kenaz:
  Futhark/Odin
• Algiz:
  Futhark/Odin
• Tiwaz:
  Futhark/Odin
• Bjork:
  Futhark/Odin

Affirmations:

• "I am free to enjoy sex as I wish and I am free of any and all past fears of sensuality."
• "I am always protected and completely safe against any and all threats."
• "My sexual energy is free to manifest in the physical realm as I wish."

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I also suggest all of the following:

Cleaning your Aura:
Your Aura is a bioelectrical field around your body which can subconsciously affect you and others around you. Our world has many sources of spritiual decay and filth, so cleaning your Aura consistently is vital. Link: https://satanisgod.org/Aura_Cleaning.html

Building your Aura of Protection:

Your Aura must become stronger to endure more on both the physical and the spiritual realm. Curses, negative energy, and astral attacks will bounce off you and onto the people/entities who direct them at you. Link: https://satanisgod.org/Protection.html

Kundalini Meditation:

The Kundalini is located inside the spine and can be stimulated by activating and fueling your chakras with energy. Each chakra has unique aspects and enriches the soul in various manners. Activating the Kundalini makes you feel passionate, motivated, strong, caring, communicative, and much more. Working on your chakras daily will be reflected in your social life as well, making people subtly attracted to you and entrusting you with sex, leadership, secrets, etc. Links: https://satanisgod.org/The_Chakras.html , https://satanisgod.org/Kundalini.html

Void Meditation:

Void Meditation helps with focus, self-control, seriousness, clarity, and discipline. Link: https://satanisgod.org/Satanic_Void_Meditation.html

Reverse Torah Rituals:

RTR's are rituals in which excerpts from the Old Testament (written in hebrew) are read in reverse. Thus, the curses included in the Old Testament are torn apart and are prevented from manifesting in the material world. RTR's are a vital weapon for spiritual warfare. They often include affirmations/mantras and runes for more power and effectiveness. Links: https://josrituals.org/ , https://satanisgod.org/Odin.html