AskSatanOperator
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So, my chart says that I should have serious potential and even already manifesting spiritual abilities.
I have:
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My pluto is powerfully aspecting my Mercury. The thing is I seriously struggle to experience anything spiritual that seems obvious in a big way.
What makes me really bothered is I have met and befriended people who are non-SS but seem to have all of this so much easier and free-flowing.
They would experience prophetic dreams, sometimes even see and hear things, and getting spiritual awakenings.
Sometimes, I get really jealous because I have so much spiritual knowledge and can help them understand what they are going through. But it is not that easy for me or "flowing".
Sometimes, I even feel bad knowing I can't help those people much or protect them on a more advanced scale because they are usually loved ones very close to me.
But I feel blind somehow in those regards.I meditate and have been meditating although not trying to advance just maintenance as I have been busy. (Cleaning, protection, void, workings.)
I have:
[REDACTED DUE TO SPECIFICITY OF MULTIPLE SPIRITUAL PLANETS/PLACEMENTS]
My pluto is powerfully aspecting my Mercury. The thing is I seriously struggle to experience anything spiritual that seems obvious in a big way.
What makes me really bothered is I have met and befriended people who are non-SS but seem to have all of this so much easier and free-flowing.
They would experience prophetic dreams, sometimes even see and hear things, and getting spiritual awakenings.
Sometimes, I get really jealous because I have so much spiritual knowledge and can help them understand what they are going through. But it is not that easy for me or "flowing".
Sometimes, I even feel bad knowing I can't help those people much or protect them on a more advanced scale because they are usually loved ones very close to me.
But I feel blind somehow in those regards.I meditate and have been meditating although not trying to advance just maintenance as I have been busy. (Cleaning, protection, void, workings.)