AskSatanOperator
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This is a bit of an odd question.
I have came to satanism recently and the gods have began to tell me what is wrong with me.
I am directed to humbling myself and accepting who I am. I am accepting what is wrong with me and acknowledging that I am not great right now. I have validated myself by telling myself that "one day I will be great and succed". "As long as I work hard and smart enough I will get there". But the gods tell me that I am not great and I am just a random human right now.
I am conflicted because I have extremely high ambition. I am motivated to reach my full potential and do all that I can in my life to succeed.
Overall I have alot of good karma in my natal chart. I have alot of placements for high intelligence, athletic ability, and willpower.
My north node is in the 8th house on the 13th degree of cancer. This is the top half of my chart. The 8th house deals with extreme power. The 13th degree of cancer deals with extreme power as well. My north node is my only planet in the top half of my chart.
Other than my mars in the 12th house which conjuncts my AC in Sagittarius.
When I first came to satanism I began to worry if I can succeed and if the gods will accept me. I woke up one morning and heard a femminine voice that said "you will go far".
I am looking for information on how to humble myself. Should I give up on my ambitions? Do the gods have a plan for me? Is this all just stupid delusions and am I fated to die as another leaf in the wind that makes no changes or progress to mankind?
I have came to satanism recently and the gods have began to tell me what is wrong with me.
I am directed to humbling myself and accepting who I am. I am accepting what is wrong with me and acknowledging that I am not great right now. I have validated myself by telling myself that "one day I will be great and succed". "As long as I work hard and smart enough I will get there". But the gods tell me that I am not great and I am just a random human right now.
I am conflicted because I have extremely high ambition. I am motivated to reach my full potential and do all that I can in my life to succeed.
Overall I have alot of good karma in my natal chart. I have alot of placements for high intelligence, athletic ability, and willpower.
My north node is in the 8th house on the 13th degree of cancer. This is the top half of my chart. The 8th house deals with extreme power. The 13th degree of cancer deals with extreme power as well. My north node is my only planet in the top half of my chart.
Other than my mars in the 12th house which conjuncts my AC in Sagittarius.
When I first came to satanism I began to worry if I can succeed and if the gods will accept me. I woke up one morning and heard a femminine voice that said "you will go far".
I am looking for information on how to humble myself. Should I give up on my ambitions? Do the gods have a plan for me? Is this all just stupid delusions and am I fated to die as another leaf in the wind that makes no changes or progress to mankind?