AskSatanOperator
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There is a certain goddess that I'm obsessed with to the point where I drew her sigil (I don't draw very well)
a little bit after I drew her sigil, I saw a flash like lightning that took place very close to me, but there was no thunder sound which makes me believe that it was her and she was in my house
and then I put her sigil under my pillow to see what would happen and I felt my solar chakra getting powered up and didn't let me sleep untill several hours later
The fetish was already there but my obsession with her brought it back to mind
No girl has certain features like this certain demoness unless in porn
And when I try to imagine or look at that type of porn, sometimes it feels like it wants to tear a hole in my soul and at other times it's the same feeling only much less and I'm turned on my this certain demoness but is it ok to sexually fantasize about her?
I'm afraid of what my obsession with her could mean
please tell me what should I do next
and should I tell you her name?
a little bit after I drew her sigil, I saw a flash like lightning that took place very close to me, but there was no thunder sound which makes me believe that it was her and she was in my house
and then I put her sigil under my pillow to see what would happen and I felt my solar chakra getting powered up and didn't let me sleep untill several hours later
The fetish was already there but my obsession with her brought it back to mind
No girl has certain features like this certain demoness unless in porn
And when I try to imagine or look at that type of porn, sometimes it feels like it wants to tear a hole in my soul and at other times it's the same feeling only much less and I'm turned on my this certain demoness but is it ok to sexually fantasize about her?
I'm afraid of what my obsession with her could mean
please tell me what should I do next
and should I tell you her name?