Sta_Satanama said:
Friend, how do I do what you described? I feel unsuccessful in communicating with people, including women. I have it in my eyes that I need them and I am very jealous of those men who can easily communicate with women. My psyche has been crippled by my mother since childhood, I do not like myself, I was not accepted
I am 30 years old and my mind is blocked by these complexes, I get in a stupor in front of a woman
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I'm happy to help. Would you say your main issue is self-acceptance?
If that is the case, I would have a look at this working from JG Lydia. Here is the link: https://www.ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?p=512#p512 (I couldn't find the specific topic)
At the same time, there are some practices which can strengthen this healing. For example:
:arrow: Inhaling red or gold energy (and a mix of those colours) and programming the energy to energy to increase your self-esteem and self confidence. You could start with 20 breaths at the lowest, then 40, 50, 60, 80, 100, 111, 216. DO NOT OVERLOAD OR STRAIN YOURSELF!
:arrow: Inhaling energy from Mars and/or the Sun. Same numbers and programming.
:arrow: Doing the spiritual Mars and/or Sun square(s) with the same programming. They can be in any fire sign when you start, and they will be effective. Avoid Mars retrograde.
All these are meditations, not workings/witchcraft. I don't suggest using elements (i.e. fire) as those are for advanced meditators. Someone with these issues need to work their level to intermediate, which is where planets and runes come into place. Most often, like other members stated recently, energy breathing is much more effective than vibrating mantras which require a certain level to have the effects desired and certain foundations to be built.
:arrow: If you can, you should try to get into a deep trance and regress to the specific episodes that had the most impact on you. I know it can be painful to relive, so take it easy and do it gradually. If you feel too uncomfortable, just stop the regression and clean your aura. You can always resume at another moment. The goal of these regressions is to find the root causes, so you can have the awareness you need to heal them in your life.
If the root cause turns out to be the relationship with your mother, a Moon square or simply inhaling energy from the Moon and programming it can really help. Then asking Father Satan for a female figure in your life that can help you heal from the issues created from your biological mother, and be open. Assistance will come.
To work on communication issues, only practice can help, like Ol Argerdco Luciftias recommended. A book that was recommended to me and it's gold-value is "Superhuman Social Skills". This will make you understand how to initiate and nurture any type of social relationship with other people. Breathing Venus energy and yellow/orange energy into your soul (especially middle and throat chakra) before reading this book and before practising communication can really help. There are other things that can support your practice of course.
Above all, know that any complex can be resolved. I can help and other people will kindly help too. If you believe in yourself and apply our advice to your life, actually taking action, you will make progress and reach your goals. I will be add more things in a later post quoting you at a later moment in the day when I have more time. Just remember the Gods and the community are on your side.
Feel free to ask for any clarification as well.