hello, i have a fetish for masochism. is this normal from ss point of view? i am a dedicated satanist and i wonder if this is not porn damage. If this is not normal, tell me what should I do. Thank you
This can come from literally anything. Can be partners in this life, past life stuff (very common with women), it can be the way you are elementally, it can be pornography.
Regardless of where it is from, moderate masochism like being spanked is fine, extreme masochism like wanting to be punched in the face repeatedly and perpetually manipulating people to feel sorry for you is not going to end well.
If you have fantasies of hurting yourself physically or emotionally it is an unhealthy thing. This can be caused by, for example, mental disorders, traumas, personality disorders, etc.
As Karnonnos wrote, if it is, for example, a spanking then it is fine.
It is not necessarily a product of pornography, but a symptom of low self-esteem or low vitality of the 3rd chakra, which can also be traced back to certain planetary positions that have not been sublimated.