Question #1285: Difficulty meditating because of attacks or laziness?

[AskSatanOperator]

Hi, so lately I've been feeling a little drained/tired, my sleep schedule might be the culprit (I just feel more active during the night).

I do 6 meditations for myself and 2 for loved ones (pets), FRTR and currently now Lord Janus ritual.

I complete everything, but I just seem to take an awful lot of time to complete everything.

I am doing a 2nd 40 day Nauð working, but instead of 5x Nauð, I do 10x Nauð from base to Crown then Aura and affirm that the energy of Nauð is empowering my whole being (it's a butchered summary of the affirmation).

I used to do 10+ meditations, but reduced a few due to completing 40 days, so I'm unsure..

I want to meditate during the day. Meditating is filling me with immense bliss and joy, yet I procrastinate a lot..

I've tried coming over this obstacle, but I felt like my solar chakra or my whole being just seemed to struggle..

Am I just lazy? Please help me understand this better because I'm at a dead end.

I never want to leave SS.

 

[MiniMe3388]

If you perform rituals and meditate every day, it means you are NOT lazy. Adjust the amount of meditation under you and you must remember - quality over quantity.

 

[HPS Lydia]

Don't vibrate Nauð into your chakras! The energy of this is NOT good for most chakras, only the Base.

Otherwise, no you are not lazy, but you should do more cleaning in your chakras, certainly not Nauð.