AskSatanOperator
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I've been having affairs for a short time with a mixed girl. I know it's not okay and I should quit, but how do I explain to her that it's unhealthy, now that I gave her expectations, without telling her it's about SS?
One side of me though wants to keep damaging my Soul because she is the only person available for affection and intimacy for me, and she's the only one emotionally available for me, and I've lacked these for a long time that I'm currently starved. My affective battery is 0 and she recharges me, so to say.
She's taught me some things and there are also social privileges for a relationship.
Is it not a good enough reason to continue?
One side of me though wants to keep damaging my Soul because she is the only person available for affection and intimacy for me, and she's the only one emotionally available for me, and I've lacked these for a long time that I'm currently starved. My affective battery is 0 and she recharges me, so to say.
She's taught me some things and there are also social privileges for a relationship.
Is it not a good enough reason to continue?