Question #1137: I don't know if my addiction on porn is coming back

[AskSatanOperator]

A very strange thing is happening. I was addicted to porn many years ago but I stopped completely and got rid of it all and I started to find it disgusting, I abhorred it. Days before my period my libido increases and I wanted quick relief so I thought of porn because I was told it was quick relief. And now I want to watch a little more just for relief but I'm afraid of getting addicted. ( I don't watch every day or every hour
If a week has 7 days I watch it 1 or 2 times a week. )

 

[MiniMe3388]

Instead of watching porn, use your imagination.
Find the stubbornness to avoid watching porn and keep in the back of your mind that it is crap.

 

[Lightning_Puma]

Read this post reply from Korpi: https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?p=431352#p431352

But also consider reading replies on that post as well.

Porn is jewish rot. Avoid it!

I'd suggest doing a freeing of the soul working to get rid of sexual hang ups. It helped me feel more in tune with myself and also makes me avoid porn like the plague.

 

[Ol argedco luciftias]

You do not have any addiction. Don't be ridiculous.

 

[Blitzkreig [JG]]

A very strange thing is happening. I was addicted to porn many years ago but I stopped completely and got rid of it all and I started to find it disgusting, I abhorred it. Days before my period my libido increases and I wanted quick relief so I thought of porn because I was told it was quick relief. And now I want to watch a little more just for relief but I'm afraid of getting addicted. ( I don't watch every day or every hour
If a week has 7 days I watch it 1 or 2 times a week. )

You do not have any addiction. Don't be ridiculous.

These things exist on a gradient. Porn by nature is addictive, and addictions happen over time.

If you have the mentality that you can use some of it and not be addicted, then this ignores the reality of how the "hooks" sink into you. It is vital that people recognize that porn and many video games are designed to make you into a crackhead. Some people resist this more than others, but the current state of the world shows how it has ruined the lives of many otherwise normal people.

Of course, I understand people cannot totally distance themselves from certain digital entertainment, but here is the key point: Porn is designed to be both highly stimulating and easily "bingeable". Anyone who uses porn or modern video games needs to understand that a hard block is needed for any safety here, like a software filter.

Personally, I would do your very best to avoid anything which is designed to intentionally hurt you. If you must consume it, then you have to recognize, without deluding yourself, the danger involved, plus you have to recognize that you have to regularly block and detox yourself from it.

Otherwise, 1-2 times per week becomes 3-5, and so on. Instead, go full 2 weeks without it and let your brain reset itself. This gives some true element of safety, as well as freedom from delusional thinking like "it is not that bad" or "I can view some, then stop", or "I need it for x reason".

I wish we lived in a world where digital entertainment was not weaponized against us, but this is the current reality and must be accounted for.