Question #1132: Taking a break/walking away from SS

[AskSatanOperator]

Not sure who will see this but I recently have been struggling with my mental and physical health problems for past months and I started slacking off on meditating and doing yoga. I also started smoking weed again for a couple months because I thought it would help and haven’t really visited the forums much lately. Recently I had a really bad high on Easter and it was really ugly, i don’t know why but I started thinking about the jews and having just unpleasant feelings and images in my head that I don’t normally have nor want, so I quit doing weed and have been sober for several days now.

Anyways for the past few days that experience has still been on my mind wondering what it could have been and I started thinking A LOT about JoS and thinking about my life how it’s not where I want it to be and I realized I want to get it together and better myself and take care of my health more. I also started feeling like maybe Spiritual Satanism isn’t for me anymore and I should take a break from or Undedicate my soul?

The reason for this is because I just feel like I need to devote all my time and energy right now into taking better care of my health and making more money to change my situation and focusing more on my family and Gf I have now and I feel doing Spiritual warfare, it’s just too much for me right now.

But I guess what I need help or advice with is what should I do?? Please no mean or rude comments

 

[Masterj810610]

Not sure who will see this but I recently have been struggling with my mental and physical health problems for past months and I started slacking off on meditating and doing yoga. I also started smoking weed again for a couple months because I thought it would help and haven’t really visited the forums much lately. Recently I had a really bad high on Easter and it was really ugly, i don’t know why but I started thinking about the jews and having just unpleasant feelings and images in my head that I don’t normally have nor want, so I quit doing weed and have been sober for several days now.

Anyways for the past few days that experience has still been on my mind wondering what it could have been and I started thinking A LOT about JoS and thinking about my life how it’s not where I want it to be and I realized I want to get it together and better myself and take care of my health more. I also started feeling like maybe Spiritual Satanism isn’t for me anymore and I should take a break from or Undedicate my soul?

The reason for this is because I just feel like I need to devote all my time and energy right now into taking better care of my health and making more money to change my situation and focusing more on my family and Gf I have now and I feel doing Spiritual warfare, it’s just too much for me right now.

But I guess what I need help or advice with is what should I do?? Please no mean or rude comments

JoS is the only place you want to be to take care of your health, in the physical and psychological way. Don't you think its because you stop meditating?

Maybe you should focus on meditation that will get you better? I don't on what you were woriking on, but you need to understand where your problems are and focus on them.

I hope you will take the best decision for you.

 

[Lightning_Puma]

You need to get yourself together and stick on this path.

You joined, you stay.

Walking away isn't going to help anybody, especially not you.

Why not try to fix the problems in your life through meditation? You can do a working for money, get rid of problems, etc., but walking away is like asking for trouble.

You don't just undedicate yourself. You dedicated, the door closed behind you and you need to keep on going. Don't be weak.

There is always going to be very bad and hard days, but what matters is that you toughen up and go through them. Nobody else is going to do it for you.

Walking away is certainly not going to magically fix your problems.

Clean your chakras and aura twice, daily!
Do a strong AoP daily! Preferably 2 separate ones. Like Algiz in the morning and like Sowilo, Berkano, Algiz in the evening. (Be sure to start on a waxing Moon, avoid course of void moon!! And start during a morning with new AoP)!

If you don't do the above, then it's no wonder you're struggling.

Walking away is not going to help anybody, but if you decide to leave, then you're on your own.

 

[nebu]

i already anticipate the tenor of the responses you will receive, so i will be the kind individual

i don't know how much you frequented the forum or read the site in general, but marijuana mainly leaves you with holes in your soul, giving you great vulnerabilities to all that is bad from the outside, it only gets worse, it's a fact

what is a break for you?
with respect, if you don't advance 0.01% every day whatever your spiritual degree, you're not doing anything being a SS, like a void meditation, power meditation, hatha yoga, kundalini yoga, and basically that

about leaving, i have nothing to say, but know that it's you against the world, in every way, and how is the world today?
and you, do you have the ability to deal?

about your problems, months ago i faced similar things but different issues, i sacrificed and prospered, beginning the true warrior's path is usually complicated indeed, but then the only thing you ask yourself is, why didn't i start sooner?

 

[Power of Justice [JG]]

Being a Satanist doesn't mean that a God holds a gun to your head and if you miss a meditation you're expelled. If you have pressing matters to attend to in your life, then do that. Better to be safe and secure and be able to resume meditations later on, than homeless or something like that.

Drugs will never solve anything. Please read this sermon by HP Hooded Cobra - Why You Must Never Give Up In Life As A Spiritual Satanist

 

[MiniMe3388]

Don't smoke weed, because nothing good comes from it.
Eat healthy food, start doing sports. Meditating and doing yoga will definitely help you.

If you don't have the strength to do rituals then you can always do them in a shortened version.

 

[Stormm]

Not sure who will see this but I recently have been struggling with my mental and physical health problems for past months and I started slacking off on meditating and doing yoga. I also started smoking weed again for a couple months because I thought it would help and haven’t really visited the forums much lately. Recently I had a really bad high on Easter and it was really ugly, i don’t know why but I started thinking about the jews and having just unpleasant feelings and images in my head that I don’t normally have nor want, so I quit doing weed and have been sober for several days now.

Anyways for the past few days that experience has still been on my mind wondering what it could have been and I started thinking A LOT about JoS and thinking about my life how it’s not where I want it to be and I realized I want to get it together and better myself and take care of my health more. I also started feeling like maybe Spiritual Satanism isn’t for me anymore and I should take a break from or Undedicate my soul?

The reason for this is because I just feel like I need to devote all my time and energy right now into taking better care of my health and making more money to change my situation and focusing more on my family and Gf I have now and I feel doing Spiritual warfare, it’s just too much for me right now.

But I guess what I need help or advice with is what should I do?? Please no mean or rude comments

I was in the same situation as you about work. I got a job but I realized that it wasn't good for me and I couldn't stand those disgusting two-faced god-worshipping bastards, so I quit after 2 days. Maybe I should start my own business. Anyway, my advice is to continue power meditations and yoga, start exercising, don't smoke weed. Don't leave the SS. Take care of yourself

 

[MercuryWisdom]

Not sure who will see this but I recently have been struggling with my mental and physical health problems for past months and I started slacking off on meditating and doing yoga. I also started smoking weed again for a couple months because I thought it would help and haven’t really visited the forums much lately. Recently I had a really bad high on Easter and it was really ugly, i don’t know why but I started thinking about the jews and having just unpleasant feelings and images in my head that I don’t normally have nor want, so I quit doing weed and have been sober for several days now.

Anyways for the past few days that experience has still been on my mind wondering what it could have been and I started thinking A LOT about JoS and thinking about my life how it’s not where I want it to be and I realized I want to get it together and better myself and take care of my health more. I also started feeling like maybe Spiritual Satanism isn’t for me anymore and I should take a break from or Undedicate my soul?

The reason for this is because I just feel like I need to devote all my time and energy right now into taking better care of my health and making more money to change my situation and focusing more on my family and Gf I have now and I feel doing Spiritual warfare, it’s just too much for me right now.

But I guess what I need help or advice with is what should I do?? Please no mean or rude comments

You can take a break if you want. It's not a sin or anything. But, you'll discover in the end that meditations and yoga lift you up and are designed to do that. Done for long enough and with enough control of your mind to reduce your vices and escapism you'll see improvements.

You don't have to do extreme advancement or warfare, either. You said you wanted to do self-care. Then do exactly that. Yoga stretches the physical body to relax and get more enrgy flowing and also improves your mood and energy levels.

As for meditating, stick with cleaning, protection, and void. You don't need anything more and these are quite literally taking care of yourself. Taking a shower for the soul.

You don't have to quit or do anything drastic or impulsive like say SS is not for me. Take it very easy and at your own pace. The Gods are understanding and will give you a hand through this. You'll discover you were on the right and healthy path and you'll feel proud of yourself if you did the simple things I told you when you were down and after sometime those practices will lift you up.

Also, this is quite normal to feel. Don't beat yourself up for it. Most SS had feelings or doubts like this at least once especially if they are at a bad transit. Just keep going.

 

[ambiance666]

You can leave if you can’t handle it,but you start seeing all the bullshit the Jews get away with so it makes you come back.

 

[Draconi666]

Not sure who will see this but I recently have been struggling with my mental and physical health problems for past months and I started slacking off on meditating and doing yoga. I also started smoking weed again for a couple months because I thought it would help and haven’t really visited the forums much lately. Recently I had a really bad high on Easter and it was really ugly, i don’t know why but I started thinking about the jews and having just unpleasant feelings and images in my head that I don’t normally have nor want, so I quit doing weed and have been sober for several days now.

Anyways for the past few days that experience has still been on my mind wondering what it could have been and I started thinking A LOT about JoS and thinking about my life how it’s not where I want it to be and I realized I want to get it together and better myself and take care of my health more. I also started feeling like maybe Spiritual Satanism isn’t for me anymore and I should take a break from or Undedicate my soul?

The reason for this is because I just feel like I need to devote all my time and energy right now into taking better care of my health and making more money to change my situation and focusing more on my family and Gf I have now and I feel doing Spiritual warfare, it’s just too much for me right now.

But I guess what I need help or advice with is what should I do?? Please no mean or rude comments

JoS is what focuses on your health on all levels. Wrong turn is to go otherway, because this one is proved by countless experienced members. Don’t forget there is a lot of tests that must be taken seriously and passed, some of them is which you even can’t identify but time will show results anyway. Don’t turn back on JoS, you would be astounded by your results if you just keep on.

 

[Aquarius]

The JoS is what will allow you to really take care of yourself, if you abbandon it you might as well die since you are abbandoning life itself.

 

[BlackOnyx8 [JG]]

Your perception of this path is incorrect as it is precisely what will empower you to become successful in these areas. You can definitely take a break from spiritual warfare and help in other ways if you do need to, but removing yourself completely from this path and abandoning your spiritual routine will do a lot of damage to your life.