Purpose

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I sometimes feel like everything is meaningless now, living a simple life is meaningless. At times I think about ending it all, doesn't mean I'm going to.Growing up, I was indoctrinated heavily. I was so blind to the injustices of the world, I mean it doesn't really matter as long as it isn't happening to me. I get a couple likes on instagram and do my homework and everything was fine. That is until I learned the truth on what this world actually is. I started to see pass the pasty smiles at church. People are hurting and suffering everyday, and here I am in my own little box playing zelda. I wanted to become a doctor, but then I also read the one minute cure. It seems like that purpose is out the window, after exposing the medical industry for the business that it is. It seems I lost myself walking along this path....

Am I losing myself, or the person that I am becoming is the person I should be?

Can anybody give me advice on purpose, and please dont regurgitate the " empty platitudes" that this gurus always say. It's not that I'm sad or depressed, I just in a very weird state of mind.

 

[oxaroc]

You should meditate daily, you also should do a magickal working using Wunjo rune which will banish this negative thinking of yours. Which is more than likely depression, even if you think otherwise.

Now after you've done the above, everything should be clear now. Your mind won't pessimistic as before, which will help you find a purpose.
Most Satanists share the same purposes in life, which is fighting for Satan and humanity, and to keep evolving oneself.

What makes me get out of bed every morning is mostly the latter purpose, evolving and consistent improvement of myself and everything around me. It's just an exciting endless battle.

Few years ago, I was depressed and sounded just like you. It wasn't until after I kept on meditating that I could think straight.

Now that you're a Satanist, how does being a Satanist Doctor sounds to you? Maybe in the future you could help opening a Satanic hospital, you never know..
Think big.



Hail Satan!!!!

 

[Donna Hebert]

@king1724. Ref purpose
Sorry, this is long. Hope you'll read it though.

First, I don't know your history or whether you are dedicated to Father Satan. For the purpose of this answer, I'll say you are dedicated and very new, not necessarily in time but in advancement new. 
You have been heavily indoctrinated. The dedication ritual gets rid of the initial stronghold of xion influence. The rest of the joo-poo, I call it, will take lots of hard work to eradicate. And won't be finished until you reach god-hood.
HP Magesson666 published several sermons on what the Gentile life was like, and would be like without the joo-poo influences. This is Father's way. How He's wanting our life to become again. This is what we are fighting to accomplish. The freedom to be Who We Are. Find these sermons. Download them. Read them often. 
There is a striking difference between the way we do things now and Father Satan's way. However, through all your heavy indoctrination this difference cannot be understood. And that's okay as long as you continue to advance yourself. Continue to fight for Gentile Freedom. It'll become clearer as you progress. Strange you would mention Zelda...a game which had originally closely resembled the time period where the joos started their takeover!
Yes, people are suffering. The joos can suffer right out of existence! JoS has an answer for why Father allows the suffering of Gentiles. Find it. Read it. And read it again. And again. 
What you may have lost on this path is some of the joo version of your true purpose. A purpose you will not know fully until more of the jooish filth is removed. You can either keep looking for personal identification, or you can accept your place as a Warrior of The Only Truth, Father Satan. If your search is only inward, you may never acquire the experience and understanding of Truth to know who you are. 
DehnaHail SatanHail Lilith666/88


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On Mon, Dec 18, 2017 at 9:13 PM, king1724@... [JoyofSatan666]<[email protected] wrote:   I sometimes feel like everything is meaningless now, living a simple life is meaningless. At times I think about ending it all, doesn't mean I'm going to.Growing up, I was indoctrinated heavily. I was so blind to the injustices of the world, I mean it doesn't really matter as long as it isn't happening to me. I get a couple likes on instagram and do my homework and everything was fine. That is until I learned the truth on what this world actually is. I started to see pass the pasty smiles at church. People are hurting and suffering everyday, and here I am in my own little box playing zelda. I wanted to become a doctor, but then I also read the one minute cure. It seems like that purpose is out the window, after exposing the medical industry for the business that it is. It seems I lost myself walking along this path....

Am I losing myself, or the person that I am becoming is the person I should be?

Can anybody give me advice on purpose, and please dont regurgitate the " empty platitudes" that this gurus always say. It's not that I'm sad or depressed, I just in a very weird state of mind.

 

[Illo Medio]

You can do anything with this knowledge from Satan. It takes time but hey?????? Time is running right now so you know that