JohnDoe369
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I've been dealing with some unusual events in the past 1-2 weeks, these "events" are seriously affecting my daily life and well-being to the point where i am starting to doubt my own mind, i am suffering and i need help, that's why i came here, to ask more experienced people about what i've been experiencing and to ask what i should do... the situation seems to be aggravating and last night it was horrible, i tried making a post about it but i didn't work, i don't know if wans't approved or what... anyway... in the past week i've began to see visions of grey aliens, most of those visions are not realistic in the same way as a memory let's say with depth and color, but rather like white drawings reflected in the black of my closed eyelids, the first time it happened i saw a pair of eyes moving in a circular motion on top of a elypse, they were going in opposite directions of each-other when they stopped and started to move in the direction of one another, then they merged into one bigger eye, i saw this as a visual representation of the magnum opus, afther this i started seeing the face of a grey alien, it was right on my face, centimeters away, after that i saw a pair of 3 grey aliens i tried to stop it... just get that out of my mind, but i couldn't, i told them that i didn't gave them permission to be there and demanded then to leave... nothing happened, i then ask what they wanted and i heard the word "YOU" in my mind with a voice thay wasn't my own... then i was awoke by a male voice screaming "YOUR DOOR IS OPEN" i looked at my phone and i was 11:36 am, and i realized after that it was a man telling some one in my street that someone's car door was open or something like that, after that i've began to see grey faces almost every time i closed my eyes, even in a alert mental state, being completely sober sometimes i close my eyes and they are there instantly... behind my eyes, i smoke cannabis sometimes, but after this i can't do it anymore bacuse when i get high the problem gets 10000x worse, i seriously started seeing their faces with wide open eyes the last time i smoke pot, the second time i it happened it was similar... i started seeing them, there was either one alone, or a group of 3 of them, everytime it happens i start shifting perspectives and seeing them from different angles, almost like frames in a movie shot from different positions, only this time i had a very realistic vision with depth and color, i saw a legion of grey aliens marching in a urban landscape, there were metallic buildings with spiky antenna like protrusions coming out of it in every direction these buildings had now windows and they were somewhat but not excessively tall, the sky was black and i saw a purple light coming out of one of the buildings, the third time something like this happened was last night, now this was no vision... i can't recall all of the details but i will try my best, i was at the place where i lived, i was alone, i went downstairs to get coffe, when i started seeing shadow figures EVERYWHERE, i went down the stairs to a room which gives acess to 4 doors and 3 rooms and a wall where visible and in my point of view i could see more than 6 of those shadow creatures peaking behind the wall, the second i looked into them they were gone, the second i didn't they came back, i was feeling a sensation of pure dread and i just knew there was something wrong, i felt like i was being watched and everytime i wans't with my back against a wall i could feel something sprinting towards me, the light's flickered my cat was meowing in a fearful way, i was scared... i was literally feeling the presence of something,i was really fucking scared, the air was different, the temperature was colder, i felt like i was in a completely different place, after that i went upstairs to my room, when i began to hear a noise, like someone was playing with a small object, like dropping a golf ball and letting it roll on the ground, my cat was in the backyard at the time, when i heard it i just frooze... i got up, got a metal crowbar a sat in a chair facing my door and just waited, eventually my family came back home and it just went away, i can't remember other situations where i was afraid like this, this is getting worse, i don't know why aliens would choose to harass me, i can't really understand it, even if i am a satanist i am not important you know? Just a normal person, last time i tried to meditate i saw them again, they didn't let me do it, i am not ruling out the possibility of it being a psychotic episode or something like this, what do you guy's think?