ohnoitsmook1
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- Jun 17, 2004
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Hey guys, since 7th grade, my mother has been thinking that I have psychological disorders and has had me see a large amount of "guidance" and "help". That was 7th grade, and I'm nearing 11th grade now. Her suspicions and worry have become so great that she is planning to have me accepted by some institution that's supposed to "help me find my tracks" and all that bullshit. I've done completely nothing wrong. I'm a pretty good guy; I can't hurt someone because I don't even see many people, since I stay inside and mostly work in my drawing book.
My main question that I am meaning to ask in this post, though, is... how am I supposed to contact my Guardian Demon? I mean, I know that Father understands if all I have is myself, but, I haven't even been able to see the astral with my Third Eye. Also, once I am forced into that place, my belongings will most likely all be confiscated and I will not be able to get on the JoS to see what meditations I have to do and shit. Additionally, they will probably force me medicine that I know will greatly threaten my spiritual development since I don't need them and they'll cause me all sorts of shit.
That's my question, guys. How can I continue to advance spiritually, in incarceration...?
My main question that I am meaning to ask in this post, though, is... how am I supposed to contact my Guardian Demon? I mean, I know that Father understands if all I have is myself, but, I haven't even been able to see the astral with my Third Eye. Also, once I am forced into that place, my belongings will most likely all be confiscated and I will not be able to get on the JoS to see what meditations I have to do and shit. Additionally, they will probably force me medicine that I know will greatly threaten my spiritual development since I don't need them and they'll cause me all sorts of shit.
That's my question, guys. How can I continue to advance spiritually, in incarceration...?