please, i need advice.

[maliniahoffman301954]

Hi everyone, I know I don't write on here much but I try not to bother to much but I have been really concerned with the progress that I have been making and I think I really need help this time. I feel like i should not ask for help but I think I really need to this time. I am going to make this as short as possible.
Rune learning I am really trying to learn the runes but it is so hard for me and I don't understand why. I cannot even prounounce them correctly. And the way Maxine explains it is just so hard to understand see, I feel like I am so stupid. I am trying but it does not make sense. Okay so I found this other website about pronouncing the runes and writing and reading them but it explaines it in a English way, My problem is if I can only learn this from maxines way of teaching I don't ever feel like I will ever understand. I love maxines website and sermons its just the runes I don't understand.
  Energy work I have been doing energy work for 33 days now. My question is this,should I be able to feel the psi ball by now.I have one time before it helps when I move my hands a lot And it actually felt like a rubber bouncy ball that was hot and my hands were slightly moving own their own, But I cannot do this anymore. I even made a list of things I done that day that was different than the others but I am still unable to it again. How long did it take you guys to do it?
I want to be able to do something for satan so much but everything I try I cant do and I really do try. I feel useless. Other than making anti-tracks I have not been able to do anything.
How did you all learn runes? Does any one else have trouble with this? How did you guys learn energy work and how long does is it normally take? Sorry this was so long I just needed to face the fact that I needed help.
-thank you

HAIL SATAN!!!!!!

 

[black.wyrm666]

As if we never felt stupid because we were sooooo new

Take it easy - in time you will learn what you desire, and many more.

One of the source books that HPs Maxine used was this:

https://www.google.pl/search?q=Edred+Th ... sgGj-YGQDA

It is not an ultimate book, but a decent one.

As for pronunciation, familiarise yourself with this website:

IPA pulmonic consonant chart with audio - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia  If the above chart with voices confuses you, drop it.

Feeling useless is stupid - just because you do not know this or that YET, it does NOT mean you can do nothing. Runes DO require practice, and that comes in time.

Now, as for being useful, you can do RTRs. Both quantity and quality matter.

HS!
HAIL VOLAC!
88!

 

[babyb00m]

There are audio Mp3 recordings of the runes in Satan's Library. You can use then to help you pronounce the runes correctly.

The Runic Kabalah PDF and Audio Mp3s
 http://dawn666blacksun.angelfire.com/Audio_Mp3s.htm  
Chill. You are making progress. High Priest Mageson has some wise words that will help you out here:

Frustrated at Lack of Progress
http://josministries.prophpbb.com/post78070.html#p78070