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HiI dont really post here and I never even tried to ask Father for help because im scared it will be too much to ask... Maybe i dont deserve it.. Anyway recently ive been having a lot of health issues and im at a breaking point in my life. It got that bad that im on anti depressants and anxiety pills. I feel so physically ill...feels like im dying. I dont want to. Im so determined now to do anything ...just please help me... I was thinking of doing a ritual for Father but theres no chance ill be alone this week. I have problems being motivated to meditate and empower myself so thats why I think no Demon and not even Father will help me... But they have always been in my heart dearly. Since I found out the website (thank you Maxine) it made everything clear to me about life and since then it stuck with me and it will for the rest of my life. I just dont want that life to be too short. So i think this is a very serious cry for help. I have several health issues (i dont think i need to go in detail) but my body is basically f** up. I dont think i can do it on my own.If any of you could help me somehow...some magick, if youre more advanced and can see and hear the Gods maybe ask them although i think that would be too much to ask .. :(Im not that advanced and i probably wouldnt know what Father will tell me after i make that ritual...Please save me :(
Ps thank you if you read till the end, i appreciate it 
Hail Satan and the Gods
 
<td val[/IMG]You can start by joining the joyofsatan health group. We can definitely give you information and advice to help.

Take this one step at a time.

You can definitely heal yourself and I am very surprised that you have not tried to heal yourself using the sun square and many other means.

You do not have to be too psychically open to communicate with the gods. Many times they lead us to the proper information and treatment or implant ideas or hunches in our heads.

[/TD]
From: vikiwysocka@... [JoyofSatan666] <[email protected];
To: <[email protected];
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Please help me... :(
Sent: Mon, Sep 12, 2016 6:38:49 PM

<td val[/IMG]   HiI dont really post here and I never even tried to ask Father for help because im scared it will be too much to ask... Maybe i dont deserve it.. Anyway recently ive been having a lot of health issues and im at a breaking point in my life. It got that bad that im on anti depressants and anxiety pills. I feel so physically ill...feels like im dying. I dont want to. Im so determined now to do anything ...just please help me... I was thinking of doing a ritual for Father but theres no chance ill be alone this week. I have problems being motivated to meditate and empower myself so thats why I think no Demon and not even Father will help me... But they have always been in my heart dearly. Since I found out the website (thank you Maxine) it made everything clear to me about life and since then it stuck with me and it will for the rest of my life. I just dont want that life to be too short. So i think this is a very serious cry for help. I have several health issues (i dont think i need to go in detail) but my body is basically f** up. I dont think i can do it on my own.If any of you could help me somehow...some magick, if youre more advanced and can see and hear the Gods maybe ask them although i think that would be too much to ask .. :(Im not that advanced and i probably wouldnt know what Father will tell me after i make that ritual...Please save me :(
Ps thank you if you read till the end, i appreciate it 
Hail Satan and the Gods [/TD]
 
Clean ur aura with words of power. 9 to all the 7chakras plus 5 more times to the side of ur body. 5th would ve the entire soul. Rama is also good to get rid negative energy and feels very positive. It also used for sun moon chakras.someone could also use vunyo i guess
 
You better eliminate that horrendous pill cocktail.Those are precisely the two worst things for your spiritual development.X Anna I believe shuts your chairs so you can't feel those intense energy bursts but you have to be able to feel them.They won't kill you.Although it does feel like it.Id choose depression over antidepressants.At least depression is temporary.Anxiety and depression are purely spiritual which means no physical pill is going to cure them.Yeah,though,do talk with Father and Mother and do endless sun squares geared toward getting off pills...and bettering whatever it is you meant by your health.
-Hail to the Father
 
If you want to be saved meditate, isn´t that good motivation for you? You can actually save yourself. Increased bioenergy will fix you soon. Start from 10 min. Meditate few times for 10 minutes and you will slowly create a habit and need to meditate. Reward yourself for every even smallest session and later try to make them longer. You need to make yourself more disciplined tho,try concentrating on earth element for beginning . You can meditate in every comfortable pose and with open eyes of course so others won´t be able to notice ... And don´t be scared ,once you dedicate everything will be easier. Satan and demons will be there for you if you start meditating and doing RTRs. at least try to do them ... 

 
Don't you worry, it is the enemy that is viciously attacking you!
This is a really good program :http://web.archive.org/web/201606192253 ... 40_day.pdf

Also, a sun square can help a lot in healing and protection! :
The Sun 666  

The numbers are how many times you have to vibrate the words of the sun, it can help in healing, protection, and many other things :)
Also, to fight back from those bastards, here is a way to program your aura to smash the jude
Fighting Back  

For the offender, you can say "All those who wish to harm me" or "Satans enemies"
You can also clean your aura, and also build an aura of protection:http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... ction.html
How to Clean Your Aura  http://joyofsatan.org/Aura_Cleaning.html

All of this is in the 40 day program, which is really helpful!! 
You can also find your guardian demon by your birthdate (Don't post it, and don't post your name as the evil jew wants to kill us):

Demons A - B  
Just search through, and find which one is on your birthday (Don't post your birthday)If you can't find them in the link above , then scroll down and click the other links to find more demons
Your guardian Demon will help keep you safe!
That is all :)
 
Ill say this also, I was being attacked just a week ago, and I kicked into high gear and defended myself with the knowledge off the jos site, I was legit dieing but I did some quick thinking and I survived, also the dream that night was fucked up lol.
On Sep 13, 2016 3:52 AM, "vikiwysocka@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:
  HiI dont really post here and I never even tried to ask Father for help because im scared it will be too much to ask... Maybe i dont deserve it.. Anyway recently ive been having a lot of health issues and im at a breaking point in my life. It got that bad that im on anti depressants and anxiety pills. I feel so physically ill...feels like im dying. I dont want to. Im so determined now to do anything ...just please help me... I was thinking of doing a ritual for Father but theres no chance ill be alone this week. I have problems being motivated to meditate and empower myself so thats why I think no Demon and not even Father will help me... But they have always been in my heart dearly. Since I found out the website (thank you Maxine) it made everything clear to me about life and since then it stuck with me and it will for the rest of my life. I just dont want that life to be too short. So i think this is a very serious cry for help. I have several health issues (i dont think i need to go in detail) but my body is basically f** up. I dont think i can do it on my own.If any of you could help me somehow...some magick, if youre more advanced and can see and hear the Gods maybe ask them although i think that would be too much to ask .. :(Im not that advanced and i probably wouldnt know what Father will tell me after i make that ritual...Please save me :(
Ps thank you if you read till the end, i appreciate it 
Hail Satan and the Gods
 
Hi, I totally agree, it is very hard to do things with depression. Yes, the Infernal Father will help as he never turns away those that are serious about commuting to him. Are you deticated yet?. If not, that will help significantly. DM me if you want to talk via phone, I have some remedies that help with feeling better. 

– Isaac 
On Sep 12, 2016, at 1:38 PM, vikiwysocka@... [JoyofSatan666] <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:
  HiI dont really post here and I never even tried to ask Father for help because im scared it will be too much to ask... Maybe i dont deserve it.. Anyway recently ive been having a lot of health issues and im at a breaking point in my life. It got that bad that im on anti depressants and anxiety pills. I feel so physically ill...feels like im dying. I dont want to. Im so determined now to do anything ...just please help me... I was thinking of doing a ritual for Father but theres no chance ill be alone this week. I have problems being motivated to meditate and empower myself so thats why I think no Demon and not even Father will help me... But they have always been in my heart dearly. Since I found out the website (thank you Maxine) it made everything clear to me about life and since then it stuck with me and it will for the rest of my life. I just dont want that life to be too short. So i think this is a very serious cry for help. I have several health issues (i dont think i need to go in detail) but my body is basically f** up. I dont think i can do it on my own.If any of you could help me somehow...some magick, if youre more advanced and can see and hear the Gods maybe ask them although i think that would be too much to ask .. :(Im not that advanced and i probably wouldnt know what Father will tell me after i make that ritual...Please save me :(
Ps thank you if you read till the end, i appreciate it 
Hail Satan and the Gods
 
I'm not really advaced either but I can suggest keep focused even in your times of being down and out, you can meditate while laying down if needed, stay focused and you shall prevail, it's self empowerment remember!
On Sep 13, 2016 3:52 AM, "vikiwysocka@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:
  HiI dont really post here and I never even tried to ask Father for help because im scared it will be too much to ask... Maybe i dont deserve it.. Anyway recently ive been having a lot of health issues and im at a breaking point in my life. It got that bad that im on anti depressants and anxiety pills. I feel so physically ill...feels like im dying. I dont want to. Im so determined now to do anything ...just please help me... I was thinking of doing a ritual for Father but theres no chance ill be alone this week. I have problems being motivated to meditate and empower myself so thats why I think no Demon and not even Father will help me... But they have always been in my heart dearly. Since I found out the website (thank you Maxine) it made everything clear to me about life and since then it stuck with me and it will for the rest of my life. I just dont want that life to be too short. So i think this is a very serious cry for help. I have several health issues (i dont think i need to go in detail) but my body is basically f** up. I dont think i can do it on my own.If any of you could help me somehow...some magick, if youre more advanced and can see and hear the Gods maybe ask them although i think that would be too much to ask .. :(Im not that advanced and i probably wouldnt know what Father will tell me after i make that ritual...Please save me :(
Ps thank you if you read till the end, i appreciate it 
Hail Satan and the Gods
 
And use rune WUNJO to banish depression. :)

On Tue, 13 Sep, 2016 at 1:38 pm, vikiwysocka@... [JoyofSatan666]<[email protected] wrote:   HiI dont really post here and I never even tried to ask Father for help because im scared it will be too much to ask... Maybe i dont deserve it.. Anyway recently ive been having a lot of health issues and im at a breaking point in my life. It got that bad that im on anti depressants and anxiety pills. I feel so physically ill...feels like im dying. I dont want to. Im so determined now to do anything ...just please help me... I was thinking of doing a ritual for Father but theres no chance ill be alone this week. I have problems being motivated to meditate and empower myself so thats why I think no Demon and not even Father will help me... But they have always been in my heart dearly. Since I found out the website (thank you Maxine) it made everything clear to me about life and since then it stuck with me and it will for the rest of my life. I just dont want that life to be too short. So i think this is a very serious cry for help. I have several health issues (i dont think i need to go in detail) but my body is basically f** up. I dont think i can do it on my own.If any of you could help me somehow...some magick, if youre more advanced and can see and hear the Gods maybe ask them although i think that would be too much to ask .. :(Im not that advanced and i probably wouldnt know what Father will tell me after i make that ritual...Please save me :(
Ps thank you if you read till the end, i appreciate it 
Hail Satan and the Gods
 
The runes numbers are the same as their spot in the Runic kabalah. 

FEHU is number 1, ÜRUZ is number 2 and so on. 

WUNJO is number 8. 

HAIL FATHER SATAN!
HAIL LADY ASTAROTH!
HEIL HITLER!
HAIL ALL THE TRUE GODS OF HELL!!
 
#8If you go to the runes page, just count the tunes going down, they are in numerical order
 
On the runes page count down from top to bottom.

Fehu 1Urus 2
THurisaz 3
A.. 4
Raido 5
K.. 6
.. 7
.. 8
.. 9

Hope that clears it up. (Also yes they call the runic alphabet Futhark)
 
Hate to admit my ignorance, but I was not aware of that.
LOL.


Hail Satan!


Sims


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On Sat, 9/17/16, taolvanswd@... [JoyofSatan666] <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:


Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Please help me... :(
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Date: Saturday, September 17, 2016, 8:44 AM


 










On the runes page count down from top to
bottom.

Fehu 1Urus
2
THurisaz 3
A.. 4
Raido 5
K.. 6
.. 7
.. 8
..

9

Hope that clears it up.
(Also yes they call the runic alphabet Futhark)










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What rune and affirmation would be ideal of making me do meditation more and RTRs too. Right now im making some meditation (but not every day) and only 1 RTR per day. I would have SOOOOOO much time to do these both things both i just cant QUITE do them because of my addiction to videogames and phone. I can get rid of them and then do exercising and meditation and RTRs, but the phone and videogames are just ALWAYS coming into my mind if i stop doing them. So IF i could JUST find a little more help in that matter, i would do as MUCH RTRs as i can. Also is 1 hour the BEST time to wait in between the RTRs? Cause if it would be 30 min, i could do RTRs in my free-time and close videogames out of my mind, because i like NEVER be drained of energy, at least i dont feel it.
 

Al Jilwah: Chapter IV

"It is my desire that all my followers unite in a bond of unity, lest those who are without prevail against them." - Satan

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