im just so sad. my boyfriend just broke up with me and its sad. we were engaged and i loved him so much, but things fell apart. in short im single now and have been feeling like throwing up and dont eat much. it will pass, but i just need a little satanic love to cheer me up. im really really sad. im gonna meditate and what not but i really want a boyfriend. im gonna move out of my ex's house and then start dating. its just incredibly sad but i feel like im going to be doing ok. i just need to finish school somewhere else or something later, but i need to get my cat from my mother through court so that's another bit of stress. please i need some guidance, and some cheering up. by the way, anyone here in the humboldt county area? im lonely over here.