mandy_moo923
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What's your most profound experience since becoming a satanist? Ever experience something you never expected to see?
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I've experienced many things I would never have dreamed of. Seen beings I would have never
thought of. I have been blown away many times. And I never cease to be amazed by Father Satan's
love and sheer awesomeness! And I think one of the things that really does blow me away,
is that HE loves us so much!
Hail Satan/Lucifer!
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thought of. I have been blown away many times. And I never cease to be amazed by Father Satan's
love and sheer awesomeness! And I think one of the things that really does blow me away,
is that HE loves us so much!
Hail Satan/Lucifer!
Sims
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larissaelectra
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After getting serious depression and derealization, after my mind got wrecked from psychedelic substances, I found myself alone. The world was cold and confusing. I couldn't get myself together, I was walking around with my mind almost detached from my body, everything was strange and confusing, world made no meaning, and I was convinced that this life is shit, and that only good life is in the afterlife. This is what I was told while I was traveling through the worlds opened by psychedelic drugs.
I don't know if I will ever explain the state of apathy and misery, depression and anxiety, fear and emptiness, and merged into one thing: despair. There seemed to be no exit. I didn't know what to do. I didn't know who am I, what am I doing in this world, why is this, is there any meaning in that. Everything seemed alien and confusing. I've thought I will be trapped in such state forever. There was no visible exit. Only despair.
One day, I was traveling home by the bus. I was very tired, and wanted to take a nap, since there was 30 miles of road, so I could sleep very well. The images were there right when I closed my eyes, colors shapes, weird creatures doing weird things. It was so annoying to see those every time I close my eyes, but I couldn't do anything for those to stop. I wanted control over my mind back so much, yet I just couldn't do anything.
Then...the light in middle of confusing imagery appeared. The presence, which seemed like nothing else I usually see. Someone...alive, with so positive energy, like motherly love. It became more and more clear, until the point I clearly saw a face of a very very beautiful woman, looking at me. And smiling, with warmest smile in the world. I looked at her, and asked: "Who are you"? "I am Crocell", She answered.
Instead of speaking with Her, I opened my eyes, out of shock and disbelief. "Hey, I know that name", I said to myself, with tears coming to my eyes. I started remembering everything. I started remembering our Father Satan, our Gods...the moment I dedicated...many moments I had. Then everything became clear to me. I left our Father without even knowing it. Horrible, horrible, how could that happen?
I started reading Joy of Satan again, and with every page opened, the wave of positive energy swept over me. I was back. I was...home again. Where I belong.
I knew what should I do from there. Meditation, warfare, getting closer to our Father and Gods...everything is now as it should be. On 23d of December, on Father's Day, I have said: "Father Satan, I cannot express my gratitude enough, how happy am I that you saved me from the sure path of self destruction. If I ever leave you again in this life, please do not take me back, as I do not deserve it. If I ever leave you again, I am unworthy of your way, Father".
And deep in myself, I know, that I will never make that stupid mistake again. Never. The enemy had unique chance to destroy me, and they wasted it. It's over now. There will be no second chance for them.
Thank you, Lady Crocell! Thank you all the Gods and Goddesses of Duat! Thank you Father SATAN!
I don't know if I will ever explain the state of apathy and misery, depression and anxiety, fear and emptiness, and merged into one thing: despair. There seemed to be no exit. I didn't know what to do. I didn't know who am I, what am I doing in this world, why is this, is there any meaning in that. Everything seemed alien and confusing. I've thought I will be trapped in such state forever. There was no visible exit. Only despair.
One day, I was traveling home by the bus. I was very tired, and wanted to take a nap, since there was 30 miles of road, so I could sleep very well. The images were there right when I closed my eyes, colors shapes, weird creatures doing weird things. It was so annoying to see those every time I close my eyes, but I couldn't do anything for those to stop. I wanted control over my mind back so much, yet I just couldn't do anything.
Then...the light in middle of confusing imagery appeared. The presence, which seemed like nothing else I usually see. Someone...alive, with so positive energy, like motherly love. It became more and more clear, until the point I clearly saw a face of a very very beautiful woman, looking at me. And smiling, with warmest smile in the world. I looked at her, and asked: "Who are you"? "I am Crocell", She answered.
Instead of speaking with Her, I opened my eyes, out of shock and disbelief. "Hey, I know that name", I said to myself, with tears coming to my eyes. I started remembering everything. I started remembering our Father Satan, our Gods...the moment I dedicated...many moments I had. Then everything became clear to me. I left our Father without even knowing it. Horrible, horrible, how could that happen?
I started reading Joy of Satan again, and with every page opened, the wave of positive energy swept over me. I was back. I was...home again. Where I belong.
I knew what should I do from there. Meditation, warfare, getting closer to our Father and Gods...everything is now as it should be. On 23d of December, on Father's Day, I have said: "Father Satan, I cannot express my gratitude enough, how happy am I that you saved me from the sure path of self destruction. If I ever leave you again in this life, please do not take me back, as I do not deserve it. If I ever leave you again, I am unworthy of your way, Father".
And deep in myself, I know, that I will never make that stupid mistake again. Never. The enemy had unique chance to destroy me, and they wasted it. It's over now. There will be no second chance for them.
Thank you, Lady Crocell! Thank you all the Gods and Goddesses of Duat! Thank you Father SATAN!
livingforsatan
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@Mandy_moo An entire wave of answers comes to mind for me. It's hard to choose where to begin. But, between autoincorrect and a dying battery, I'll share some.
For starters, coming back to Satan has been my first encounter with the deep, truthful vindication I've needed all my life. I no longer need to justify or explain myself to myself.
I learned it wasn't "just me." I really, truly WAS surrounded by lying monsters who enjoyed hurting me, in every way imaginable.
I finally found courage, after a life of being convinced that I was somehow wrong for being Human, needing love, deserving justice and at least some peace.
I stopped beating myself up. It was so bad, there was a long period of time I would say to myself, every morning, "I need to die."
No more of that. I've learned to love myself enough that I'm able to care about others.
I even understand my parents, now, after their deaths, sadly. This gives me peace, though.
I see the REAL ENEMY of Humanity for the vampire it is. And, I know how to resist and WHY.
Have I seen anything I didn't expect?
HOOBOY EVERY DAY! Haha!
But please, because infiltrators hate ex-slaves, I must with-hold some of those details.
Is this what you mean?
Hail Satan!
For starters, coming back to Satan has been my first encounter with the deep, truthful vindication I've needed all my life. I no longer need to justify or explain myself to myself.
I learned it wasn't "just me." I really, truly WAS surrounded by lying monsters who enjoyed hurting me, in every way imaginable.
I finally found courage, after a life of being convinced that I was somehow wrong for being Human, needing love, deserving justice and at least some peace.
I stopped beating myself up. It was so bad, there was a long period of time I would say to myself, every morning, "I need to die."
No more of that. I've learned to love myself enough that I'm able to care about others.
I even understand my parents, now, after their deaths, sadly. This gives me peace, though.
I see the REAL ENEMY of Humanity for the vampire it is. And, I know how to resist and WHY.
Have I seen anything I didn't expect?
HOOBOY EVERY DAY! Haha!
But please, because infiltrators hate ex-slaves, I must with-hold some of those details.
Is this what you mean?
Hail Satan!
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The most profound experience for me was when Satan helped me safe my grandmothers life.
She was on her deathbed after she had a bad fall, doctors were convinced she could never recover. Her heart had been beating at less than 20 beats per minute for nearly an entire night. Her brain had been starved of oxigen and she was in a terrible condition.
I didn't want her to go in such a cruel way. Such a cruel and slow death, my grandmother deserves to pass peacefully, without pain and without suffering, because she suffered too much already during her life...
I did everything in my power to safe her, to heal her from death. I send so much energy over to her I collapsed and became so weak I was unable to stand, unable to sit on my knees. Not knowing what to do to safe her, I risked my own life by connecting my soul to her soul and letting her siphon my energy (don't ever do that for your own healths sake).
I was extremely upset, crying all night long. I almost lost consciousness multiple times because my energy levels were dropping so low... I refused to ask the Gods for help at first, because I didn't want to ask them to safe my grandmothers life, she was a xian all her life, al though not by choice, despite that fact she is a very kind woman who did the best she could bringing up her children. I didn't want to ask Satan to safe the life of a xian.
She doesn't inhabit the negativity that is typical for many xians to have. While on her death bed she didn't think of "god", but she wanted to live. She wanted to live for herself. She rejected "god" in the face of death, subconsciously, but that was enough to make me wish she could live the last years of her life peacefully and wish she would not suffer such a sad and terrible end to her life...
I asked Satan, if it were not yet her time if he could assist me in saving her life, allow her to live a few more peaceful years if possible. It's stated in the Al-Jiwah that nobody shall live longer in the world than the time set by Satan. I'm not sure this is literal, but I asked Satan, if it wasn't yet time for my grandma to pass if he could allow her to live a while longer.
I felt him come to me, place his hand on my shoulder and fill me with energy. He told me to focus on the golden light and send it to my grandmothers soul. I vibrated Aum Suryae countless times, Satan gave me the energy to do so, I was exausted to the point I couldn't even lift my hand of the ground, but he filled me with energy so strong I was able to get up and vibrate Aum Suryae for many hours that night.
The next morning I went to visit my grandmother in the hospital. I felt Satan with me. He spoke to me and told me that she is in his care. It was not her time and she won't pass for another couple years, so he said. I felt him with me as I visited her.
A day later, my grandmother miraculously recovered as if nothing had ever happened. The doctors and my family called it a miracle. They were in disbelief. And it was a miracle, as she was certain to pass away with how poor her condition was. Satan blessed her with life, it's thanks to him that she healed from death and still lives peacefully today.
I couldn't tell my family the truth. I wanted to tell them very badly, how it was Satan that saved her life, but even though I couldn't give him the credit he deserves for his selfless actions, he still helped me, he still saved her life.
My mother believes it was me who saved my grandmothers life, as I told her I meditated for her wellbeing that night. I dislike that I took credit for Satan's doing, but it's better she believes it was me, through the power of meditation and the soul, who caused this miracle than giving credit to some xian filth or whatever.
I cannot thank him enough for what he has done for me and my family. He has done numerous things for me, but this was one of the greatest gifts I could have recieved. I can say undoubtedly that his power is very real.
Satan cares so much for us. He protects not only us SS, our families as well are under his powerful, bright wings.
I asked him later why it was he decided to help me, I said I would have understood if he had not granted me my selfish request.
He simply answered: "Would you not extend your hand to your child in need?" "Your wish to safe the life of someone you care for, whom you tried to safe risking your own wellbeing. There is nothing selfish about such a wish."
I will never forget his smiling face, shining brighter than the sun as he told me this.
Hail Satan!!
She was on her deathbed after she had a bad fall, doctors were convinced she could never recover. Her heart had been beating at less than 20 beats per minute for nearly an entire night. Her brain had been starved of oxigen and she was in a terrible condition.
I didn't want her to go in such a cruel way. Such a cruel and slow death, my grandmother deserves to pass peacefully, without pain and without suffering, because she suffered too much already during her life...
I did everything in my power to safe her, to heal her from death. I send so much energy over to her I collapsed and became so weak I was unable to stand, unable to sit on my knees. Not knowing what to do to safe her, I risked my own life by connecting my soul to her soul and letting her siphon my energy (don't ever do that for your own healths sake).
I was extremely upset, crying all night long. I almost lost consciousness multiple times because my energy levels were dropping so low... I refused to ask the Gods for help at first, because I didn't want to ask them to safe my grandmothers life, she was a xian all her life, al though not by choice, despite that fact she is a very kind woman who did the best she could bringing up her children. I didn't want to ask Satan to safe the life of a xian.
She doesn't inhabit the negativity that is typical for many xians to have. While on her death bed she didn't think of "god", but she wanted to live. She wanted to live for herself. She rejected "god" in the face of death, subconsciously, but that was enough to make me wish she could live the last years of her life peacefully and wish she would not suffer such a sad and terrible end to her life...
I asked Satan, if it were not yet her time if he could assist me in saving her life, allow her to live a few more peaceful years if possible. It's stated in the Al-Jiwah that nobody shall live longer in the world than the time set by Satan. I'm not sure this is literal, but I asked Satan, if it wasn't yet time for my grandma to pass if he could allow her to live a while longer.
I felt him come to me, place his hand on my shoulder and fill me with energy. He told me to focus on the golden light and send it to my grandmothers soul. I vibrated Aum Suryae countless times, Satan gave me the energy to do so, I was exausted to the point I couldn't even lift my hand of the ground, but he filled me with energy so strong I was able to get up and vibrate Aum Suryae for many hours that night.
The next morning I went to visit my grandmother in the hospital. I felt Satan with me. He spoke to me and told me that she is in his care. It was not her time and she won't pass for another couple years, so he said. I felt him with me as I visited her.
A day later, my grandmother miraculously recovered as if nothing had ever happened. The doctors and my family called it a miracle. They were in disbelief. And it was a miracle, as she was certain to pass away with how poor her condition was. Satan blessed her with life, it's thanks to him that she healed from death and still lives peacefully today.
I couldn't tell my family the truth. I wanted to tell them very badly, how it was Satan that saved her life, but even though I couldn't give him the credit he deserves for his selfless actions, he still helped me, he still saved her life.
My mother believes it was me who saved my grandmothers life, as I told her I meditated for her wellbeing that night. I dislike that I took credit for Satan's doing, but it's better she believes it was me, through the power of meditation and the soul, who caused this miracle than giving credit to some xian filth or whatever.
I cannot thank him enough for what he has done for me and my family. He has done numerous things for me, but this was one of the greatest gifts I could have recieved. I can say undoubtedly that his power is very real.
Satan cares so much for us. He protects not only us SS, our families as well are under his powerful, bright wings.
I asked him later why it was he decided to help me, I said I would have understood if he had not granted me my selfish request.
He simply answered: "Would you not extend your hand to your child in need?" "Your wish to safe the life of someone you care for, whom you tried to safe risking your own wellbeing. There is nothing selfish about such a wish."
I will never forget his smiling face, shining brighter than the sun as he told me this.
Hail Satan!!
Allison Passino
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That is a hard question to answer, Mandy. I have had many experiences
of Satan's sovereignty, all of them very profound. Satan/Enki is
truly, as it says in the standard ritual, "ineffable". As in, he
cannot wholly be described by mortals. Nothing I, nor any of my dear
Brethren may say, truly does him justice. My mother, whom I adore, and
am very close to, has had problems with alcoholism. She is not a true
alcoholic, I don't think, but she...well, let's just say that she does
not handle her liquor very well. It grieved me that she was this way,
and I made my displeasure and disapproval known to her, respectfully,
on many occasions. Well, one day, she was in an accident. I was not
living with my parents at the time, and it was my dad who called and
told me the news. Naturally, I was most distraught, until he informed
me that, except for a minor sprain in the wrist (it wasn't even
broken), my mom was totally fine! It gives me chagrin, but I cannot
lie to my Brethren. I do not meditate as often as I should, mostly
because I find meditation very hard for me, due to the fact that i am
totally blind. Nothing in meditation comes naturally to me, except for
void meditation, funnily enough, but as you can imagine, visualization
is extremely difficult for me. Therefore, I not only don't put an aura
of protection round myself very often, but i hardly ever put one
around my family. This shames me to say, but it's the truth. I offer
up no excuse, I'm just saying how it is with me. I am trying, but
because of the disability I was born with, I doubt meditation will
ever be very easy for me. But, my point is, Father could've easily
been like "Well, you hardly ever meditate, and you don't even try to
keep your own family safe. So why should I do anything for them"? But
truly, Satan is gracious, and he is merciful. He knows me. He knows
how close I am with my mom, and how utterly devastated I would have
been if she'd died in that wreck; or worse, gotten herself paralyzed.
I don't care what anyone says. I know that Satan kept her safe and
unharmed! I know that she is under the protection of his mighty,
iridescent wings. She is in HIS care, though he has never directly
told me this. He does not need to. He knows me. I ramble, and I
apologize. In brief, I had an aunt who died. She was my favourite
auntie, I was closest to her of all my aunts. She died in a fluke
fire. No one knows to this day why it happened. It was awful! There
wasn't even a corpse left that we could bury. Well, this aunt of mine
wasn't xian. I'm not really sure what she was, exactly, we never
talked about religion much, us two. I think if I had to label her as
anything, I'd say she was an agnostic. She knew something powerful was
out there, she just never knew what she ought to call it. I, myself,
was definitely an agnostic before I found Father. In any event, after
she died, I was devastated. I was grieving, and I told my best friend,
who is also a dedicated Spiritual Satanist, and also, incidentally, my
ex-fiancee, though of course that has no bearing on my story. He
expressed to me his condolences; he knew how close I was with this
aunt of mine. Now, before I'd told my best friend of her death,
I...well, how to say this? I wasn't truly worried for her soul, as she
was never a xian. I knew she would not be caught up into the cube of
false light that is the angels' food vortex. But I was still unsure as
to where her soul would go. I assumed it would get reincarnated, but I
was aprehensive, let's say. Now, I had never actually asked Father to
do anything with my aunt's soul. Want to make that very clear! I
figured, you know, he's busy, he's got way more important things to do
etc. Like, you know, the war for humanity with the angels and the
kikes. But that concern was there, in the back of my mind all the time
after my mom told me she had died. So...it was a week aftre I'd told
my friend that my auntie was dead. And he's said sorry etc. Well, I
called him up a week later. Before he'd spoken to me, he had just done
his weekly ritual that he always does to Father and the Gods, a
thanksgiving ritual to thank them for all the stuff they've done for
him, and really just to bond with the Gods. Well, he told me, that
during the course of that ritual, his succubus guide told him, and I
think also that Mother Lilith (his Guardian) confirmed this. Satan
took my beloved aunt's soul to be with him in Hell. Not because I'd
ever officially asked him to do so, but because he knew that I was
worried for her, and didn't want her to go to some unknown place. My
friend's guide also informed my friend, and he relayed the message
that my aunt did not suffer. I believe, though the Daemon didn't use
that exact term, that it was basically smoke inhalation that killed
her. And, as I understand it, that death is relatively painless. Way I
understand it is, she kinda just went to sleep and never woke up
again. This experience I had with the death of my aunt, and Father
bringing her to Hell...that was the most profound experience with
satan for me. Because to me, it meant the most. And, needless to say,
both of these individuals...my aunt and my mother, are without. Point
being, Satan loves us! Profoundly! That is what I'm getting at here.
Really, my most profound experience with Satan is like Magus says:
satan loves us so so much, more than we can as mortals realize. He'd
move galaxies for us if we were in dire need. Truly, Satan/Enki is the
Father who Never Forsakes. He always has, and always will be, my
constant Light, my hope and my anchor, no matter what befalls. And I
am ever in his debt. I shall serve him for ever, regardless of what
does or does not transpire. I am HIS. I belong to him. And I chose
him, as he has chosen me.
On 5/24/17, voiceofenki@... [JoyofSatan666]
<[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:
of Satan's sovereignty, all of them very profound. Satan/Enki is
truly, as it says in the standard ritual, "ineffable". As in, he
cannot wholly be described by mortals. Nothing I, nor any of my dear
Brethren may say, truly does him justice. My mother, whom I adore, and
am very close to, has had problems with alcoholism. She is not a true
alcoholic, I don't think, but she...well, let's just say that she does
not handle her liquor very well. It grieved me that she was this way,
and I made my displeasure and disapproval known to her, respectfully,
on many occasions. Well, one day, she was in an accident. I was not
living with my parents at the time, and it was my dad who called and
told me the news. Naturally, I was most distraught, until he informed
me that, except for a minor sprain in the wrist (it wasn't even
broken), my mom was totally fine! It gives me chagrin, but I cannot
lie to my Brethren. I do not meditate as often as I should, mostly
because I find meditation very hard for me, due to the fact that i am
totally blind. Nothing in meditation comes naturally to me, except for
void meditation, funnily enough, but as you can imagine, visualization
is extremely difficult for me. Therefore, I not only don't put an aura
of protection round myself very often, but i hardly ever put one
around my family. This shames me to say, but it's the truth. I offer
up no excuse, I'm just saying how it is with me. I am trying, but
because of the disability I was born with, I doubt meditation will
ever be very easy for me. But, my point is, Father could've easily
been like "Well, you hardly ever meditate, and you don't even try to
keep your own family safe. So why should I do anything for them"? But
truly, Satan is gracious, and he is merciful. He knows me. He knows
how close I am with my mom, and how utterly devastated I would have
been if she'd died in that wreck; or worse, gotten herself paralyzed.
I don't care what anyone says. I know that Satan kept her safe and
unharmed! I know that she is under the protection of his mighty,
iridescent wings. She is in HIS care, though he has never directly
told me this. He does not need to. He knows me. I ramble, and I
apologize. In brief, I had an aunt who died. She was my favourite
auntie, I was closest to her of all my aunts. She died in a fluke
fire. No one knows to this day why it happened. It was awful! There
wasn't even a corpse left that we could bury. Well, this aunt of mine
wasn't xian. I'm not really sure what she was, exactly, we never
talked about religion much, us two. I think if I had to label her as
anything, I'd say she was an agnostic. She knew something powerful was
out there, she just never knew what she ought to call it. I, myself,
was definitely an agnostic before I found Father. In any event, after
she died, I was devastated. I was grieving, and I told my best friend,
who is also a dedicated Spiritual Satanist, and also, incidentally, my
ex-fiancee, though of course that has no bearing on my story. He
expressed to me his condolences; he knew how close I was with this
aunt of mine. Now, before I'd told my best friend of her death,
I...well, how to say this? I wasn't truly worried for her soul, as she
was never a xian. I knew she would not be caught up into the cube of
false light that is the angels' food vortex. But I was still unsure as
to where her soul would go. I assumed it would get reincarnated, but I
was aprehensive, let's say. Now, I had never actually asked Father to
do anything with my aunt's soul. Want to make that very clear! I
figured, you know, he's busy, he's got way more important things to do
etc. Like, you know, the war for humanity with the angels and the
kikes. But that concern was there, in the back of my mind all the time
after my mom told me she had died. So...it was a week aftre I'd told
my friend that my auntie was dead. And he's said sorry etc. Well, I
called him up a week later. Before he'd spoken to me, he had just done
his weekly ritual that he always does to Father and the Gods, a
thanksgiving ritual to thank them for all the stuff they've done for
him, and really just to bond with the Gods. Well, he told me, that
during the course of that ritual, his succubus guide told him, and I
think also that Mother Lilith (his Guardian) confirmed this. Satan
took my beloved aunt's soul to be with him in Hell. Not because I'd
ever officially asked him to do so, but because he knew that I was
worried for her, and didn't want her to go to some unknown place. My
friend's guide also informed my friend, and he relayed the message
that my aunt did not suffer. I believe, though the Daemon didn't use
that exact term, that it was basically smoke inhalation that killed
her. And, as I understand it, that death is relatively painless. Way I
understand it is, she kinda just went to sleep and never woke up
again. This experience I had with the death of my aunt, and Father
bringing her to Hell...that was the most profound experience with
satan for me. Because to me, it meant the most. And, needless to say,
both of these individuals...my aunt and my mother, are without. Point
being, Satan loves us! Profoundly! That is what I'm getting at here.
Really, my most profound experience with Satan is like Magus says:
satan loves us so so much, more than we can as mortals realize. He'd
move galaxies for us if we were in dire need. Truly, Satan/Enki is the
Father who Never Forsakes. He always has, and always will be, my
constant Light, my hope and my anchor, no matter what befalls. And I
am ever in his debt. I shall serve him for ever, regardless of what
does or does not transpire. I am HIS. I belong to him. And I chose
him, as he has chosen me.
On 5/24/17, voiceofenki@... [JoyofSatan666]
<[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:
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Very touching. I actually felt your emotion as I am an Empath, as I felt it come from somewhere as it is not my own emotion. Now of course I could not convey this properly via Text, but anyways Hail Satan, and to the continued satanically blessed health and Life of all true Satanic allies, even if we do not know each other personally. I think some people judge others by Superficial things like their background or whatever. But people are not always what they wear, like a one suit size fits all Christian who may just simply be brainwashed and actually be a good and important person should they become pagan or a satanist, completely unaware of the true deep satanic secrets which rest in the depths of their soul, or the fact that they are important to someone else who may also be a pagan/satanist or just family. In another group someone mentioned they found no importance for example in Ancestors, because of outmoded ways of existing or karmic mistakes, thinking themselves as seperate and better. How very sad... to not be able to See that in the revival, veneration, alchemical transmutation and uplifting of Ancestral and Descendent Soul energy one could more greatly uplift ones self and eventually society. Well I do not want to go on a tangent, just that I am looking everywhere seeing the value in things like family and how so many people miss this...the foundations of our very Society....and a Hail Satan to you too.
The enemy hates this though..the practice of magick, its deep knowledge and raising of awareness. It hates The Wings of The Gods even more, because the Wings of a God is actually a Fuller Manifestation of a God and its power in this Physical World. They would rather see such Gods as lowly beings with no higher conception of Life and Power, whom look to and help their people. Personal experiences. I dont want to elaborate too much, but there have been multiple times since my birth that I almost died, from the birth canal to also other times within the first few years. One being a head injury that was said and paid for by the best doctors at the time said was impossible I would survive even with treatment. Miraculously, as an infant I healed and somehow survived, without any loss of cognitive function/intelligence. There were other times under certain abuse by "Outsiders" that attempted to starve me to death, but once again was saved. There are many times I am sure I couldnt count being not aware, but just aware enough to know there were many "missed events" of where I could've died or seriously been hurt. Same for family too. I have likewise thought back in time re-counting all my blessings of Monetary and Non-Monetary Wealth and shown my gratitude to the Gods, and continue to do so by bringing into this world and evolving their ways. I do not attribute both good and bad experiences to simply accidents, but am a very deeply spiritual person and can see the smallest and finest spirit in each event, in each interaction and individual and very much know when Spirits and/or Magick are at play. The enemy hates the fact of spiritual and magickal powers, because "they" know that the Gods protect us from a Vantage Point where we cannot see everything. I was shown this that from Conception, and that even many generations before my Conception that the reason for protection, immense luck and any forms of wealth are due to being protected by the Gods. Even as I write this I can telepathically hear the Enemy Psychics and Their Spirits (you may call them Nordics, reptillians, thoughtforms...but to me its all the same) mocking and hating these gifts of knowledge and protection...because they know very well it isnt simply an individual enemy, a single event, or even a few different political groups fighting, but rather Spiritual Magickal Intelligences of The Gods whom fight the enemy and bless their people from "The High Ground;" they KNOW magick and spirituallity is very very real and effective, and so they spend so much time trying to downplay that, as it really worries them that they would even have competition. They LAUGH, but it is a laugh of nervous laughter in an attempt to stave off the inevitable, of the power and presence of The Gods of Hell destroying all their attempts and destroying them. I just had to of course throw this out there to acknowledge the power and depth of magick and Gods in our life, as some think its just a "headgame" or its "just magick." There was also a time in my life when for example I felt the Satanic Swaying when doing certain meditations. But this wasnt just a little meditation...this was specific elemental meditations and a certain focus on satanic spirit which I will not go into. But much at a certain point in my life in the far past I experienced this same spirit before I even knew satanism existed, and in the recent past an extremely profound version...of the swaying...a warm/hot/cold watery feeling and beyond that Physical Psychic Vision of seeing that same watery feeling overlapping the environment around me, where it was a part of everything around me, and where I began to develop rapidly Astral Vision and to "see things." I have many on and off experiences with this, and maybe one day will share stories with Satanists I happen to like, but feel no need to at the moment. Just feel like people should at least hear a little so they do not get this idea satanism isnt just another political front, and just people sittinf there humming meditations to themselves but do experience BIG and small miracles and SuperNatural phenomena. I like this email thread subject.
A thought on Ancestors and Descendents. There are those whom wonder if there is any value in communicating with Ancestors or ones future descendents (there are some on here that do not believe in Descendent Communication, and I will not argue this point as I have my own experiences so its better they just keep that opinion to themselves as Im not interested in being convinced and "told"). When you bless, heal, raise up your Ancestor, your present Family, and in turn your Descendents via Magick, there is a Karmic Effect of generating ones own Karma that is a sort of Anti-Karma to any negativity, or set in stone positive karmas one may not wish to hold onto in favor of saying a transmuted or better positive karmas. So how you treat your own Lineage matters alot as it will both directly and indirectly affect you in this world and to the next. Hail Satan
Hail Lillith
Hail Enlil
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Wow Voice of Enki, you brought me to tears. Satan is truly the best and most wonderful God there is! I remember when my Familiar died and I completely lost it for three days and at the end of the third day I began speaking to Father. I said a bunch of stuff and He answered me. And what He said was so wise, so .....amazing. Father Satan is so incredibly compassionate and wise. It blows my mind. I feel so very humbled and grateful for Him. I'm so thankful He is there! Thank you Satan! So very much!
Hail Father Satan Forever!
Hail Father Satan Forever!
Voiceofenki,
A beautiful story. Thank you for sharing. I believe I am most thankful to Father Satan for saving youngest daughter's
three youngest children and her now husband in a car wreck. It flipped over, upside down. Everyone said it was a
miracle that they weren't killed, let alone the worst any of them suffered was the oldest girl and my daughter's husband.
They had their hands smashed. And the girl's was the worst. She has some nerve damage, but has pretty much full
use of her hand now. And the doctors had told my daughter right after the wreck that she might lose it. But she didn't.
And like I said, has almost full use of it now. And I believe she will in time.
And that same daughter was told she was going blind, but when she went back to the doctor, she was told that amazingly
her eyes were healed. There is no end to Father's goodness!
Hail Father Satan/Lucifer!
Sims
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A beautiful story. Thank you for sharing. I believe I am most thankful to Father Satan for saving youngest daughter's
three youngest children and her now husband in a car wreck. It flipped over, upside down. Everyone said it was a
miracle that they weren't killed, let alone the worst any of them suffered was the oldest girl and my daughter's husband.
They had their hands smashed. And the girl's was the worst. She has some nerve damage, but has pretty much full
use of her hand now. And the doctors had told my daughter right after the wreck that she might lose it. But she didn't.
And like I said, has almost full use of it now. And I believe she will in time.
And that same daughter was told she was going blind, but when she went back to the doctor, she was told that amazingly
her eyes were healed. There is no end to Father's goodness!
Hail Father Satan/Lucifer!
Sims
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mandy_moo923
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Thank you and everyone else for sharing! This gives me really good optimism to keep going forward 
I'd love to read more experiences from people!
I'd love to read more experiences from people!
He simply answered: "Would you not extend your hand to your child in need?" "Your wish to safe the life of someone you care for, whom you tried to safe risking your own wellbeing. There is nothing selfish about such a wish."
That right there made me get teary eyes. Well written, voiceofenki.
-Shael
Thou shalt gather with your left, and bind with your right.
After sacrifice for power, with power thou shalt fight.
Hail Father Satan!
That right there made me get teary eyes. Well written, voiceofenki.
-Shael
Thou shalt gather with your left, and bind with your right.
After sacrifice for power, with power thou shalt fight.
Hail Father Satan!
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@ Shale, it affected me, too, in ways I cannot say here.
Voice of Enki [JG]
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Well you shouldn't compliment me for writing those words Shael, They were Father Satan's words, I simply wrote them down best I could remember.
He always brings things with such divine grace, always knows exactly how to say what he wants to tell us with such a beautiful tone and such a beautiful way to use the words, very wise and with pristine serenity.
Thank you all for your kind words and compliments. I'm glad people enjoyed reading my story.
Raptor RokN Roll, your story was a good read. Your words on ancestors and decendants especially were well spoken.
Sims336, I'm glad to hear your daughter and her family were protected from any severe lasting harm. Sorry to hear that such an unfortunate event happened to them..
He always brings things with such divine grace, always knows exactly how to say what he wants to tell us with such a beautiful tone and such a beautiful way to use the words, very wise and with pristine serenity.
Thank you all for your kind words and compliments. I'm glad people enjoyed reading my story.
Raptor RokN Roll, your story was a good read. Your words on ancestors and decendants especially were well spoken.
Sims336, I'm glad to hear your daughter and her family were protected from any severe lasting harm. Sorry to hear that such an unfortunate event happened to them..
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Raptor RokN Roll, This is so inspiring and beautifully written. I am looking forward to reading more from you. And I fully agree with you on your view of how we should treat our ancestors. May I ask for how long you have been a dedicated satanist?
@voiceofenki
It's true that Father Satan said those words, but without your post I would have been deaf to these words.
In my opinion, the one who says the words and the one who conveys the words deserve equal credit. That's why I complimented you.
-Shael
Thou shalt gather with your left, and bind with your right.
After sacrifice for power, with power thou shalt fight.
Hail Father Satan!
It's true that Father Satan said those words, but without your post I would have been deaf to these words.
In my opinion, the one who says the words and the one who conveys the words deserve equal credit. That's why I complimented you.
-Shael
Thou shalt gather with your left, and bind with your right.
After sacrifice for power, with power thou shalt fight.
Hail Father Satan!
Raptor RokN Roll
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10 years of practicing and evolving knowledge structures. Pretty much doing my own thing as I am only interested in my own style of foundation stone. I take everything said with a grain of salt, and thus formulate my own opinions , which at the root in their own right is an act of magick: "When to Seer a Timeline... through my own Thought, Action and Divine Will....Will I divine to Push Divine Will.... to Fly on The Wings of Vision... of an Ante-Christ."
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Just the other day I experienced two things. The first thing was that I was doing an RTR and I felt a strong tingling sensation on my shoulder blades, like pins and needles when a part of your body falls asleep, except stronger. I believe that to be the wings of my soul.
The second was when I was reading the Exposing Christianity section of the JoS website. All of a sudden, I got hit with a huge rush of energy. I started to tear up, it was so beautiful! I believe that to be Father's energy.
The second was when I was reading the Exposing Christianity section of the JoS website. All of a sudden, I got hit with a huge rush of energy. I started to tear up, it was so beautiful! I believe that to be Father's energy.
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@Voiceofenki: how well you put it! Divine grace, pristine serenity. To
use my own phrasing, crystalline opalescence. Magisterial grace. A
true King...that is Satan. ^ Satan is the Emperor of Eternity, and he
holds the rod and sceptre of HIS office. And the diamond sword, and
Serpentine Diadem. Always, O Merciful Father Immortal, whose many
names have all power...bless us with thy iridescence!
On 6/2/17, ltgrant1998@... [JoyofSatan666]
<[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:
use my own phrasing, crystalline opalescence. Magisterial grace. A
true King...that is Satan. ^ Satan is the Emperor of Eternity, and he
holds the rod and sceptre of HIS office. And the diamond sword, and
Serpentine Diadem. Always, O Merciful Father Immortal, whose many
names have all power...bless us with thy iridescence!
On 6/2/17, ltgrant1998@... [JoyofSatan666]
<[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:
@unclesam
Sounds like the demoness Flauros/Havres/Haures to me. You should check her out on the demons page. http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... EMONV.html
-Shael
Thou shalt gather with your left, and bind with your right.
After sacrifice for power, with power thou shalt fight.
Hail Father Satan!
Sounds like the demoness Flauros/Havres/Haures to me. You should check her out on the demons page. http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... EMONV.html
-Shael
Thou shalt gather with your left, and bind with your right.
After sacrifice for power, with power thou shalt fight.
Hail Father Satan!
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Uhh... I was feeling anxious because having problems with my family and school. Suddenly I remembered someone wrote about talking with Father Satan with visualizing his sigil.
So I tried. I talked about my problems with my family and school, how I can't believe in myself or such. You know, depressing things.
While talking, I started to feel relaxed. I didn't even know if he can hear me, just talking. I felt like I was talking to him face to face and this made me feel alright,suddenly. Like he's listening and caring.
I know, it's not a very big event but that moment was really important to me ^^ Because it was the first time I talked with Father Satan!
Hail Satan and Demons
-İlayda
So I tried. I talked about my problems with my family and school, how I can't believe in myself or such. You know, depressing things.
While talking, I started to feel relaxed. I didn't even know if he can hear me, just talking. I felt like I was talking to him face to face and this made me feel alright,suddenly. Like he's listening and caring.
I know, it's not a very big event but that moment was really important to me ^^ Because it was the first time I talked with Father Satan!
Hail Satan and Demons
-İlayda
@İlayda / borntomakescience
Talking with Father Satan is always a big event. He is the strongest being in the universe after all. I'm happy to hear that it helped with your problems. If you do RTRs regularely, he will even help you extensively with solving these problems.
-Shael
Thou shalt gather with your left, and bind with your right.
After sacrifice for power, with power thou shalt fight.
Hail Father Satan!
Talking with Father Satan is always a big event. He is the strongest being in the universe after all. I'm happy to hear that it helped with your problems. If you do RTRs regularely, he will even help you extensively with solving these problems.
-Shael
Thou shalt gather with your left, and bind with your right.
After sacrifice for power, with power thou shalt fight.
Hail Father Satan!
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@Ilayda: Satan always hears, dear. He always cares. He sees, he hears,
and he knows...always! That's why
Satan is the Father Who Never Forsakes! In other words, Satan is
awesome! He will never steer anyone wrong!
On 6/6/17, uncleslam@... [JoyofSatan666]
<[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:
and he knows...always! That's why
Satan is the Father Who Never Forsakes! In other words, Satan is
awesome!
He will never steer anyone wrong!On 6/6/17, uncleslam@... [JoyofSatan666]
<[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:
dark23_revenge
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This is going to be long and hard to remember(for me), but please help me understand..
When I was young(12) i had a very complex(for me atleast) dream aboutme being on the roof top of my block looking at a dark black sky with strange gold symbols; next to them were 3 blue moons, bigger/closer than ours. Nothing happed, just that, but as a child, i was very curious about it, so I tried to draw it and I still remember it.
When I was 13, I had another dream like that, with two moons, one blue, one that changed from blue to white, but now I could see my body, the chair I was standing on and some bottle of some sort.
When I'm 14, another one, but this time it get really really weird. I was still on the roof top,but theres only one white bright moon that slowly fades away, along with the symbols. Suddenly, it's the middle of the day and I'm with most of my family(parents, gransparents and an uncle that I don't remeber, but I knew he was my uncle) at an old house with a very green garden. Out of nowhere, we see a fricking meteorite coming(and it's veery close to us) so we run to some shelter underground(it's more like a box of steel under 1 inch of dirt, with a whole for air) but it's too late for my grandpa(the one that died like 1 year and some at that time) , the other grandpa and the uncle. After my dad closes the door, I hear my dead grandpa, and he said "Take care of you, I love you."And I woke up.
My grandpa thought me some things and played with me when I was younger, before he got sick, and coudn't do much. And it was painful to see him like that, but he died in peace and, even if I didn't saw him for 2 years before that, I wasn't sad...I didn't cry at all. I felt like it doesn't have a point.
So, those 3 dream happed on the nights of 21-22, 22-23 and 22-23 of december. I don't know if they stopped because I was waiting another one the next years, but that's all. And I had a friend, who "got spiritually awakened", very interested in Ancient Egypt, but I still don't know what kind of practices she did. She couldn't help and it was a big pain to tell anyone about these because I felt strangulated every single time.
Sometimes I'm still questioning this, but after I saw 2/3 dates are on the day of Satan, I tried to write this, but I failed to remeber the second one.
Another one was before all this, I don't remeber how old I was, but I was running through a small tunnel that looked like lava and rocks, with too ways separated by a river of lava. There were soldiers in armor, without faces, but had eyes from red to white and everyone stared at me and at the document I was holding. I knew that it's very important and I just need to go faster. At some point I turn right and enter a conference room where 2 other warriors waited and I think the Lord/King of the place in the middle. I handed the paper and they told me this was a "contract with Satan" and it was my legacy and should keep it from now.And again, I woke up
Man, I really don't know. Please explain to me wtf were those.. HS!
When I was young(12) i had a very complex(for me atleast) dream aboutme being on the roof top of my block looking at a dark black sky with strange gold symbols; next to them were 3 blue moons, bigger/closer than ours. Nothing happed, just that, but as a child, i was very curious about it, so I tried to draw it and I still remember it.
When I was 13, I had another dream like that, with two moons, one blue, one that changed from blue to white, but now I could see my body, the chair I was standing on and some bottle of some sort.
When I'm 14, another one, but this time it get really really weird. I was still on the roof top,but theres only one white bright moon that slowly fades away, along with the symbols. Suddenly, it's the middle of the day and I'm with most of my family(parents, gransparents and an uncle that I don't remeber, but I knew he was my uncle) at an old house with a very green garden. Out of nowhere, we see a fricking meteorite coming(and it's veery close to us) so we run to some shelter underground(it's more like a box of steel under 1 inch of dirt, with a whole for air) but it's too late for my grandpa(the one that died like 1 year and some at that time) , the other grandpa and the uncle. After my dad closes the door, I hear my dead grandpa, and he said "Take care of you, I love you."And I woke up.
My grandpa thought me some things and played with me when I was younger, before he got sick, and coudn't do much. And it was painful to see him like that, but he died in peace and, even if I didn't saw him for 2 years before that, I wasn't sad...I didn't cry at all. I felt like it doesn't have a point.
So, those 3 dream happed on the nights of 21-22, 22-23 and 22-23 of december. I don't know if they stopped because I was waiting another one the next years, but that's all. And I had a friend, who "got spiritually awakened", very interested in Ancient Egypt, but I still don't know what kind of practices she did. She couldn't help and it was a big pain to tell anyone about these because I felt strangulated every single time.
Sometimes I'm still questioning this, but after I saw 2/3 dates are on the day of Satan, I tried to write this, but I failed to remeber the second one.
Another one was before all this, I don't remeber how old I was, but I was running through a small tunnel that looked like lava and rocks, with too ways separated by a river of lava. There were soldiers in armor, without faces, but had eyes from red to white and everyone stared at me and at the document I was holding. I knew that it's very important and I just need to go faster. At some point I turn right and enter a conference room where 2 other warriors waited and I think the Lord/King of the place in the middle. I handed the paper and they told me this was a "contract with Satan" and it was my legacy and should keep it from now.And again, I woke up
Man, I really don't know. Please explain to me wtf were those.. HS!
