Satnismfeelslikehome
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Hi, 23 yr old here. My partner is super uncomfortable with my new founded love for Satan, which I do innerstand but I’m not going to allow him to staunt my spiritual growth.
I have tried softly speaking to him, reading him some articles about Satan and about the Christian hoax.
He has said that he wants to learn so earlier today I started reading to him some more articles about the Christian hoax.
He did get touchy and defensive and he stopped listening.
Again, I innerstand. I just continue to study.
I bought up to him that I’m going to do the dedication tomorrow because after two weeks of studying I am ready to dedicate my soul to Satan and after being a “basically” atheist I finally have found something that answers my 23 years of questions and calls out to me.
He starts getting angry trying to convince me to wait to do it and tells me to learn everything which is just ridiculous. I’ll be dead by the time I learn everything, come on he tries to change my mind and I don’t let it frustrate me but I just want some insight/ information on the right thing to do in this situation.
Should I leave him? He honestly creeps me out a little now because I can feel the fear seeping out of him into me and I don’t let it affect me but it feels gross.
I’m still going to do the dedication because it’s literally my soul and I’m not going to let no one tell me what to do with it lol. What the hell is that about
Just looking for some insight please. Would appreciate any info.
Also we have a 2 year old together. Not to sure if that helps much.
THANKS DUDESS/DUDETSS
I have tried softly speaking to him, reading him some articles about Satan and about the Christian hoax.
He has said that he wants to learn so earlier today I started reading to him some more articles about the Christian hoax.
He did get touchy and defensive and he stopped listening.
Again, I innerstand. I just continue to study.
I bought up to him that I’m going to do the dedication tomorrow because after two weeks of studying I am ready to dedicate my soul to Satan and after being a “basically” atheist I finally have found something that answers my 23 years of questions and calls out to me.
He starts getting angry trying to convince me to wait to do it and tells me to learn everything which is just ridiculous. I’ll be dead by the time I learn everything, come on he tries to change my mind and I don’t let it frustrate me but I just want some insight/ information on the right thing to do in this situation.
Should I leave him? He honestly creeps me out a little now because I can feel the fear seeping out of him into me and I don’t let it affect me but it feels gross.
I’m still going to do the dedication because it’s literally my soul and I’m not going to let no one tell me what to do with it lol. What the hell is that about
Just looking for some insight please. Would appreciate any info.
Also we have a 2 year old together. Not to sure if that helps much.
THANKS DUDESS/DUDETSS